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Nithyanandeshwara Samaarambhaam Nithyanandeshwari Madhyamaam |
Asmath Aachaarya Paryanthaam Vandhey Guru Paramparaam ||
00:37 -Hindi - 00:47
I welcome all the devotees, disciples, samajis, satsanghis sitting with us all over the world
at this time through Nithyananda TV, Lotus TV, Janashree TV, Sadhna TV, and through two-way
video-conferencing having Nayana Deeksha in many cities around the world.
The cities sitting with us all over the world : Los Angeles-Arunachalam, Devon- UK, London
- Kashi, Seattle - Chidambaram, Oklahoma - Somanatham, Bangalore North, Singapor - Singaporum, Redondo
beach California, Bangalore, Houston-Kalahasti, Winnipeg Canada, Nithyananda Nagaramu-Hyderabad,
Kathmandu-Nepal, Oman-Sivagangai, Jorpati-Nepal, Enriching Temple-Bidadi, Mollieres-France,
Kuala Lumpur-Palani, Dallas - Dwarahat, San Jose - Madurai.
I welcome all of you with my love and blessings.
Today, I'll expand on Kalpataru, Causing Enlightenment and on few characters from Mahabharata,
all the three together.
The first few important truths, the sacred secrets you need to know:
Biggest human suffering is self-doubt, self-denial, self-hatred. If I have to organize it one
by one, -- self-doubt, self-hatred, self-denial. First it starts as self-doubt, follows as
self-hatred, becomes fruit in self-denial. That is the way, step by step, it moves.
Please understand, the worst disease human-beings suffer - I tell you, only actually after this
self-doubt comes, God becomes human! Please understand, in this very land of Haridwar,
from the time Ganga started flowing, one debate is going on: How God became human-being? How
the Akhanda became Khanda? How the Paramatma became Jivatma? This debate is going on just
like Ganga. Dvaithis have their answer, Advaithis have their answer, Visishtadvaithis have their
answer, atheists have their answer. Please understand, in Vedic Tradition, atheism is
also part of the philosophy. We respect atheists. The moment you utter their name, even power
goes away!
Atheists have their answers, everyone has their answer.
Please understand, listen, I give you the experiential expression not a philosophical,
intellectual answer, experiential answer. The experiential answer for this problem:
how God became man, how Parmatma became Jivatma, how we got deluded ourself into. The moment
self-doubt comes in, God became man, macrocosm becomes microcosm, Paramatma becomes Jivatma.
The first Maya, the origin of the Maya, the first delusion, first illusion, is self-doubt.
Please understand, if I erase at least few lakh people's self-doubt, help them to complete
with their self-doubt, self-hatred, self-denial, I will feel my mission is achieved. I will
feel I have accomplished for what I have assumed human body, I'll feel my avataric mission
is fulfilled. And, today, again I wanted to repeat, this should be Guru Vaak for all my
Sannyasis, brahmacharis, devotees, disciples, followers, you will all take an oath constantly
you will complete with your self-doubt, self-hatred and self-denial, and you will help, you will
be cause for every human-being to complete with their self-doubt, self-hatred and self-denial
patterns.
The biggest liberation you will experience on the Planet Earth is being liberated from
self-doubt, self-denial and self-hatred. Completion with self-doubt, self-denial and self-hatred
will be the biggest, most powerful liberation you will experience. This Kalpataru Darshan
itself is nothing but helping you to complete with your self-doubt, self-denial, self-hatred.
Understand self-doubt, self-denial, self-hatred is like a rock thrown on the head of the Kundalini
snake. See, Kundalini is described as a sleeping snake in our Root Centre, in our Mooladhara.
Self-hatred, self-doubt and self-denial is a huge rock thrown on that snake. What will
happen? That snake cannot die, but it will fall into coma. It'll fall into coma. Kalpataru
is nothing but moving that rock out and slowly moving the Kundalini snake up. Actually, it
is not a snake, don't be afraid; it is portrayed like a snake; when it wakes up, it moves like
a snake through your spine and reaches your Sahasrara and the whole body flowers.
