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Whenever you are afraid of losing something which you have or afraid of not,
the no confidence to achieve something which you want to have, the fight
between your potentiality and your negative approach about your future.
Understand, I am using too big sentence. Your fight between your possibility,
one more thing if you are sure that you dont have possibility you dont have
potentiality you will not have fear. Fear is the fight between the faith or belief
which you are having that you are capable and the negative idea about your
future. It is almost like you fighting with your positive and negative energies. If
you are very sure you donít have potentiality you canít achieve you wonít
have fear. If you are very sure you are going to achieve, you wonít have fear.
If you are very sure you are going to achieve you wonít have fear. If you are
very sure you canít achieve you wont have fear. It is the fight between these
two dilemma that is what we call fear. Fear can happen only with what you
can comprehend with your logic. You are not afraid that you will not become
Bill Gates, No. Are you getting frightened every day that you are not going to
become Bill Gates, No. But you are afraid that you will not become like your
brother. You are afraid that you will not become somebody who is closer to
you, to your goal. With Bill Gates you are very clear you canít become that.
But with your immediate goals you have the possibility. Understand possibility
creates fear. It means what, Fear is the root of life. Are you afraid that you
canít live on the planet earth more than 300 years, No. But you're always
afraid that you may not live for more than 70-80 years. You may have
premature death.You are not afraid that you cant live for more than 300 years
because you know for sure that is too much. Anything you are clear will not
create fear. Anything which you think is possible that creates fear. Possibility
creates fear. Fear is part of your life from the same source. Understand, two
ways you can get out of fear. One by blocking all possibility or breaking the
boundary of possibilities. If there is infinite possibility if there is no boundary,
there is nothing which limits you then you can become fearless or blocking all
possibilities. Just stop, nothing nothing is possible. If nothing is possible you
won't have fear. If everything is possible you won't have fear. Fear is the base
of life and base of death. If you can understand fear, you will live even your
death. If you can't understand fear you will die even while you are living. You
will be just dying even while you are living. Whether you want to die even
while you are living or you want to live even your death is up to you. Just this
understanding suddenly something will click. Oh God if this is so easy why I
was wasting my time with all these small things. That clarity that freedom will
suddenly click. If you can just understand this truths you don't even have to
practice and do all meditation this that nothing. Nothing is required just
understand logically. Human biomemory, biomemory of human being can
experience only two signals, one is love another one is fear. Thatís all. All
other signals are converted to this love and fear and experienced by you.
Human biomemory is not capable of experiencing jealousy. It is not capable of
experiencing ego. It is not capable of experiencing worry. If you decode if you
go down worry, jealousy, ego, all these will get decoded will get converted
finally it will boil down to the binary of love fear love fear love fear thatís all.
Everything boils down to fear and love.You do not know any other experience
existentially. All other experiences all other emotions are psychological but this
love and fear is physiological. Your limited love, unlimited fear, all these are
components of you. Blessed are those who can dissolve these components
into the ocean of knowledge. Sit and list all your components and think one by
one what all you can dissolve with this knowledge of soul the science of soul.
For example if you write 50 components of you, if you can dissolve even 10 or
20, you can easily call yourself as a seeker. If you can dissolve more than 60%
around 30, I will call you I will surely give you the title you are living
enlightenment. If you can dissolve above 40 even if there is 10 remaining I will
really call you as radiating enlightenment because those 10 will not have
power over you. Whenever you go through the basic fears, huge energy from
swadhisthana gets released to take you out of that fear. There is an
automatic mechanism inside you. There is an automatic mechanism. If you go
through any pain after certain limit youíll fall unconscious because there is
automatic anesthetic method. It just puts you into unconscious layer. Youíll
fall into the unconscious. You wonít feel the pain. Same way, even fear after
certain limit if the fear is too much, there will be huge energy rush inside you.
That energy rush is intelligent enough to push all other pains, all other
suffering, all other thoughts all other problems.
Human mind basically oscillates between fear and greed. It continuously moves
from this extreme to that extreme and that extreme to this extreme. The
oscillation between the fear and greed is mind. Please understand, itís like if I
have to give a example of a web camera. A web camera is here, this end and
that end. That camera continuously moves to this end to that end, looking this
corner to that corner. That camera is consciousness and the movement from
this end to that end is called mind. Your consciousnessís attention, when it
moves from the fear and greed and greed and fear, the extremes, that
movement only is called as mind. As long as that movement is there the
highest possible coherence does not happen in you. Highest possible
coherence happens when that consciousness just stays without oscillation.
