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Ruben Papian - Chaos of Emotions 28.02.2014
- Good evening everyone. There is more of us here then we expected.
Forty something of our own people.
Great. We last saw each other... - 20th of December. - 20th of December, we saw each other about...
- The meaning of my life. - My? - About the meaning of my life. That's right.
After that I had one lecture in Kazakhstan in January, the same one - though it is never the same, I always come up
with something new. Some new stupidities about their meaning of their life.
All in all, it was hard to deal with the meaning. I am seeing some new faces. Maybe the faces aren't new...
...but they are for me. Are you here for the first time? And you too? So how did you come to this state?
- Online. We heard it there... - So internet told you to come? - Yes it told us to come to the institute and
few days ago I heard about your lecture. - Oh great. - And you as well? - She as well. - Together? You came with your
friend. - She is friends with our, professor Katharina. - Yes, me and professor Katharina Vukadinovic are
working together on the faculty. Sad smo se sta? - And you are a professor too? Of what?
- I am a docent on the faculty, but I am teaching Organizational Management. - How romantic.
And you? - Mechanical Engineering. - Even more romantic. So operator and operator-a.
More new faces?
So two new persons, welcome, welcome. - There is also the gentleman over there. - Where? - At the back.
- Ah yes, yes. - And miss in the first row, blonde. - Who...
Present here are representatives of the house of justice.
You never know the reason for their presence.
One is for certain - curiosity. And the gentleman, how did you came to this state?
- My niece. - Ah so you were forced. Understood.
Great. Today's topic is the Chaos of Emotions. That is what I have been told.
Chaos of Emotions.
Let's do it like this. It is interesting that it turned out that in all discussions, lectures, arguments etc. I never seem
to have, I don't know how, talked about emotions. I don't believe it but I was told that - therefore I believe it.
I have no choice. We never talked about emotions, we talked about love...what else?
- About life. - Separate nonsense, but in general somehow we never talked about it.
So we thought about how to name it - Emotions? Boring. Blah blah blah, so we got to the Chaos of Emotions.
Now I have to tell you all about it for you to see, hopefully, that really it's an utter chaos.
And that chaos people value a lot, enormously much, they even absolutely identify with that chaos they call emotions.
To get to the discussion, as usually I have to come up with a way to do so. I ask questions, often dumb, you
give answers, usually phenomenal. And based on those phenomenal answers I come up with the next stupidity of mine.
And so we will get to some middle grounds.
Why do people need emotions?
Anyone?
What are they for? It should be a simple dumb question because every one of us is using them all day long.
From morning till evening, not to mention at night. Why do we need emotions?
Who would like to teach me, why do we need those emotions? - So we are not bored. - A variant.
- If there are no emotions then it is, what, boring? Or it would be. What did you say? - There is always emotions.
- Yes. My friend Speedy, where is my friend? There he is. He never dreams. He thinks so, or he told us so.
So in that moment when he is sleeping, and sometimes he does, he has no emotions. Let's ask him: when you are
sleeping, do you have emotions? - I probably do.
- Just a moment. If you don't know if you have them, do you not have them or don't know if you have them?
- I don't know. - Aha, ok. So there is a moment when a person has no emotions, when it sleeps.
And it looks great in the morning. Relaxed, nice, educated, fresh... - What about tachycardia?
- What tachycardia? - It depends on sleeping.
- He has no tachycardia. - And if he would? - He has no tachycardia, he sleeps great, he specifically is great
without emotions, fresh, young, every morning...And then he wakes up, emotions start
and he waits all day to sleep again, really. Why does that person need emotions for? Or every one of you?
My friends, they are a part of you, you should know why you need them for?
- Based on emotions we recognize how people are.
- Based on emotions we recognize how people are...Yes?
- Well...
- Let's test it out.
Variant one. You were already here so come.
Don't...He hugs immediately. Stay there. Based on emotions we recognize how people are. So how is he?
- Ok. - What can we say?
- Good, I mean, ok.
I don't have any emotions... - "Ok" is average bbq in an average tavern. - Yes. - How is he? Based on emotions
we should be able to recognize how the person before us is. So what kind of emotions do you now have?
If you have them?
- We have none towards him.
- You are boring. - I am working on it. - Sit.
Based on emotions you should be able to recognize who or what is before us. I took a man, placed him here, no emotions.
Does that mean we didn't recognize him or emotions didn't start working for us?
Why didn't they?
Should they work or shouldn't they? - They shouldn't. - No. - Then who chooses when will your emotions work?
- Brain. - So your brain doesn't register him?
That is how it turns out. - Well...
It will come to chaos.
This is not chaos yet, these are just first conflicts. Relax.
Now everything will go to...you know the address.
You are going to, for example, national theater - that is a new low. Here, you are going to the national theater.
Why would I go there? Let's see the logic and reason of my solution to go to the national theater. To....you continue.
- To experience some emotion. - That's right. - So to get a certain emotional state.
To do exactly what with it?
- To feel a bit better.
- In the national theater?
- Ok. A variant. So really, could it be said, that we have a desire toward new emotions? - Absolutely yes.
- For new emotions? Unknown to us.
Question: Do we have a desire toward old emotions, those known to us? - Yes. - More towards the unknown.
- We are eating bbq.
Today: it's great! It's some emotion, no? Bbq-ish emotion. Super. Tomorrow: oh great! Day after that: oh great.
We are eating bbq for a week, always fresh, is it still "oh great"?
Until when can that bbq sensation be "oh great"? - A few days. - What is lacking in that emotion then
when it is great? - Change. - Change of what?
- Of food. - The food is the same. - Why does the emotion change when the reason for that emotion is the same?
- Saturation.
- Saturation with what?
- Same emotion. - Experience. - Experience. - Hm? - So the experience is as such that based on it, it comes to saturation.
- Yes or no? - We also need something else, to change that...
- Saturation of the monotony of emotion, or no? - Some quality is required, for comparison. - Bbq has no quality.
- One thousand dinars. - It has quality. - Hold on, it's interesting. Saturation of the same variation of emotion.
But we said in here we are searching for new emotions but the old ones are good too. Here is one incriminating case
where the old one was great a week ago but now it's bad. What does saturation mean in that case?
Why do you, the emotion that had its quality a week ago, and it didn't change its quality, bbq is the same, you are the same,
not want any more? - Because I am hungry. - They are bored with it. - Well you weren't that hungry the first day either.
- Need for such food is different.
- Let's replace bbq with something more delicate.
