Under a clouded sky

All these feelings are ending up in frozen words. All my dreaming has been shown to be only dreams. My heart is black as the night. I'm walking on a bleeding road again. I can't live in a dream...

Wake up from your sleep and feel the agony burning. Meet the forsaken day and the darkening end. Do not cover your childrens eyes with your bloodstained hands. Let them see the abyss where you all...

I'm walking on the path as I've done a hundred times. The wind is whisteling. It is so cold. My steps are fixed. To the forest I walk. The rain is whipping my face and I'm freezing to my bones. I'm...

The light will fade in this day of sorrow. A black candle shines before my eyes. My thoughts are lonely and empty. Tired I stare into the burning bright flame. All light will cease. It's just a matter...

Behind my head in pain thoughts are tumbeling around. Thoughts that never can be written in words. Oh, I felt your grief. I'm weak when the laughter is gone. Endless rain is falling down. Endless...

I'm lost within my dreams. Hiding from the life that I'll never see. Nothing to see and nothing to feel. My body is no longer a part of me. I'm away... I'm alone... In nothingness I can't see your...

Flying on a dream of gleaming lights. Lost and alone with you. Passing through the days in sanity. Time has ceased to be. You turn to me with your smiling face but now I know. Your real face lingers....

When I'm gone, will they remember me? When I'm gone, will the flowers cry on my grave? I face the fear of the unknown path. Pictures are passing by as I think. Tomorrows words may not be spoken....

(The 5:th of February 1994. A frozen world outside my window) In a landscape so shimmering white. Under a cold sky so blue. They look so sad in their dresses of cold. Maybe they long to be in another...

Drop your final hope into the abyss of fear. Lay down your wings to never fly again. Walk with the shadows to the darkened place inside you mind. Light the fire and mourn for the passed times. For the...