When that consciousness stays in restful awareness then the highest possible
coherence happens in your system. How that consciousness can stay without
jumping between those extremes? Whenever your unconsciousness pulls you
towards the fear extreme, consciously slap it with greed. Then it will come to
the center. When the unconsciousness was rushing towards the greed
consciously slap it with fear. It will come to the center. Whenever your fear is
awakened you forget greed. You forget about your future. So the greed when
it takes over you unconsciously, slap your unconscious consciously with fear.
It will come to the center. When the fear takes over consciously slap it with
greed. It will come to the center. Being in the center suddenly raises you to
the highest possible coherence. That is what I call niyamaha. So whether it is
related to non-violence or non-stealing or non-greed or truthfulness or living
like God any vow, any law, any flow, whatever may be, please understand
whatever it may be, when the fear takes over slap it with the greed. When the
greed takes over slap it with fear so that you are in center continuously and
experience the highest coherence. What Buddha calls as the middle path is
exactly this. Suddenly you will see you are taking the decision out of the
niyama highest possible coherence. Any decision taken in the highest possible
coherence only should be executed. That is your life. But any decision taken in
the extreme fear extreme greed you are in mess. Even if you are successful in
that decision you will be completely depressed and missing something vital in
the life. So any decision comes out of highest possible coherence will fulfill you
and fulfill the world because you are the world. Fear and greed is the fuel for
your engine. If the fear and greed is the fuel for your engine you will
constantly carry irritation and depression. If you have the fuel you will be in
the irritative mood. If you donít have the fuel you will be in depressed mood
thatís all. How to move the body, how your body can be kept alive without the
fuel of fear and greed. As of now, you are kept alive just by fear or greed
either by fear or by greed. That is why your body is completely frozen. You do
not feel life flowing in you. If you can touch the source of the prana, If you
can touch the third source of energy, which is not fear or greed, then you will
understand, the more you use your body the more you become alive. But for
that you should understand how to move your body without fear or greed.
Only when you live a intense life you are alive, where you need to be
constantly expressing all your energies. I always tell people only when you are
cornered, you express completely yourself. You completely express the energy
which you have in your life which you have in your being. Only then you start
expressing the next level energy what we call prana. In Sanskrit we call that
as prana means life force. We do not touch the life force at all. We live just
with the mooladhara and swadishtana. Mooladhara chakra root chakra is
greed, desire, sex. Swadhistana next chakra is fear. Thatís all. We live
only in these two layer fear or greed. Thatís all. We never come up to the third
level. If your body is running based on the fuel of fear and greed, you will be
running with the past memories, recorded system. Naturally you will not tend
to move your body more. One more thing, whenever you move your body with
fear and greed, you feel so much of irritated, the movement means you start
feeling the irritation. Any movement unconsciously you associated all
movements with irritation. I always tell people once in a while try to be alive.
Do something which does not give you money name and fame or which does
not give you any fear. Neither fear nor greed something you will catch the
knack of how to move the body, how to flow with the body through prana.
There are different levels from which you can operate the body. One level from
fear, one level from greed.The next level is from prana means life force. Try to
operate your body from life force. Let the cognitive shift happen in you. Move
the source of your energy from fear, greed to prana. That shift has to happen
in you. Only then you will have the sensitivity to flow with the body. Then you
will understand moving your body is a pleasure. It is not pain. When you
understand moving your body is a pleasure you start working more and more.
You become really productive. Not only productive for society you start feeling
the fulfillment. You start realizing you are living your life intensely.
The understanding which you are having, you are the
center and your desires are your own, your property. Your fears are your
property. Or whatever is happening inside you, your mind is your property, is a
lie. You are the property of your mind. This will bring so much of disrespect to
your mind. So much of rest and unclutching between you and your mind. As
long as you think, your mind is yours, you will never be able to stop fulfilling
what it says, what it anticipates. You will never be able to escape from its
roots. Even if you escape from the desires, it will attack you in the name of
fear. Your mind is very intelligent. When you escape from your desires, it will
create fears and make you do the same thing what it wants you to do in a
different way. It will enter through the back door. It will enter through the
back door. Whether it is your fear or desire, it is not yours. The very
understanding your fears are not yours, will leave you so freely with so much
of rest. You donít have to stop or you donít have to escape from them. You
donít have to stop them. You donít have to escape from them. At the most
what can happen, Death. Let it happen. For whom it is not going to happen?