Yesterday, one lady was complaining to me, 'In the cruise you told you will awaken
my Kundalini, and now you will have to awaken, I did not experience.' People have weird
ideas. First thing, you have so much of self-denial; that is why it becomes anger on me. You have
to first complete with that. Second, when I awaken your Kundalini, naturally it awakens
but you have expectation that you should jump, only then your Kundalini is awakened. If that
is the scale then you jump that's all! Anyhow, deep anger towards you, deep hatred towards
you, deep self-denial should be completed. Only then, even if you awaken the Kundalini,
it can spread all over your body.
Please understand, this Kalpataru Darshan is nothing but helping you to complete with
your self-doubt. Actually Vivekananda puts it very beautifully: "Whether you meditate,
or do a Kriya, or do prayer, or do Homa, do a Yagna, go to temple, or go for tirtha yatra,
you do any spiritual action or religious action, at one point your Kundalini gets awakened
and your prayers are answered.' That is what is happening actually. You may use different
names -- Homa, Yagna, Japa, Puja, Yoga, Kriya, Pranayama -- you may use different names,
but actually what is happening? During that process, one amount of your Kundalini, one
quantity of your Kundalini gets awakened and the Kundalini fulfils what you are asking
for. That's exact science. Vivekananda puts it very beautifully. The concept I am sharing
with you now is from Vivekananda, Swami Vivekananda.
Please understand, anything you want, you have the energy to express it, to make it
into reality, to achieve it. If you just complete the self-doubt, self-hatred, self-denial,
if you complete with these three, simply the Kundalini explodes and what you want is achieved.
This whole Kalpataru Darshan is nothing but helping you to complete with your self-doubt,
self-hatred and self-denial. I tell you, I take this up as a mission. From today, I declare
with Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility and Enriching, this Kalpataru Darshan will
always be made available wherever I go, free of cost. This is my commitment to humanity.
I'll see to it that everywhere people are helped with this knowledge, with this clarity,
with this completion, with this process.
I tell you, all your patterns, root-patterns, root root-patterns, the father of your root-patterns,
great-grandfather of your root-patterns, great-grandmother of your root-patterns, everything is your
self-doubt, self-hatred and self-denial. The moment you want something, you declare to
yourself you will not get it, if you have to get it, you will have to struggle, literally
give your whole life to it. How many of you are able to cognize what I am saying? That
is what exactly I call as "self-denial", which is not true, please understand. Even
though society makes you believe your self-denial is fact, it is not fact. All incarnations
land on the Planet Earth just to tell you this one truth: Your self-denial, your self-hatred,
self-doubt is not truth or fact. That's all! That's all! You are more than what
you believe as you; because, what you believe as you is framed by your self-denial, self-hatred
and self-doubt. No one can give you suffering. No one can take away what you want from your
life. The great hope, the great truth, the greatest good news which is truth, is: You
are not an ordinary being as you perceive because of your self-doubt, self-hatred and
self-denial. Complete all these three. Every child should be taught to complete with all
these three, because these three patterns does not start in this birth, they come from
the past birth, inherited. Every child should be taught to complete with the self-doubt,
self-hatred and self-denial. This should be the responsibility of all my Sannyasis, disciples, devotees -- helping
every human-being to complete with this self-denial, self-doubt and self-hatred.
I tell you, as I was telling yesterday, Himalayas may be there, Ganga may be flowing, but if
you are sleeping, what's the use without enjoying it? I can't even understand how
people can miss! Himalayas may be there, Ganga may be there but if you are sleeping nothing
can be done - what's the use? Life may be there, Guru may be there, but if you are stuck
with the self-denial, nothing can be done. Self-denial is a powerful drug makes you powerless.
That's the exact word I will use: "Powerful drug makes you powerless".
If you want to hate something, hate self-hatred. If you want to doubt something, doubt self-doubt.