Today you got
a thousand euros, tomorrow as well - and so it goes for a week.
Who will get bored by it, let me see?
And that is also an emotion. Why? No, no, no, listen carefully. It's fun but
let's look at it as a normal, how do you say it "aliens"? - Aliens. - Yes, alines. Like normal aliens.
Why is it so? Same... - Same period, same everything. - Stimulans?
- Species? - Species! - Same species. - Spice? - No, not spice, you are a species. Same species...
...reacts on bbq, seven days later, can't "stand" that emotion and doesn't want to "stand" for that emotion,
when it comes to bbq. When it comes to a thousand euros, they can still stand for that emotion.
- A lot of bbq. - Why?
Emotion up until a thousand euros, is not transformed. But in the case of bbq, it transforms. - We get nothing out of bbq.
We get nothing out of bbq. I have all sorts of things out of a thousand euros. - Nothing, you are just putting it into
your pocket. - Depends on the person. - Some wash hands after that.
- So? You don't know the answer? - No. - Clearly.
I will help you. What do you do with bbq? - Digest it.
- No first you eat it. So shoving it into yourself.
Do, in the process of shoving it into yourself, the emotion called bbq-sensation is completed?
- Yes. - No. - No, not really.
- Where is it ending then?
- When you drink a bit too...
- That is correct. So you can be surprised with the result your work. So really, emotion that is called bbq, the first,
with all it's excitements, it continues, transforms, modifies, because bbq is already in you. Great.
Tomorrow, also bbq. Great. But in seven days, really, having emotions towards bbq, it is a commitment of
having that emotion. Because it belongs to you, in full meaning of the phrase.
Even though it is not clear who belongs to who.
Do you belong to bbq when you are eating it or it belongs to you?
When it comes to you, it doesn't matter you chewed and bothered, it is inside of you and however you look at it
it forms the next evolution of your emotional state. In the end because meat comes from McDonalds, which means
it is of high quality. - Yes.
- Understand? So that, which was pleasure at first, Big Mac, in the end exists just like it entered.
Nothing is different. But all that time it rules you.
So, very interestingly, brain...not brain, it is all unknown. People think that the emotion that emerged...How do we
think? The emotion that emerged in me, says that something belongs to me, not physically.
Really who belongs to whom? Does the fact that emotional state emerged in you means that it belongs to you,
or you belong to it? In the case of those thousand euros, that my dear colleague from the court of justice took,
does it belong to her? Think about it.
- Corruption. - Think correctly. As aliens, not people.
Does a thousand euros that she got in the form of salary belong to her?
Go on, tell me. Why are you silent? Don't tell your employer: you know, that doesn't belong to me.
- Well she worked for it. - Does it belong to her? - If she worked for it, then yes.
- I mean, earned. - Interesting.
Does the bbq she ate belongs to her?
There are emotions emerging here and there. In the first case bbq doesn't belong to you, you belongs to bbq,
you merged together. It goes into every cell.
In the case of money, money never belongs to her, as much as she can put in her pocket or bag,
they have no relations.
So her system has no emotional commitments towards money and money doesn't influence her interior emotional state.
It's a moment, it can last...Here, she got a thousand euros. She is excited: Oh great, I will now this and that...
She put it in her pocket, exited outside and finds the drunk neighbor greeting her "hellooooo sister"! The usual case.
Does she remembers the thousand euros in her bag in that moment? - No. - See, that is...
She will meet with her, and talk not about thousand euros she got but about moron neighbor who almost puked on her.
But over there the thousand euros are mine! It just doesn't go like that. So really, her emotional state in comparison
to money is not fabricated but very natural but secondary, not primary. In the case of bbq, that emotion is commitment.
When you chewed that bbq and stuffed it in you, you have nowhere else to go.
There is just the consequence of those emotions, they go on. And when on the sixth day they bring you more bbq
you say "please...".
In the case of money "no problem". The only difference is you saying "thank you" and on the seventh day "where the
hell are you man, I am waiting for you fifteen minutes"!
What a way to treat me. I am waiting for fifteen minutes.
So, the process is not modified, the money goes into the bag and she gets used to it, of course, on having.
Of that money.
On accepting that money. Eight day,
let's go further, she didn't get bbq - what is her emotional state?
- Free. - Thank God. - Like this.
With her, thousand euros are late, never came. What is her emotional state? - Catastrophe. - Sorrow. - Sadness.
- Do you see now? You can't live like that. Sorrow, problems, whole world crumbles.
Very interesting. How inadequate emotional behavior. Thousand euros were never a part of her biology.
They have absolutely no effects on anything whatsoever.
Just excitement. Ok, nice. But those are just excitements one day, two days, three days...on seventh day,
and eight day, if there is no thousand euros, her emotional fall will be larger - it's again an emotion -
then those seven previous days combined. Where the fact that she gained seven thousand euros won't be
"I am seven thousand euros in plus" but "I am one thousand euros in minus". - Yes.
That's math. Which really has nothing to do with emotions. But math
maybe that simple math is the one that forms the emotional state? Maybe if she could change that math
in her head then the emotion wouldn't even appear?
What do you think? - Why wouldn't they appear?
- Not why but emotions of that...no, not bad... - When it's bad should they appear or... - You said once if it's good it's
always good. - Is that bad? - No, there are no good and bad categories there.
But you go now and explain to that woman that its great she didn't get her thousand euros.
Understand? She would say: I understand but pay up first and then explain it to me.
I will cry for you.
How much does any of you rule, in any way, their own emotions?
Pay attention. Any emotion, in any way. I am not talking about a complicated form, instead the most banal one.
Rule. Every mother loves its child. Let's put aside everything assumed under the word love.
Does the mother rule over that emotion of hers? - No. - No.
- Ok. Ok. Let's go the primary, natural emotion.
Every neighbor hates his neighbor. Does it rule its emotion?
Give me at least one case where a person... - Doesn't hate it's neighbor. - ...rules over its emotions.
You are going to that same national theater, you fell that low, to be more entertained.
And you are having fun. Are you ruling over that emotion?
- No. - No.
Then why do people need emotions if they are absolutely not ruling over them?
What is the meaning of that? - To learn how to rule.
- That's complicated. I am not ruling to learn how to rule.
Why do people need emotions then? Why does everyone, everyone, get glued to emotions?
In that way we recognize each other, as she said. I need emotions to recognize him. I got him up and she, nothing.
Blank. You have more emotions toward the yoghurt then toward people. - Yes.