Tell me. Everybody it is going to happen. Everything it is going to happen. Not
only for you, even for me or at least what you think as me this body is going
to die. Everything is going to die. There is nothing which is not going to die.
Let you have this courage. What can happen? Thats all. Your fears are not
yours. You are not needed. You donít need to protect yourself from those
fears. You are not continuously needed to protect yourself from those fears.
Neither you are needed nor you need to protect yourself from those fears
continuously happening. Your desires are not yours. Your fears are not yours.
You are only being created and given an illusory idea to you that you exist, so
that you will continue to fulfill your fears and desires. Your fears and desires
created a lobby and put you as a president just to fulfill what they want. This
is the essence. What you think as you is not swayam prakasa, self emanating.
You are self emanating, the original, true you is self emanating. Not what you
think as you. When you understand, your fears are not yours. your desires are
not yours and you are the property of your fear and desire and all other
things. Suddenly you will lose respect for them. Losing respect for them will
unclutch completely you from whatever you think as you, you will disappear.
Every moment is given birth by the present moment. Next moment takes birth
from the present moment. Next moment takes birth from that moment. If only
one DNA strand is awakened in you, you are more matter, material. Constantly
you'll associate yourself with matter. Matter means what fear and greed
based. So naturally if this moment you feel yourself more as a body, the
thought which is mixed with this moment, you see the life is time and space,
this moment is the time, the thought which is mixed with this moment is space.
If this is based on fear and greed, next moment will be more tired than this
moment. Then next moment will be little more tired than this moment. Please
understand, how the tiredness is added moment by moment by your mind. If
you feel you are a matter naturally the fear and greed will be there in your
inner space. So this moment, the time and fear and greed, these two is the
mixture of your life at this moment. So when next moment is given birth from
this moment naturally that will also carry the fear and greed, one step more
one unit more. So naturally from that next moment takes birth again one unit
more fear and greed. The more you feel as fear and greed the pure space gets
reduced. Only the fear and greed gets transmitted. So the quantity of matter
becomes more and the quantity of consciousness is less in the transmission.
So naturally every moment you feel more and more tired. I tell you actually
when you live consciously through mind, more you have experience more it
becomes wisdom. When you live unconsciously with the mind, more you live
more it becomes boredom. Whether your life is getting into the wisdom or
boredom is dependent on the consciousness with which you are pushing your
mind. If every moment your body handles fear and greed you feel you are a
matter and next moment is given birth from this moment of fear and greed,
naturally it leads to aging.
All your fears are illusory. All your joys are delusory. I am creating new word.
Then comes the tremendous fear. Then the incident which is going to happen,
how is it going to be? Is it frightening or joyful? Understand the truth. It is
neither going to be frightening nor going to be joyful. It is going to be life,
Auspicious. Life is auspicious. It is additional. Life means adding adding adding.
It is your idea delusory. It is your idea, delusory idea about joy, delusory idea
about fear is the salt of your life which makes good water into ocean water.
The river water becomes ocean water because of your delusory ideas about
joy and delusory ideas about pain. Otherwise the incident itself adds adds
adds. Thatís all. Any addition is auspicious, Understand. So by existence
because you existed and existing, going to exist, you can have only
auspiciousness. Drop your interpretations and understandings about
auspiciousness. Relax from the delusory fears and illusory joys. Let the
incident happen the way in which it is supposed to happen. Let the flow
happen the way in which it is supposed to happen. If you are in delusory fears,
may be you can use the techniques for illusory joys. What is techniques for
illusory joy? Positive thinking, listening to positive ideas but nothing will
happen. Understand the positive thinking will not change your life, it can
change your life. The understanding positive thinking will not change your life,
can change your life because you will not expect too much from positive
thinking. You will not try to squeeze positive thinking. You will know, this can
take away my delusory suffering for next half an hour. Thatís it. Whether
worrying about the past or worrying about the future is happening in me in
present this moment. So same way whether illusory fear or delusory greed is
happening in me which is reality. I am real. In me in this delusion and illusions
are happening. Have this understandings, understanding and face the illusion
and delusion. That very illusion and delusion will lead to evolve evolution.
Please understand, all changes whether getting more and more caught in
illusion and delusion or evolving out of illusion and delusion and reaching
enlightenment both happens by the illusion and delusion, how you handle it.
