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I can see myself staying there.
Right now, I can see myself starting a family with her.
Seriously.
I wish you all the best. -- Thanks.
Same to you.
Anyway, we are both really excited about what we are doing. -- Yes, that is really cool.
Till boarded a plane on Friday.
And now you are probably wondering: What is going on?
Let's do it for the camera once. And then I'll give you a real hug.
I am flying to Athens tomorrow.
Ok, and what is your plan?
Well, I've got some ideas.
I'm going to continue working for some German clients of mine. To earn some money.
I've got money for two months.
After Till left I felt really tired this weekend.
And I had a terrible stomach ache.
That always happens when I am this stressed.
But let's start with the things that are easier to stomach.
There was a drastic change in the weather.
And we were living with Ceyda and Resmiye, who became like family to us.
And during this time in Istanbul it became obvious that Till was saying goodbye to the project.
"colon", and then... -- What? -- Well, I'll write that I've decided to quit the project.
The last two months were really nice, but also really tough.
Traveling this way, the constant pressure of deadlines, the imbalance between the time spent traveling and time spent before the computer...
-- all this was really stressful for me.
And left me both mentally and physically tired.
After Till's decision, I felt really bad in the beginning but then I really started to want to take on this challenge.
In the end, I am not sure if I'm quitting because of her.
It was really important to me not to be quitting because of her.
I really needed to have the feeling not to be quitting because of her.
Because I felt this would put everything under a big amount of pressure. Inside of me.
If I had the feeling that this has to work out now, so that my quitting was worth it, then it would be a really bad start.
But I still had the feeling that I had to end this journey.
Well, Till really fell in love. And what better reason to quit a project like this.
But that was not the only reason. Even before that it was becoming obvious that Till was saying goodbye.
Goodbye Till.
I've seen you every day for the last three months.
You ***.