- Because yoghurt is Chobani, "never too sweet". Look at what he looks like.
And no matter that, emotions are present. They are present every micro second. They are constantly
produced.
And folks naively think that they rule them, in any way. Further more they create categorizations.
This is good, this is bad. This is like this, this is like that. Let's create categorization, now you are no longer aliens,
now you are humans, of good and bad emotions.
Give me the good ones. Let's see. I will write them down.
You know that people. - Tenderness, commitment, love...
- Tenderness.
- Commitment. - What is commitment?
I give her thousand euros every day, is that it? - You are very kind.
- Loyalty. - Loyalty. - What is loyalty? - She lost an eye, I give her one eye, she lost another, I give her another.
- That is loyalty. - What is loyalty? Explain to me. People, I am from over there, I am not a human.
With us it's... - As much as you give me, that much you love me.
- Isn't it as much as I give you that much I love you? - A thousand euros.
- Or its give and get...I understood tenderness. A bunch of buggers. - That would be a good example.
- Love. I heard that. Love, yes.
- Joy. - Joy. - Sorrow. - No, just good ones.
- Birth. - What birth?
- Well before birth there has to be...some other emotion. - Happiness. - Happiness. - Well that is joy.
- That's it? That's all the good? Good ones.
- Pleasure. - Pleasure.
- What else? - Burger. - The one.
- What else? - I am kidding.
- We are so rich. Enjoyment? Well let's say enjoyment and pleasure are one. What else?
We are abnormally rich. - Calmness.
- Calmness?
Calmness...
- Traveling. - She says "eat ***" and you say "gladly".
- Passion. - Passion. When you dream of millions and get thousands.
More? - Certainty. - Success. - What? - Success. - That is not an emotion - success. It's pleasure. - After success.
- Well post-success pleasure. We put it under pleasure. What did you say...? There was more... - Certainty.
- Certainty is not an emotion it's a state. We are talking about...
Let's go like this. Ok. These are our pluses. And now ill write down minuses.
- There is a lot more of them. - Let's see how it is with you.
Tell me the negative emotions. - Anger, fear, hatred... - Ooh, wait a bit. Anger.
Fear. - Yes.
- Hatred. - Envy. - What was it? - Envy. - Envy.
- Hatred. Man you are good. - Jealousy. - It's going like crazy.
I see nobody likes it but...Jealousy is bad, it's disgusting. - Greed. - Yes, greed.
- Possessiveness. - Possessiveness. - Sorrow.
- Next. - Pain. - Pain is not an emotion. - Sorrow. - Tell me, sorrow? - Sorrow. - Sorrow.
Disappointment - is that plus or a minus? - Minus. - Disappointment. Yes, yes.
- Those thousand euros less. - Yeah, ***.
Give me more. That is too little.
- Aggression? - Yes.
- Nervousness. - Did we write down anger? - Yes. - It's not an emotion but there is an emotional state
it looks more like disappointment. - Anger is not a state. - Anger. - We wrote that.
It's all under anger. What else do we have? - Pride. - Pride? Pride and prepotency, yes?
All of that is bad?
Prepotency.
- What kind of emotion is that? - Pride? You are looking at every mirror and every mirror is too small.
- Narcissism? That is more narcissism. - Egocentric. - Egocentrism.
- But that is a state. - That is a state, correct, egocentrism.
Yes. How is that emotional called, when you are full of yourself?
- Selfishness. - Self-filled.
Ok. We move on. We understood each other. What else? More minuses, give me just a bit more, a bit, bit, bit.
Human world is a lot more interesting then just these eleven items.
Doubt. That is a state, not an emotion.
No more? - Resentment. - That is disappointment, it goes under disappointment.
We incorporated psychiatry into disappointment. I got disappointed so I was diagnosed.
Let's do it like this. Ladies and gentleman, eleven and six.
Now, my question is simple - this is not my opinion, it is our opinion, not mine, I am not holding on to this - but
why are there only six pluses, but eleven minuses?
How is that possible? By some logic there should be more pluses - by some logic? But there is less of them.
Don't be upset, you are not the first to observe the human world like that.
But why are you observing the world so - what is not good should be in smaller numbers.
Not so much.
- Because they are stronger emotions. It is harder to battle them, the bad ones.
- Because they are stronger emotions...Just a moment.
And why are these emotions stronger from these over here? - We are giving them greater importance.
- Why can't passion be stronger from I don't know what or pleasure or happiness?
Why not? - They don't last very long.
- We it seems are ruled by negative emotions? - Hm? - We are ruled by negative emotions. - I didn't say they are
negative. We will get to that. But first to bring the chaos to surface - the one that rules in us.
Explain to me, none-human: Why is greed bad?
Teach me. Not to say that it's good, I would like to orient myself and accept your opinion gladly, I am open to opinions.
Show me what to grab hold of. Why is greed a minus?
- They say don't do it because of the one from upstairs. If you are like that...
- Where is the categorization of greed?
This organism - stand up organism. This organism... - It is never enough for him.
- This organism can eat three or four kilos of meat and he loves it.
He just grinds it. Great! And he is always fit.
- Who will feed him? - Now, this organism eats... - sit down organism. This organism eats three hundred grams
and even that is too much. Could it be said this organism is greedy?
- Yes. - Well, yes, a bit, I am not sure how you say that...
- Oh please woman, he eats nicely and *** nicely.
Understand? And he does the job phenomenally! You should see it. It's a pleasure to observe.
- Yes. - And that machine works perfectly. Where is the categorization of greed?
That is what I want to ask - where is that greed? Why does the social environment - and now I gave you a part of the
answer - considers something that doesn't fit it, and why doesn't it fit nobody knows, as greed?
Interesting. Who wants to explain to me why greed is in minuses? And not in pluses?
- Because it's material. - We can't all deal with it. He can't possibly afford it; we are all working alone and to think
how he can eat three kilos of meat.... - It influences us. - Well let's be pleased.
Look how good people we are to allow this man to feel happy. Are you happy in your greed? Hugely! Understand?
That should be happiness for us - to see a fed happy person
that is much better then hungry and unhappy person. - For it not to be hungry, yes. - We are feeding it.
Why is greed bad then? We should be happy for this person.
- Because it implies some disruption of balance and it is assumed that someone is taking something for itself
on the expense of others. Maybe that's why. - Correct but in reality is that what the person is doing?
- Well in this case probably someone is metering the three kilos of meat...No, I don't know how much the example is
for greed. I will explain to you, Ill tell you a joke.