See the cyclone of fear and greed, courage and fear, fame and defamation,
pain and pleasure is constantly attacking you. When you understand the fear
and joy, pain and pleasure are illusion and delusion that very understanding will
make a huge change in you. You will feel like the earth on which you are
standing is removed. Almost everything will collapse, allow that collapsing.
Allow that understanding to happen. See that the whole thing tumbles down.
Whatever you build as your identity suddenly will change. All your strategy
planning for your future will suddenly change. All the logic with which you build
your life will completely be shaken. Allow that. Do not have the fear then what
is reality. Allow this tumbling to happen. Allow this shaking to happen by
understanding that our courage, our fear, our greed, our pains, our pains and
our pleasure are all illusion and delusion. Many time life really tests you. Do you
stand this fear, which is delusion? Do you stand this greed, which is illusion? Or
are you going to react in a foolish way and create bigger problems, bigger
mess? Whenever fears take over you or greed takes over you, when courage
takes over you, when the pain takes over you, look into it. What is the
percentage of it is real and what is the percentage of it is illusory or delusory.
And what is the percentage can be attributed to the real incident, may, may
not happen in your life. Stand and see when the wave of fear takes over you,
when the wave of greed takes over you, when the wave of courage takes
over you, when the wave of pain takes over you. Wait Look see, What is the
percentage the possibility of delusion and illusion? What is the possibility of the
real incidence which may, may not happen and how this fear is going to impact
your ability to handle the real incident if it happens. The ability to face, the
ability to look, the ability to see. please understand, what is reality will flower
in you. Allow that flowering. Now donít bother, now donít worry too much
about it. Allow the delusions and illusions to be removed from your inner space.
You will see the real incidents, which is reality, will never hurt you. I tell you. I
really wanted all of you to know anything happens is addition and
auspiciousness. I tell you even if you think this is the worst dream happening
in your life. I tell you even the worst dream wakes you up. In the dream even
if the tiger is chasing you or elephant is chasing you or snake is chasing you or
your spouse is talking to you, you wake up. So anything happens is auspicious.
Human mind when it is caught in collective delusion can be exploited and
manipulated to any level, to any extreme, to any extent. So do not bother to
drop this fear and greed created by illusion and delusions. When you drop, you
will settle down in a space which I donít want to describe. Because the
moment I describe about that space, you already start imagining about the
space and you have created one more illusion about that space. If I use one
word restful awareness then you catch hold of that word restful awareness,
restful awareness, restful awareness. Arey you donít understand that restful
awareness which I am talking happens in you when you give up this illusion and
delusion. But you are not interested in giving up this illusion and delusion. You
are interested in some shortcut for restful awareness restful awareness restful
awareness.
Before taking any step in your life, do you see or do you feel a sort of feeling
uncomfortable? Because now you are master of your unconscious, you
do not allow fear to even open up. Before that itself, you know how to
suppress. That is why I am saying uncomfortable feeling before starting
anything big or new because fear suppressed automatically gives you a deep
uncomfortable feeling inside the navel center. One more thing, fear and ***
these two are very powerful emotions which can straight away make changes
inside your system. *** just few seconds are enough. It can change your
whole physiology. It can change your whole system. Same way fear few
seconds are enough. Whether you are trying to escape from it or trying to
suppress it, it will do its job. Whether by self-surrendering or self-realization,
you can surrender yourself when you feel nothing can be done. You can
experience yourself when you feel everything can be done. Nothing can be
done. Everything can be done. Both can liberate you from fear. Both are
techniques, methods. Nothing can be done. If you are in tune with the idea,
Nothing can be done, you are Bhakti Yogi. You are Bhakti Yogi. You surrender.
If you think everything can be done, you are Gnana Yogi. You explore and
experience. If you work in this path or in that path going beyond fear is
possible. But you should be completely connected to some one ideology. Either
completely tune yourself to surrender or completely tune yourself to strong will
power. You may ask, how to completely tune yourself to strong will power.
