Living with a god complex

Forced my will, sanctify, sacrifice myself. I forged a chance for a look into my soul. Tear out my eyes for everlasting life. I won't fall to the ritual. As the soul changed, it's healed and released....
Collision with the notion that things could change. I feel so fucking worthless. This struggle is in vein. I need a way out from the eternal senseless defiance that I find in you. Not an ounce of...
The waves that we create never stand still. Never break to see what it does until. The hurting eyes tell us that we've gone too far, and the torment we touch leads us all. To say the truth, avoid...
Imaged, etched, defined. Calloused words reflect the mind. Devotion to a sordid prophet. A slave to the age old laws. Can't sustain the life. Caught up in the web of my pride. urn the other way, you...
Dedication to discipline. Endurance of self separation. Sustain the sense to remain. Give of the feeling, control your life. Empower. Slave, suffer. Never will I ignore. No more ingestion of...
Flowers wilt when they lose the rain. And the sun will leave them dead again. For how long can we live like this? Is it eternal? Face to face, defy disgrace. The fevered death of a nation. Consent to...
Face the war and honor tradition. The sacrificial lamb. Murder for the crucified. Adherence to his faith. Self indulgent bleeding. For beauty becomes the slave as the prophets take it all away. Deny...
Now I know why some things never change. Just another foot in the door. Just another life of sorrow. Now I could lie and say he meant nothing. Persistence broke the silence. I've lost a friend. You...
Persecution is not a value I wish to instill. Your freedom means nothing when the heart kills. Confront this father figure. Repent the suffering. With indignant eyes hollowed out to see the dead...
Indulge in hatred towards your mental opposition. Protest your anguish. A defiant innocent victim. Comply with the standard that defines oppression. By the hand of what god do we bury our sorrows in?...