An old one again, but great none the less.
So one cop is passing through the street every day and always hears a man on the first floor praying to God:
Please God give me a hundred dollars. Send me a hundred dollars. And so every day.
Cop feels sorry because he knows the man has children and family. He knocks on the door and asks: Excuse me,
did you ask for a hundred dollars from God? The man says: Yes, yes. The cop explained how the God cannot send him
a hundred dollars but he sent you fifty, here you go. The man was filled with joy and thanked him.
Tomorrow the cop is passing and hears the man saying again: Please God send me a hundred dollars just don't
do it over the cop because he puts half in his pocket.
Maybe that is the history.
Let's be honest. For example if you had a heart, and a hand to put over that heart. Who of you
is happy for the happiness of another?
Raise your hand it's ok.
This is phenomenal. Folks you are such phonies.
Like I invented the "let my neighbors cow die".
Why isn't the saying "let my neighbors cow gets double"? Instead it's "let it die".
It's interesting, what is it based on? And why does my neighbors cow needs to die?
It's interesting, what is it based on? And why does my neighbors cow needs to die?
- That is greed. - Because...No not from greed. - It's better to be neighbors cow then his own.
- It's because of inability to do what? He already said something "my friend this and that" without even realizing it.
He is already a few steps ahead and said "out of inability".
One moment.
Out of inability...
Aren't these views of ours,
as they are, on emotions and acceptance of these same emotions as negative things,
based on inability or our own personal weaknesses? As a personality?
So...
I am going back from work...here I am going from work. That is how you usually go back from work.
I don't know, he. He ate his meat. He is sitting, pretty, happy, has some blonde.
And me, I am going from work like this. Hi neighbor! Hi how are you? He talks too.
How are you? I am coming from work. My man, when will you stop, get some rest?
And I continue going like a moron. Ill get home soon.
Tomorrow, same story. I am getting back from work. He is still sitting, in some great car.
It's not a blonde any more you know. It changed. Days are changing.
Dynamics. Hi neighbor, hi! You want a lift? Whats up? Nothing...And so, for a month.
Happy, pretty, the man is living as he knows and can.
- The *** should die. - Get it? He is living his life, he did nothing wrong to anyone. Even the blonde is satisfied.
Because he didn't touch her you know. He compensates with money.
In any case, there are no unsatisfied people except for that one neighbor that goes by.
Factually I, I am the only one that is not blonde. And I am looking at that every day.
Not to comment, you know the drill. Sorrow. - Yes, yes.
Who is the good one and who is the bad one?
He is bad. - No. - He is not. - Why didn't he hide? - Oh really? He is not bad? - Why didn't he hide to enjoy?
- He is not bad? Is that what the wisdom of the people says? He is good.
He is bad. He is greedy.
Hold on. So, where is greed? Anger, prepotency...In any case, he has certain qualities that are disgusting.
Asocial...
Dangler. - Yes. - Get it? Come on folks, I don't need to teach you how to spit on a person.
- What if he earned all of that? - He didn't. - How come? - Hold on. Moment. Did he earn it? Did his father left him that?
Did he won the lottery? Really he did nothing bad. He had the dumbest of lucks. He won the lottery.
One in the million and he is the one. My neighbor.
But he did nothing wrong. Very cute. Attractive. Why don't I like him?
Not just not like him, I hate him from the bottom of my small soul. Cubicle size soul.
- It's because what he has you don't have so... - Think about it for hundred times. Don't be hasty there.
Do I want what he has? Don't be hasty. - You can't have it.
- Maybe not but it irritates you somewhere. - Oh you are there too! Marina is here!
Alive too. - Half.
Go on Marina tell me, do I want to have what he has? - Common neighbor wants that for that person to not have that.
To be equal because he doesn't want to invest effort to create something. - Very interesting. Why
does the common neighbor wants to involve him with his *** state...- To have an excuse for himself.
-...and not to get out himself and get to his state? What do you think? - Laziness.
- Logically it should be like this. He should be an example, stimulant for me,
I should be angry, where is it? Anger. Aggression. Jealousy. Is jealousy there? Where are you jealousy?
Jealousy. Stimulatively.
I need to have two blonds. Get it? And then change something. But no.
- Can I say something? - Yes you may. - For example my attitude. When I see two people in love, for example...
- Disgusting. -....ok, irrelevant. That someone has something pretty. To me that is a confirmation that
it is possible. - Ok. - So if he can do it, so can I, and... - And? -...some effort can be made to see the path.
It doesn't have to be that but something that makes me happy. And that is just an example. - This is an example
I am looking at the man for a month like an idiot. - Not this one, he doesn't want to invest any effort.
- Why? That man is effortless. Eight hours a day, from nine and from five to ten goes without saying.
What kind of effort is that? That is how his wife sits at home and observes his wife and his lovers.
And then I come home with bags.
That is what you call a husband. You know?
What do you think Marina - that poor woman that sits at home and looks at the neighbor, cars etc.
how does she sees me? As who? - As a poor thing. - As a meaning of her life.
- Usually no. - So, l tell you. From 8 to five I am bumming over there and from five to eight I am double bumming
over here. - I wanted to say that I see it so. - I get it. Let's see it together. Marina and I go back twenty five years.
She already sees things differently. What I am interested in is emotional state of that specific man, that gets and reacts.
But it is not clear because based on basic emotional states he should make a correct move. - He is defeated.
- Instead he wants to destroy the source...I want to destroy the source of my emotions.
And that is why I am stuffing everything that manifested into a negative column. Because I don't like my own emotions.
Because they are making me feel the pain of my current state.
And what is pain for? For the system to get out of there. - That is correct. - That is it, that is the meaning of pain.
If something hurts, you start doing something. Until it does you do nothing. Why would you?
What do you think, why do people move in sex? It hurts.
Don't laugh, sex is a type of pain if you didn't know. It hurts you know.
In any case, factually I am treating my emotional states of any kind, not as stimulative and constructive,
but as destructive because I have to take some responsibilities. I have to change myself.
Who wants to change itself? Everyone will say: I do. Go right ahead.
And the problem emerges. Get it? Fears, "and what if...", how will I do it, what will I do with friends,
and then "remember him over there who did this and then his friends that" - analyses. So I as that neighbor -
who has its own life; I am still going to work and back which is already established; it's a repeating path that I got used to
- I will find a million reasons why not to change anything. A million! Because of habits, because of fear, because of
uncertainty in changes, because of "what if" and so on. My emotional state, natural, still emerges because biology
doesn't know that you are an idiot. It thinks that you are a human being and what you are doing is called life.
