Flesh balloon

never alone sticks fast to him as shadows loom (?) it tracks him everywhere he goes surgeon's hands the only way to free him from the one he begs will disappear feels free in his sleep (???) but there...

how long can i contain this wretched that no cure can tame feel it coursing through me still never knew that i could so ill your wings are over me if only i'd the strength to try to hide watch me fall...