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I'm not trying to keep score, but it's so hard to ignore the things you led me to believe
Whenever we held each other together, forever we said we'd never leave (remember?)
Please - how many times I gotta tell you that I'm sorry
Straight begging on my knees to come back to me (back to me)
Everyone loved us together, why you have to be (have to be)
So difficult, if I call you won't you answer me (can't we be)
Together, let's forget about the way you'd take my pain and my shame
And throw it right back at me (back at me)
But back to these thoughts, see we's on a see-saw
Since we saw the weak sauce in each other's resources
And we just feed off this beef, all the peace offers cease
Caught us each off the leash, y'all, then she calls police
Appeal to authority, that's her favorite tactic (yep)
No matter what we're discussing, she brings it back into that ***
You have to imagine that it is taxing our relationship
To have a dynamic that out of balance as our base is sick
Destined to crumble if we're honest with each other, but we're not
So much about you is just not to be unearthed, so we rot together
I poison you, you poison me
Then we both act as ambassadors of all the great things our choices bring? (ha!)
So who's the bigger hypocrite? You and your contradicting diction?
Or me as I'm twisting it to fit the mold
That I'm pretending whatever we have can truly be?
And speaking of that, what would you call us? How would you talk about you and me?
*** right, you heard me, I can say it, I deserve to know
Can't I ask what made you turn on me, hurt me, desert me? No?! (what?!)
You *** dirty h.., I'm - I'm sorry I didn't mean - that's my past talking, look (my bad)
But most of the time it seems that you got so many scripted lines
But you never taught me to read between them (never!)
It's unendingly frustrating when you just repeat them
I'm certain you search for adversity when the urge to pit
Bible verses versus verses I'm dispersing surfaces
This emotional inertia is a roller coaster
One moment, you walked over the lake of my tears as you burned the bridge (so cold)
The next moment, you rebuild it, crying "hold me closer"
And I do, but your cold shoulder chills me to the bone
Over time, it's like we're playing in sudden death
We would both just take and take till we had nothing left
And under your breath, you'd mutter I wasn't worth it
And I believed you, trying anything to come to deserve it
Like I'm diseased and you're just *** perfect
Some people think that we're still together (why?)
And I don't point out otherwise, why destroy their butterflies
I won't join the other side, they wouldn't believe I'm feeling better
Only get 'em confused to reveal my real vendetta with you
I can't deny that life with you had such a heavenly view
You've got your memories (yep), but I won't forget your abuse
You used to tell me my two choices were to be dead or with you
But now I just feel like the whole thing is *** and I'm fed up with you
They told me life without you will forever be empty
They told me be diligent when I'm defending your presence and never let anyone tempt me
They told me that you were a treasure (a gem), a protector (a present), a blessing
They told me for God's sake, don't forsake you, but then YOU went and left ME
Yeah, that be the piece of the puzzle that they never could put together
It's been a hell of a time enveloping my development under the weather
I just wish you would take me back, as a matter of fact I've learned my lesson
I take full responsibility for rudely asking so many questions
I miss your presence as it always calmed me down
(remember this?)
I miss you listening to what I'm all about
(so much I miss)
If I was slipping, you were there to salt the ground
(when I would slip)
You were my shield that could block out all the doubt
(block all of it)
I truly never meant to go calling you out
(I never did)
I was so stupid, I broke all of this down
(can't you forgive?)
I never thought that we would go alternate routes
(why did we split?)
It's unbelievable you're no longer around
(how can I live?)
I miss your presence as it always calmed me down
I miss you listening to what I'm all about
If I was slipping, you were there to salt the ground
You were my shield that could block out all the doubt
I truly never meant to go calling you out
I was so stupid, I broke all of this down
I never thought that we would go alternate routes
It's unbelievable you're no longer around
It's unbelievable you're no longer around
It's unbelievable you're no longer around
It's unbelievable you're no longer around
It's unbelievable you're no longer around
It's unbelievable you're no longer around
It's unbelievable you're no longer around
It's unbelievable you're no longer around
It's unbelievable you're no longer around