And idiot you know? Interior state is adjusted to life and life incorporates changes.
You eat bbq, you *** bbq. That is a change you know? In McDonalds, what you ate is what you shat out. Same thing.
In good meal it deforms, changes. And humans, what do they change? They ask "how do I change"?
Hang yourself if nothing else. It's good entertainment. It's interesting. You failed? Try again.
Then you will get used to it. Hang yourself twice nicely - it's something new.
- You will succeed. - Or a gun. - No, no he shouldn't succeed, it's just a habit. - Maybe third time is the charm?
What I want to say is there is always a chance to change. Another thing is we do nothing to change.
It is easier to stuff that which is stimulative into negative emotions. So what is then a positive emotion?
You want a positive emotion? Pleasure. He has it.
What else? Happiness? Look at the face of happiness.
Passion. He puts it everywhere; changes the color of passion every day. White, yellow, red...
Love. Ok well...he loves his car.
Tenderness. When he polishes his car. In any case he has it all.
That should excite me as a passerby.
It does excite me, but negatively.
I don't get positively excited but negatively.
I want to kill him. Get it?
Because he has prepotency.
Because he is satisfied I will transfer over to prepotency.
I will call it differently. And so on. What I want to say is - these are just variations - these qualities and pluses
that he has,from the neutral position, I will call minuses.
Does that man love his wife?
Question is asked. And then a discussion in my house, with my chicken wife that is sitting there:
He loves her? He bought her.
Sure but they are always together. Of course she bought her like a dog and takes her with him to show
that he has her. Maybe that is love? You think that is love?
So you bought me too? He at least payed with money, what did you do?
So says my wife.
You know, so much about love. So he, the fact that he is happy, his relationship with his wife is disgusting.
Because he purchased his wife. We look at it that way in the family.
Whatever nice he has, like a nice car. He must have stolen it. They transported it from Germany and then he bought it
for nothing or who knows what he did. He is selling drugs, you can see it in his face. Did you pay attention to his right
eye? He is constantly on drugs, constantly.
What it's not like that? You think it's not? Me and my wife, that barely survive, we say "what a nice man he is".
What a nice man with lovely relationship with his wife. It's so nice that his car is always clean. Folks,
that is nice that there is one clean car in the neighborhood. But it turns out that is ugly.
Look at this ***. He washes his car a thousand times. What about water, ecology? Because of him people in Africa
are dying.
You know, Serbia and Africa are very connected. - How can he save himself from that?
- Who? - How can he save himself from the neighbor? - Easy. He just needs to loose his money and that's it.
It's like that. The show yet to start. Now imagine he got stolen from.
A tragedy! A tragedy! I come home, wife tells me: did you hear, he got stolen from? Who? That neighbor parasite got
stolen from. How? I have no idea. No car, no blonde, they even stole his wife.
And what now? Police was there, the poor thing sits there crying: What did I ever do wrong? I say: Oh neighbor please,
don't be like that, we are friends, don't be like that. How will I live now? Ill speak with my boss, we have an open spot
for a guard. Maybe you can come. In my head I am the man. The man. He is just a guard. Tomorrow
I come from work like this.
He calls me and I ask: yes? That is how it goes.
Are there some news for me? Maybe soon. You know those things don't go so fast. I am trying very hard for my
neighbor. Wife is also pleased at home. Now we are people.
Or it is not like that in the human world? - Yes, it is exactly like that. - We have four bottles of Coca-Cola at home,
we will give him one bottle. Listen, they stole a cart of Coca-Cola from you, we have one bottle to give you.
Aham. - It's not healthy anyways. - Yes, yes. Ill explain that. It's good they stole it from you. Coke is not healthy.
You should be thankful. Why is that so in the human world? Everything is up side down.
And we blame, our emotions. Maybe it's not their fault. And when anger appears, there should be a reason for it.
If you understand that...
...it's existence has a meaning. That anger can be very constructive for you.
The fact that you don't know how to use it, doesn't mean it is to be blamed, that it is wrong.
And so people made themselves into complete disabled beings.
We counted six points. We are so rich.
What interests us? Tenderness, love, happiness, pleasure, passion...towards yourself or from you?
Is it the same? - It's not the same. What you give it comes back.
Towards you or from you? All of it, really, is towards you. When we are talking about positive emotions,
pleasure is mine. He had pleasure. All of a suddenly its the other way around. So my pleasure.
Love. Towards me. Passion, mine.
So I don't have to do anything, of course. As it turns out, this is the largest egocentrism.
So this, my friends, are exactly those negative, can't say negative, destructive emotions, because
we don't know how to use them. We are always talking about reciprocity. Love, love - those that think that
the spiritual world is full of holes where love needs to be shoved in, human love - that's not it.
Love, nobody explains how to use it. Nobody gave us the specification, receipt - how to eat it?
Say if you are a parent, after day six you can't eat. In here, you are supposed to gorge on it all day long.
Pay attention. She has...what is your name? - Dragana. - Dragana has syphilis.
- Let's not be that disgusting.
- Sounds pretty no? You wanna say it?
Syphilis is great. Did you ever have it? - No. - There you go.
I can't say flu or some ***, it would be insulting.
Dragana has proper and humanly syphilis. She was trying really hard - she earned it.
Hear that, she earned it. She was trying. And she loves me. Love is a big thing you know? How am I supposed to
retaliate to that?
Say it. - Adore her. - Adore her. That is how it is explained. How did Deepak Chopra, this complete void
of a man said it - some stupidity I read, so bad my computers crashed.
How did he...? Mala, you were there. - I don't know. - Duca was there. - Yes Duca. Something like
The more you love...
more love comes to you...Absolutely absurd.
- It's not like that? - Here, Dragana with her syphilis loves me abnormally. - And you adore her.
- Well, what should I do? Because she loves me how am I supposed to react to that? Tell me so I can learn.
It's not done like that on Mars. We don't have that chaos. So how am I supposed to react?
These scientists of all kinds explain that you should retaliate in kind. Retaliate what? I don't have syphilis.
Understand? I love, without syphilis. We move on. We continue even more interesting. We are leaving syphilis.
What is your name? - Vera. - Vera? This one is normal we won't choose her. Ok. Lili. Lili is chosen.
Lili loves me. Adores me. She is very cute but a disastrous slob.
- Again?
- Well my friends its as it is. With syphilis it was at least clear. Hygiene was in place, just syphilis.
