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hi guys
so I'm
completely late on this particular subject
but that's only because i haven't really been able to sort through my thoughts on this
until now
Um I have a script with me so that I don't make this and more confusing than it probably
already is
so I'm gonna start out by saying that if you haven't seen charlieissocoollike's
video called I'm Scared
you should probably watch that right now
it's incredibly powerful and eye opening
I guess
i guess i really never thought that someone like charlie (who's one of my favorite
youtubers)
would ever struggle with
confidence and self-esteem
It really shocked me to hear some of the things he shared.
and now I respect him even more for opening up like that.
basically I'm going to try to articulate my thoughtd
this past week
this past month in fact has really not been all that pleasant for me
i'm not going to go into all the details but let's just leave it on friday had
somewhat of a mental breakdown i decided that i'm trying to say the lakeside in a
week
so i'm in the air
i key here at a sleep here angry here i believe the ear and he made idea
acknowledges it myself to you
pretty good at
figure that
this is life calling the itunes you know we're on
and she shows and immediately
russian hopes and dreams and pulling back down to reality
one of these two shows i didn't know i dvd casting
which with a really hard because fundamentally musical centers
i am just
weekly and here is that i didn't even make ensemble
upper allied narrow vision for selling not gotten into it
so you can actually shocked that i can say all right
at first it strikes a ratchet office at twenty two by the off
but i'm not going to die
so that every single day and i receive the catholics expressing confidence that
expectation for another shot at that exact same
i was extremely confident that i didn't use her all his life
ashtray totally rocked by allegations
i really did
also thinking that since i was always on time president ourselves and then i
think that the company for over ten years
and i think that's the obvious choice
now fast forward to meeting at the catholics
i was so sad it's freaking out all the time everybody that would possibly
lessons
that i was going to get my catholics
so here i am onstage
scrolling scrolling
met this girl
burger and
partners analysts
it dawned on me that i didn't get a principal character
even works the only to grow i cannot stand in the entire company two parts
that i wanted
and they're not even that day
psychotic
and burnt down
i started to decide that i would never making statements messages stop now
but yeah i hate
south and in the right now but trust me there's a lot more that isn't visible in
town
i never get major roles eyes padmini
the reason for it
countless number of shares at that
and now starting to wonder why indeed
i think i'm wasting my money doing something i will never be successful
castro
clean scared to go
i find myself constantly missing acted more like the performance around me
the sheet that was in parts of the national disney's cool here
and are not the charms and i'd really want people to life
alessi dr of the arrogance of so-called as she gets all parts
this charlie when they started getting my ideas out there to the public people
sites like the way i guess showered with a lot of incompetence
that was so unusual for me
brain it was the best young athletes many people thought so highly of me
but what i can almost is the inner attend back people around me think that
stock
if that works
i feel like the only way ventures like music and super talented now i know that
if you need to put yourself out there the added to that they were stopped him
another thing they accept rejection out hate i'd understand that
touch hotline
on still receiving of course is going to be hard to set aside my insecurities in
snow the onto this business
audience so anxious all the time in regards people's opinion on
it's ridiculous
it's point where people are using real busy and they start laughing i was just
sitting there laughing
while i was freaking down on friday i've realized the following
i'd right now i have sent to your testimony grandsons theory
dot that's that
don't judge me
i don't know what these casting directors one
and meet you never will
track and sharing going to try and find out
out your eighty eight
i'm going to keep working as hard as i can tell i find ragalahari
because i love what i do
and your people tell me i'll never make it
it'll be all of my sense i'm intrigued him around
i would cheat medications
even if you go out and play
simply because
i can and i'm working
nike spends time feeling sorry for myself and feeling depressed
or at work synthetic
there is something that i don't mind control make my boy is nice things on my
height
but there are things i certainly can't control
my confidence and work out that center
someone says well i don't think they can change
astigmatism working even harder to get where i want to be so if you want to
miss
i want to know that this is a hard world
there's no way to please everyone
scares
the ambassador and you
exemption b
herewith yourself whether anybody else in this world so my mom someone you want
to meet with you're cool with you in your opinion people work at in your life
will love you
that the other server returned its
you're right
anyone else
it's kind of like are
no i was making lately keeping
i want you guys
feel free to talk to you know you need to do because i will always be here to
listen
unscrupulous so long and serious isolate it was the right time for me to take
this common thinking that happened uh... you know as soon as possible to let you
know it again
beijing for watching
singular mark on the world nomadic
how smart feeds that is that there is he
summaries i'll see ya soon
how great weekend even better week