If you want to deny something in your life, deny self-denial. If you want to doubt, doubt
self-doubt. If you want to hate, hate self-hatred. If you want to deny, deny self-denial. The
direct enemy I have to deal in my life, in my avataric mission, is people's self-hatred,
self-denial and self-doubt. Nothing else is my direct enemy. Just like when Rama comes
down to Planet Earth, Ravana, Kumbhakarna are the direct enemies; Vali is not direct
enemy, side enemy. Vali was never an enemy of Rama, and he was never against Rama. Actually
Vali would have been a better companion for Rama than Sugreeva. Rama's mission was to
get Sita back. Vali would have done it in 10 minutes. Vali used to play with Ravana.
Ravana was afraid of Vali. Vali actually once brought Ravana as a play toy for Ravana's
son Angadha. That's why Angadha goes to Ravana's court. Ravana asks, 'who are
you?' And Angadha says 'Touch your left cheek, there is a mark on your left cheek.
But do you remember that is done by me? In my left nail when I was playing with you as
my toy. I saw you once flying in the sky. I asked my dad, "What is that? Tell me the
toy, get me that!" Do you remember my dad bought you as a toy and I was playing with
you? Then your wife came and cried to my father. Then my father let you go I also said, "Alright
I have played with this toy enough, I will leave it".' Vali would have got Ravana
in ten minutes. Anyhow, we don't know why Rama did what he did, that's different.
All I am trying to convey through this example, the direct enemy is only Ravana and Kumbhakarna.
Same way, for Krishna, the direct enemy is only Kamsa and Sishupala. Duryodhana was not
his enemy.
I tell you, the direct enemy for me in this incarnation is people's self-doubt, self-hatred
and self-denial. Nothing else is a direct enemy for me. The self-doubt, self-hatred,
self-denial of the human-beings is my direct enemies. I will complete them! That's my
mission.
Every human-being should be taught the science of completing with self-doubt, self-hatred
and self-denial. When you start working on this, completing with the self-doubt, self-hatred
and self-denial, so much of Kundalini energy awakens, that energy will automatically allow
you to create what you want, actually what you want. That energy will automatically liberate
you, lead you to ultimate enlightenment.
In my temples, only three demons will be portrayed; that is self-doubt, self-hatred and self-denial.
People should complete with these three and only then enter my temple. Only then you can
enter into the space of the divine.
Please understand, all hatred you have with others is hatred which is there in you, about
you. All doubt you have about others is nothing but the doubt you have in you. All denial
you have about others is nothing but the denial you have about you inside. Complete with these
three inside. You will see, suddenly the world will be different for you! I am not saying
the world will be different for everyone. It will become different for you, because,
ultimately, you create your world, you create your world. Self-hatred naturally creates
hatred about you everywhere. Self-doubt naturally creates doubt about others in you, in others
about you. Self-denial naturally makes you deny others, others you. That is the source
of all sufferings that is the source of all bad things.
Whatever may be the purpose of your life, good or bad, health or wealth, the self-hatred,
self-denial, self-doubt should be completed. With every desire if I just help you to complete
with your self-doubt, that desire will become reality in your life. Actually, I am not giving
you any boon other than helping you to complete the self-doubt, that's all! I use various
methods: sometimes by giving knowledge; sometimes even if I tell you won't listen; I just
infuse energy into that and blast that self-doubt like a balloon. That's what I call initiation.
I use various methods, but final process is the same. And I commit with you all, I will
share this science and this Kalpataru Darshan with the whole world for ever free of cost,
because this is the most important mission part of my life!
Please understand, if you see Mahabharata, every action of Dhritarashtra is self-doubt;
every action of Shakuni is self-hatred. This Shakuni does not even understand he is destroying
the same family where his own sister is married! So much of self-hatred! Every action of Duryodhana
is self-denial. Please listen. Self-denial is born from self-doubt and assisted by self-hatred.
Born from Dhritarashtra, assisted by Shakuni. Self-denial is born from self-doubt, assisted
by self-hatred.
As I said, Bhishma is Dharma, embodiment of Dharma. But, unfortunately, even Dharma, if
it joins hands with the self-denial, it will not be able to save self-denial and it will
destroy itself. So, the only person who can destroy self-denial is an incarnation, Krishna.