But this woman is a slob, she hates water. Disaster. - Is she stinking? - And she adores me.
I on the other hand think about hygiene. I would like love to be sterile. Explain to me
- That is called the "call of the wilderness". - How is it called? - Call of the wilderness. - Call of the wilderness.
The wilderness is calling me. Wilderness is calling me. I am a hygiene type of person. I am deranged.
How am I supposed to react to this woman? And she is cute. - Build a spa. You know, put things... - No spa.
What do I tell her - your love is dirty? How to react on that? - Take her to the first pond. - Who?
- Her. - Take her by the legs... - You go together. - Vesna, I want to puke because of her. - With a finger or without one?
- In general. With her dirtiness and I want to puke. Do I have to retaliate with love? - No. - No.
- Of course not. - I was told I have to. That is very interesting. All kinds of sciences, these and these,
tell us large love, space love, cosmic love...It's like we are all in some social-***-dirty-relations.
I can't love this woman. She is disgusting to me. - You can. - I can right? - Bathe her. - Court of Justice says yes I can.
- Take a hose and... - Don't ever listen to those stupidities. First of all, none of you has to do anything.
It's an individual life, your own life. That is why you have a list of emotions and you are in complete chaos.
You have no idea what each is for how to use them. But they do exist. How will you handle them
and use them is your own choice.
You have no commitments. You have social commitments, so as to not disturb your neighbor.
You have them. Everyone has a right to their own happiness and everyone has a right to their own misfortune.
Let's take another protocol.
- Excuse me? - Yes? - We will have to go now so while it's an intimate atmosphere like this... - Intimate?
- We don't want to exit just like that. - What are you holding? - We have some commitments and I am driving...
- I understand.
- Come on girls, go. Thank you for coming. - Sorry for bothering. - Why are you apologizing? We will be seeing
sooner or later. You have to battle your way to the doors. Bye.
So. Lili come sit here.
Lili....No, we will leave Lili. Here, Nikola wants to hang himself.
They stole from him. - Ah yes. - His car, wife, everything and he wants to hang himself.
I am asking you: Does he have a right to do that? - Yes. - He has.
- It is his life. - It is his desire.
- He has no right. - He does. - He does or doesn't? - No.
- Why would he hang himself for that?
- What? - Maybe something awaits him after that? - No, no, no. I am not saying, maybe lottery is waiting for him,
but in this moment he wants to hang himself so bad. He wants to hang himself nicely, in this moment.
- Everyone has a right to determine their own fate. - There is no help there. - So, I come and say: Nikola,
my friend, that is not the last lottery and the last theft in your life. You should see the next one.
That one right there is pleasure. This one is nothing. This is nothing.
My friend, you with your luck - you can go out in the streets and make five times more then you had.
All the neighbors admire you and you want to hang yourself. Are you and idiot?
In that case he believes in that stupidity because he has to believe in something in that moment
and doesn't hang himself. Am I a good man?
I helped a man overcome... - Crisis. - I don't know if that is crisis. He had a definite wish and adequate emotional
state. I shat on all of that. He didn't hang himself.
The day after tomorrow, because he is as he is, I lied all of it, but he believed it so that he won the lottery.
Strange. It doesn't matter. So he came to thank me. In social environment I am considered to be good, positive
persona. My positive emotions overcame his negative emotions, suicide is say a negative one, and I gave him
a new life. Same thing, changing the situation. It's not the same Nikola, it's someone else.
He wants to get married.
I think I know something about that person and so I tell him: Nikola,
you want to marry and that is pretty but just so you know the girl is a total divorce.
He is in love with her. He is happy about it.
Think about it a hundred times if you are entering double expense - I think you deserve much better.
He loves the person. Think about it a hundred times about this and that and this...
Just look at me, I had no one to tell me, and see what sits at my home.
Remember me? I was tall, pretty, curly hair and now...well. Think about it a hundred times. And so I entered
a bug into his head. You know this girl, she has been looking at you for half a year, how to get close, blah blah...
We all know about it, just you don't know. - Yes, yes.
And so on.
He doesn't get married. Did I help him?
- No. - He doesn't hang himself, that is considered help. He doesn't get married, that is not considered as help.
No it's very interesting. You know, did I help that man? - I don't know. - No. - In the case of marriage, no.
- Most probably yes if its a bad person, if its really so. - We don't know what kind of person she is.
That's the thing. He didn't marry. That person got depressed. What do you get when you don't get married?
- You get the title of spinster. - Yes. She gets that and goes to the mental hospital after that. She has her
problems etc. My friend Nikola, three days later meets someone and falls in love - it goes fast with them.
Falls in love and a month later there goes our marriage. Did I help him?
Or I sent that person to the asylum? What did I do? - Evil. - Is it evil? - Yes.
- Who thinks I did something evil?
My friends, you are silent as if you function somehow differently.
Isn't the human world like that? Don't we think that what we think and feel is highly important for those in front of us?
For them to know the real picture - which is based on our own *** emotions.
Not knowing where those emotions came from, how they formed and really I am the one who passed by Nikola
and hated him all day long. But all of a sudden I am a good man. With my absolute emotional chaos.
I am even trying get someone involved in my emotions - and he is a simple man so he gets involved. True.
He married happily, what is the amount of my credit there?
That he happily married?
- There is none.
- In normal world they would say a lot, look what you have done. Great!
Two weeks later, in half drunk state, he and his wife go off a bridge. And they die.
What is my credit in that?
You say, well that is a coincidence. Well if it weren't for me then there would be no that coincidence that would wash
his brain. Who said that a crazy woman is a bad woman for him? Me? Yes. Exactly my emotions and my absolute ignorance
or possibility to evaluate something, my own complexes, which is the result of my emotional chaos,
give me the right to explain to him how he should feel. How he should feel. And he, because he is weak...
- Accepts that. - Accepts that and goes down that path. And I feel like a hero. I saved my neighbor
from a crazy woman. I will talk about it. I come to some other neighbor - did you see what I did there?
What? I saved him from that crazy woman, the one that blah blah blah. Now he found a new one, got married,
and he will die for two weeks. And so he did. So much about me, my emotions and being a good man.
I would like to be a good man. Surely. An important man. When we say a good man what do we mean?
For someone to admire my greatness. It doesn't matter what greatness is in question. It is irrelevant what organ
is in question, or emotional state. But I want someone to look at me like this.
That is a good man. Because there is someone beneath to look at me.