Anything which creates boundary, which binds you, which limits you, you are
not that. Do not believe anything which binds you as part of you for example,
body. Body limits you to six feet. Mind, mind limits you to whatever you can
understand. If you think your mind is you, you will always feel you donít know
many things because whatever you understood logically, only that has become
part of you. But you are not just what you understand logically. Still there are
so many things which canít be understood by your mind. Do not think anything
as your part which binds you. Either think very clearly and understand you
canít do anything self-surrender. Or think and understand very clearly that you
can do everything Atma Gnana, Self-Realization. If this path or this path both
can lead you beyond fear. Your fear itself can be transformed or used to
achieve the life. If you are filled with too many phobias and fears, you have
potentiality to reach the highest experience of enlightenment. People come
and ask me Swamiji, I have too many fears. I tell them, Possibility for
enlightenment is more. Too many doors are available. A person who doesnít
have many fears for him the availability of doors also less. The number of doors
also less because he doesnít have, he lives a dull life. Person who lives a dull
life will not have much fear. He has nothing much to lose, nothing much to
decide, not alive. But a living alive being who is doing many things, who is
handling many things, who is taking many decisions, only he will be filled with
fear. Only he experiences fear. If you are experiencing fear too much, too
many doors are available. One more thing, only if you open it can it be called
as door. If you donít know how to open then it is again wall. If you are
experiencing too many fears in your life, one advantage. If you know the right
technique all those things can become door and you can be liberated. If you
donít have that key, if you are not a meditator, you are caught in a big prison.
Having too many fears can be used as a technique or a method for jumping
into the Super Consciousness. All you need to do, every time when fear
happens do not disrespect you. Do not lose confidence. Do not condemn
yourself. What kind of a being I am? Actually people who have got fear does
not have so much problem. People who are afraid of their fears, they create
more problem. When you brood over, when you brood too much about your
fears, you start thinking you have a problem. When you think you have
psychological problem, you have psychological problem. All your problems, your
fears are nothing but you trying to break your boundaries. You just want to
get out of your boundaries. You just want to be more. You say, Bas. I want to
be more. I want to expand. I want to be something else. That is what causes
the fear. In a way, if you know the science of fear, fear can be considered as
a blessing. If you are courageous enough to face the fear it can lead you to
liberation. If you are afraid of your fears, if you have fear about your fears,
you are gone, Over. Itís like thousands of people at a time suppressing you.
Just coming out of the fear is not the goal. From fear directly jumping into
enlightenment. Sometime just by changing your attention to something else
also you can come out of fear. Fearlessness means taking quantum jump into
the consciousness where you will never experience fear of losing anything. The
idea of death becomes meaningless to you. The idea death becomes
meaningless to you. You understand, whatever can die let it die now.
Whatever canít die let it be with me forever. Whatever canít die will never die.
Whatever can die will never be alive. Even now it canít be alive if it can die.
You may ask, my body is alive. Itís going to die. How can you say whatever is
going to die can never be alive? Be very clear, your body is not alive as you
think. It is constantly changing. It is constantly dying. The body which you are
having this moment you are not having next moment. It means again,
whatever is dying will never be alive. Whatever cannot die will always live. In
you there is something which can never die, your innerspace, pure
Consciousness, uncorrupted, beyond your logic. That will never die. It will stay
forever. Relaxing into that. Whatever can die in you not only it is not even
alive now it cannot do anything. Whatever can die is already dead, matter. It
cannot do anything. Whatever canít die, can never die and it can do
everything. Whether you connect yourself with whatever can die or you feel
connected to whatever canít die. In you there are few things which canít die
and there are few things which can die. Those few things which can die like
your body and mind, are not alive even now. Those few things which will never
die, your inner space, Consciousness, it will never die. It will live forever! Now
you need to understand whether you want to identify yourself with the things
which can die or which will never die. Fear of death is in you because you think
there is something which you have now will be taken away from you, No.
Anything you have cannot be taken away. Anything which can be taken away,
you never had. You may be thinking you had. You may be thinking you are
having but you donít have it. Anything which can die can never occupy your
inner space. Anything which canít die can never be taken away from you.
These are all very subtle, transforming truths.
Imagination added to your fear, is, we can say the main reason for all the
phobias. When imagination is added to your fear, it becomes phobia.