Bhagavan Krishna, only he can destroy the self-denial, self-hatred and self-doubt.
Self-doubt is blind. Self-hatred is cunning. Self-denial is stupid. Understand self-doubt
is blind; doesn't know what is there in front like Dhritarashtra. Self-hatred is cunning;
does not even know he is harming his own sister; means, himself! Self-denial is stupid; throughout
Duryodhana's life, you will see, all his actions are stupid; many times, knowing he
cannot win, he is not going to win, he behaves stupidly. Otherwise, he will be stupid order
the arrest of Krishna.
I tell you, the good news I have for all of you is, self-doubt, self-hatred and self-denial
can be completed. Just because you have all three of them, you don't need to get destroyed.
There is no need that you should be destroyed. No, you can be completed, it can be completed.
You can achieve Completion. You can reach Completion. That's the good news I have.
Whatever may be your purpose, whether you are going to be a doctor to heal others, or
you're going to be in the army to kill others, you are going to practice Law, or Accounts,
or Engineering, or Architecture, or going to live a life of a housewife, or going to
be retired waiting for death, whatever may be your life, please complete with your self-doubt,
self-hatred and self-denial. You will have a great life in front of you. You will have
a great possibility in front of you. All the great truths you will be able to grasp in
your life and implement them. See, many people say, 'Oh these are all too big ideas I cannot
grasp them these going above my head.' When I talk about Integrity, they say, 'No, no,
no, it is going above my head. I am tired, I cannot. These are all for some serious people.'
Understand, your self-doubt will never allow you to grasp the science of life. It'll
never allow you to grasp the science of life. Either it'll show you that things are above
your head, or it will make you doubt the same guy who is teaching you spirituality. I have
seen, people doubt. 'why is he wearing this gold thing on the head?' It is not gold;
first of all you need to know that. Even if it is gold, that is not going to affect me
in any way. It may affect you, but not me.
This SDHD, means Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial -- I'll call it as SDHD; one of my disciple,
Mokshapriyan, has sent a message, 'Let us call this as a "SDHD" Swamiji.' It's
right! The greatest disease the whole world is suffering is SDHD, and the cure for this
is Kalpataru Darshan. SDHD -- Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial -- I have decided I'll popularize
this word. Mokshapriyan is the inventor of this word, SDHD. Mokshapriyan, first you have
to cure this SDHD yourself! Because, the inventor cannot be suffering from the same disease!
SDHD is the right word. Actually, I tell you, this is the right word. My mission is to cure
the world from SDHD -- Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial. The vaccine for SDHD is Gurukul. Cure
for SDHD is Kalpataru Darshan. Gurukul is the vaccination for SDHD; Kalpataru Darshan
is the cure for SDHD. We will put a board in all our ashrams: "Here we cure SDHD.
Every day morning, cure for SDHD will be available 8 to 9. Contact here." No, this is one of
the worst disease human-beings are suffering.
See, the problem is this Shakuni fellow. He thinks he is very intelligent, but he doesn't
know he is destroying himself. No the self-hatred thinks he is very intelligent; he can control
everyone and manipulate everyone. But, finally, he doesn't know he is only destroying himself.
Every problem human-beings suffering, human beings are suffering from is SDHD -- Self-Doubt,
Hatred, Denial. SDHD! What a great invention, SDHD! January 3rd is the day we invented SDHD
and the cure for it!
I'll lead you all into the Kalpataru process. Please sit straight. Again, create a space
for what you want to achieve in your life. Means, consciously, responsibly, visualize
what you want in your life and declare it is already reality. And all the SDHD comes
up-- Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial -- comes up during this process, declare completion
with it, decide to complete it. Hold on to the space to create what you want as reality.
Please close your eyes. Sit straight. Create responsibly what you want. Create the space
with responsibility, complete with
all the SDHD, Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial comes up.
Let you
all achieve, experience, live, express, radiate, share and explode
in eternal bliss, Nithyananda.