How good of a man am I then? If I want to be looked at from below?
- They are not below. - Positive man. - I am like this, with emotions from the list.
I feel love, I invested myself. My friends, everything I needed to do is take myself to heck away from this man.
To leave him alone with his positivity and his positive emotions. Because he has the right to choose
who he will marry. Because maybe that crazy woman is exactly what is lacking his weak head.
That crazy one would stimulate him. - Why would that be your responsibility? He should check what you told him.
- He is weak that is why. - What is your name? - Natasha. - First time here? - Yes. - Can I be delicately honest?
- I don't understand. - I can. Natasha, did you ever, did you ever have suicide tendencies?
- Me? - Yes. - No. - Never? - *** yes, suicide no.
- No, no, just suicide. When you do, please, send an SMS before that... - I hope I won't. -...and I won't come alone
ill send some great handicap, some gypsy from the street, you know? In the moment when you want to hang yourself.
You will see. - I am not talking about hanging but his decision not to choose that woman. For him to give up easily.
- It's the same. - I don't know... - The emotions in those situations... - Let's change the situation.
- How old are you? - Well now...
- Stop. We are adding quality, we are adding quality to my speech.
Nikola you are my friend, I have to tell you, I have to tell you. You want to marry that one?
I have to tell you but you decide if you want to or not. My three friends were with her.
At the same time. Your choice. Is it honest enough?
I didn't impose. And there it goes. What happens next?
- Chaos. - Well chaos. - Why? - It can be or not. - Because it comes from a friend. - He can go and check.
He doesn't have to believe me, he can go and check. Go on, check. - I said it was about him, not you. - He goes
to her...her name is Ljubica. - Nothing was bothering him, he said that and she left him in the end. - There you go.
Ljubica, were you with three men at the same time? Who me? - She was with five.
I was with no man!
So says Ljubica. And he comes and tells me, you are lying neighbor. My Ljubica wasn't with anyone.
I won't say anything. Nikola I told you, you will see how people will look at you while you are sitting next to that
bride of yours. I am telling you what half of the city is talking about. Don't believe me, but know that half of the city is.
And what will happen?
- I don't know. - There it goes! He is so weak, and who isn't? Who isn't out of you? - She wisely saved herself if he
is so weak.
- All crazy women save themselves.
- Natasha...woman...this is a simple variant. A much more difficult variant...You are first time here correct? - Yes.
- And its her birthday today. - Let's not make her kill herself. -
Variant that is even more difficult...This can pass. Vary. More difficult:
A woman comes and I say - you have no idea what kind of fortune awaits you.
In three years from now, what I see and what will be, are two completely different persons.
What kind of attitude do you have toward New York? - I have no idea. - Well. You know, you will really love New York
and more interestingly New York will love you.
Go on, resist it.
Resist this *** that I said. The end. Her and her and her...
It's a difficult variant. When I am breaking his emotion but when I am shoving it in...Shove this in.
Do you know how people get attached to this? You have no idea. You come and say: Oh lord, where did you find room
for such a big heart? What?
You mustn't be so kind, people don't know how to repay you with all you give them.
You are important persona. The end, she is *** out of happiness.
We are so not immune. Not immune to this stupidity that I am blabbering about now. And on that stupidity others
are blabbering to you. In fact, people, expect someone to tell them this stupidity.
Because people consider...Stand up and stand there. He sees it like this.
Understand? Like I am below and he...Sit down.
Like he is someone, and I am below. And that lie, is phenomenal. He adores that lie.
Adores it. And you really have to have large...to tell such people to go to heck. That reaction is not normal.
For you not to take all this in. That jam that you got served. Everyone thinks that good emotions
are just like that, like a jam, you know, sweet.
Here, see all the sweetness. Great.
Everyone will take the bait. Tell me please, how "good" of a person are we, if one...
Licker? - Licker? - The one who licks someones *** to gain advantage? - Bootlicker! - When one bo... - Bootlicker.
...that one. That one can form your emotions.
- So a liar? - No, he is a professional bootlicker.
He is no liar. Look at the effect. She adores it, she believes, she already sees herself in New York. Only because
some moron said so. It's not a lie. - Maybe she really gets to New York. - It is very possible, very possible.
But the point is in which moment am I a liar? Where is the boundary that determines if I am a bootlicker..correct?
- Bootlicker, yes. - Boot, licker, bootlicker. Very romantic. Am I a bootlicker or truthlicker.
In the moment when I am telling you that there is no New York, nor a man, nor anything.
But she takes it as if it is reality. Did I bootlick, gave her hope, I wanted to bulge in, manipulate...
Who decides that? - She does. - That is correct. Her. Because none of the points I said are true.
Three years later, for example, exactly that, pure coincidence as you know, exactly that happens.
She wrote some moronic book, it got translated to English, they fell for it, because she wrote about something and
whole New York is talking about it. Who am I in that case? - A prophet. - I was just bootlicking, nicely licking it.
Because she reached that New York with her own hands thanks to my lying hope I shoved in, lies - which she realized.
She believed it so much that she realized all of it. I automatically become a good man.
I was a good man and I will be even better. But really I am a little ***.
Because all I ever wanted was to shove myself in. I was the first one not to believe in all that ***.
It came true. But she will never allow, in her eyes, for me to be bad. Because her hope and her future realization
depend on me.
Do you know how disgusting that is? Factually she will never again, ever, rule over her emotions. She depends on
the stupidities I said. And that stupidity, for her, becomes her meaning of life. Do you know why?
She has nothing else. Simple as that. She has none other.
So the weaker she is, the messier she is, more of this things I can shove in.
Variant two is: my Nikola, the man has a hundred millions. He didn't get it on lottery. Mom, dad, here and there...
He has hundred millions, he grew up in a castle - they are something else these days, no more castles.
Anyhow he has millions. I come, village bootlicker, I bulge in and say: you will be even richer, you will take five millions
and transfer it into ten millions and everyone will talk about you. How will he take it?
- Like nonsense. - With reserve. - He looks at me like an idiot. - Yes. - Not only will he not accept it, he will
send me to...Don't worry, just go away. He operates with hundred of millions. About him they talk about in New York
even if he does nothing it is written about him. It's secondary.
So factually, yes I was right. They will write about you, there you go they are doing just that.
He will earn five millions. Tomorrow he does. I didn't lie about anything. But it has no value to him. He will
moreso put me here. As a negative man.
In this case, complete lie is good, in this complete truth and I am ***. How come?
It should be the other way around.