Constantly you are feeling frightened. Constantly you are feeling frightened. If
you have fear about others, at least at some place where the other person is
not there, you will be free. You will not have that fear. If you start creating
fear about yourself, you can never escape from that. You can never escape
from that. I have seen many people. They start creating fear about
themselves. They start creating fear about themselves. They can never be
free. They can never relax. They can never be at ease with themselves. Itís a,
I can say the worst hell. If they start creating fear about themselves, they
canít live in joy, live in bliss. People donít want responsibilities not because
that they donít want the freedom which responsibility gives just because they
donít know how to handle the responsibility, the fear of responsibility. The fear
of life. They start acting, I have renounced everything. I have seen in
Himalayas, the so called yogis, they leave their house, everything and come
and settle down in the small temple. Theyíll settle down in Himalayas. They will
sit outside the temple for their food taking bhiksha for begging. They will
become attached to that spot. Nobody else can sit in their spot. They will
fight for that spot. They left their property. They left their house. They left
everything and came here. Now they will be fighting for the two feet by two
feet place. Means what they did not renounce because they donít want. They
renounced because of the fear of responsibility. Many time, you start
renouncing because of fear of responsibility. If you renounce because of fear
of maintaining or fear of attachment, please be very clear you will be surely
enjoying in some other way. If you are renouncing because of fear of
attachment or fear of maintenance better enjoy, live. You are not yet riped for
renunciation. Donít take that big step. Donít be arrogant to
renounce. We sometimes out of our ego, arrogance we renounce. The biggest
fear human beings have is fear of losing identity, fear of losing the identity. I
tell you even fear of losing death is not great fear like fear of losing identity.
Fear of losing death itself is nothing but you donít know how you will be after
death. If you are very clear youíll be in some way, you donít have the fear.
Here you are not very clear about how you will be after death. How you will be
after you leave the body. It is the identity, the fear of losing identity, that is
much worse than fear of death. Here when you pass through this neutral zone,
when your breath stops, your mind also stops. You do not want this space.
That is why you just jump this space. You never keep your awareness, you are
never aware of this space because you do not want to lose your identity. If
your mind stops youíll not have identity for few moments. You will lose your
identity. And you always think you are only identity. You exist just only on
identity. When you feel your identity is lost, you feel you are no more.
Fearlessness does not mean non-existence of fear. It means the fear will be
there and youíll have tremendous energy or courage to live with it, who can
flirt with the fear. The maximum fear and the energy or the courage to live
with it is what is the quality of Bhairava. Bhairava means itís not that he
doesnít have fear, he can flirt with fear. He is not affected by fear. One more
thing, the very quality of life is fear. People come and ask me Swamiji, Iím
always having the fear of unknown, what to do. I tell them, please be very
clear, you are alive. There is a possibility of losing something that is
why you are afraid. If you donít have any possibility, youíll never be afraid.
Fear is the basic quality of life. You can be fearless if you are in graveyard.
If you are already in graveyard, there is no need for, need to be afraid of
anything. Nothing to be, nothing to lose. If you have something to lose, you
will have fear. Nothing can be done nothing can be done. Thatís the quality of
life itself. If you are afraid of fears, if you are frightened about fears again
donít think you are detached from fear. It is one more kind of attachment. All
detachment is one more kind of attachment. The negative way of attachment
is detachment. If you are afraid of fear, if you are frightened about fear, again
you are in fear. Your consciousness will be moving around the fear. The
constantly cherished memory is fantasy, greed. Information dumped into the
unretrievable archives is fear. Unfortunately when you dump something forcibly
into the unretrieved retrievable archive some part of your brain gets the fear it
may come up by itself. That fear itself constantly reminds and pushes that
material to face surface again and again. The self contradicting experience,
the inner conflict which you dump into unretrievable archive, the force with
which you dump creates a fear it may surface by itself for some reason. This
two creates a conflict. So now three factor, one the fantasy and the fear the
fantasy may take over. Second the unretrievable archive the memories
dumped into the unretrievable archives and the fear it may surface by itself.
Third important factor is the inner conflict between these experiences. This is
the mirror on which the cosmos is reflecting in your system. Fear weakens your
immunity. Weakening your immunity means what allowing the cancer to happen
nothing else. The cancer cells are there always around you in the air. When
your immune system is weak you are allowing the cancer to happen. Please
understand, whenever you allow the fear to work on you you always attract
and manifest whatever fear you carry. You are constantly having the fear that
you may get cancer, you may get into accident, you will attract and manifest
exactly the same. Reality comes out of reality. Origin of reality is reality.
Naturally reality cannot be giving any suffering. Reality cannot be giving any
fear for you. You cannot be greedy of reality. Because reality, How can you be
greedy of you? How can you be afraid of you? How can reality be greedy of
reality? How can reality be afraid of reality? Then if you feel no I am having
greed, I am having fear.Then look into where you are having it, not what is.
When you look into where you are having it only you will understand the idea
having it is only having it, not you are having it. If there are few moments in
your life without fear then how can fear happen in you? See anything happens
should be eternal. If something is not eternal, it has not only not happened
once it never happened. If illusion can not be eternal, not only it can not be
ephemeral, it can not even exist.