It all depends who you are. - Who says, when... - And what you emotionally have for yourself, how you operate.
He will send me away. - Yes. - But for her I am the beginning of her faith.
Most interestingly, that doesn't make me change. Same moron, same bootlicker.
But to her I will be big, a huge thing, for him I will be ***.
Who am I then finally? Let's define me. - Manipulator and a liar.
- Correct. The woman said it absolutely correctly. Manipulator and a liar. Let's change the situation.
To see if I am as I am, a manipulator and a liar.
- Maybe it succeeds somewhere and is not as.. - Oh it succeeds perfectly, but I remain a manipulator and a liar.
He has cancer. You heard about it. Its in metastasis.
Nikola, situation is rather different.
Maybe there is hope, I don't know if there is or no, surely there is somewhere. But if you have what to do,
then you have three months to do so. You decide. What am I?
In three months he dies. What am I?
- Giver of hope. - Well, a man that tells the truth but it's death to him.
I told the truth about five millions too. About New York, it's all truth but I ended up as a manipulator and a liar.
But in this case, what? - It is unknown to him, that is why he accepts it. - Am I a manipulator and a liar again?
- Surely yes, maybe he doesn't have that but...
- He has it. - Oh he does? - It doesn't matter. In three months...in two years she is in New York.
Everything I said is correct. In that case I was a manipulator and a liar. In case of cancer, it will all be correct again.
I am again a manipulator and a liar, completely correct. Because today when he was alive, I killed him.
He is alive. He has three months. - Yes. - And three months my friends, are not his, I think that he has.
So I am absolutely correct but three months didn't pass. I am correct about my own emotional state in comparison
to my opinion. Is it so? We will hear about it in three months. Because it can exactly be really interesting
syndrome.
Like I said with her that in two years that, that, that and that, and started a whole mechanism of faith, hope,
Like I said with her that in two years that, that, that and that, and started a whole mechanism of faith, hope,
and really that is required for something to happen, maybe I did the same in here.
Maybe I, exactly I, was the one who pushed in those three months.
However you turn it am ***.
However you turn it. Because of my uncertainty, because of my emotional chaos he....
he is subjected to national theater.
I am his national theater. I am hers as well. The most interesting part is that when you are looking at the show,
in national theater,
you don't know who rules who. Are you watching the show, or is the show watching you and forming you.
Really its the other way around, the show is forming you. It doesn't matter how. Oh it was so terrible!
You are formed. Because it wasn't you who created. Emotional state is formed without your involvement.
Same thing here. She became a star, he died. And I am a hero. - Yes.
- That means no philosophizing to others.
- Bravo. But what is more important: no philosophizing to self.
Don't philosophize what is more important and what is not. Look at yourself, when mind of others forms you.
That means your mind is wrong.
It doesn't mean that you don't have one. You do. It's very simple. Your emotions are your own.
But while your brain is telling you this is good and this is bad, you are in complete mess.
Because someone will come who will hook you on pleasure but won't give it to you on the seventh day...
- Yes. ...And both sorrow and anger and suffering will manifest in you.
It is a correct order and there is nothing bad there: you were stupid for thinking pleasure is necessary.
Pleasure is important in no greater amounts then necessary. And how much is that? The more the better!
That's how people do it. The more the better. By that logic, the more sorrow the better.
Ah no, the less the better. That is not how it works.
We are in such a chaos, emotional one. Relax, you will be alive and... - You won't go to New York.
- Keep calm... - Yes. - And our friend here doesn't have syphilis. Just to clarify.
- Better then AIDS. - My friends, what time is it? 8 PM? We are talking for a long time now.
Questions? - What do we do? -
- Ill tell you, smartly, what to do. Don't be naive to accept this banal and primitive thinking that is already accepted.
The world is a lot more interesting and richer I think. The combination of love, sorrow and aggression,
by aggression I don't think you are slaying someone, can give a very interesting and new construction.
Construct! Live! Live. That is what you should do.
Look in tomorrow and not yesterday.
Do it so that tomorrow doesn't look like today. Because if not, what is the difference? What is the point?
- But you can't be alone you still have to listen to someones opinion.... - You are getting emotions from surrounding.
- You don't have to listen to opinions. Look at him and you already get emotions. Mix this with that and there you go,
you get some jam. Ok, you want to listen, go ahead and listen. But his thinking doesn't mean its yours.
Go on. Questions. - What about emotions in dreams?
How are they created?
- As if we know how...and then in dreams...Go on, something simpler, for my level.
Questions? No?
- So trust in your senses? - More or less. - No, don't trust your senses. Hold on. Don't spoil your senses first.
We immediately spoil them. Oh it's not possible, it's impossible...Everything is possible my friends.
Everything. That *** lottery ticket is waiting for someone. And nobody knows who.
But that one does exist. So it is possible. Math says I can't be the one. It is not a chance one hundred millions to one,
that is fifty/fifty. Because he has as much chance as you do. Maybe yes, maybe no. No matter the amount of people.
It is always, the chance is always fifty/fifty. Maybe yes, maybe no, no matter the amount of people.
That kind of math is involved. Clear?
The amount of people doesn't factor into this. Lottery ticket is one, and it will come to someone between
thousand and hundred billions. That one, be it between thousand or hundred billions, he is the same.
Lottery ticket doesn't count amounts. It is precise, it aims at someone. Maybe that is you. It's a fifty/fifty chance.
More questions?
- So it's the same if I get a thousand euros cause the chance is the same to get a hundred and hundred thousand euros?
- If he has a blonde in his car that doesn't mean that he deserved it. It means he got it.
- Got it? - Bought, cheated, bootlicked, it doesn't matter what.
But it doesn't mean that he deserved it. The term deserving doesn't exist.
That one among one hundred billions that gets that lottery ticket didn't deserve it.
It chose it. Why? Who knows why? Why not? - Yes. - There is no high philosophy there.
You can finish faculties and be an idiot as you were before them.
Faculty doesn't make you smart. - It's ***.
You are finishing faculty so that neighbor thinks so. - Yes. - That is correct. - And then neighbor will cheat on you:
How many faculties did you finish? Oh you are smart. Same thing again.
- Neighbor doesn't think that you are smart but that you are stupid and they are naturally smart.
- Yup. - There is such a thing but that is lack of faculty. Not five, ten are needed.
- ...if I wanted to learn, today I would be...It's usually like that. - True.
My friends. Ladies and gentleman, thank you a lot, it was a great pleasure.
I hope it was boring. Thank you.