Do you realize what you've done to the inside of me? Just thinking about you uses all my energy. And my fists are bleeding and my walls are breaking, just like my heart. When I remember you and what...
When home returns to a shattered man, when every spring was love, before I fired away every held hand, you dug up your mistakes and gave them all names. You counted all the dates and gave them all...
This crescent moon is not my home where I sit peering over the ledge down on everyone. I wish I could rise into power with no control and a subtle operation. Apart from the earth games. Pass around...

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So sick of committing suicide. I don't know what is more overwhelming- the pain or the joy. I will rest now. I'm guessing that sleep will shelter the pain in my chest and let me drift into the morning...
We suddenly break. Feeding sorrow and rage. So burn down this age. It's winter and joy is dead. It's time to try again. You'll see my face is drowning in oceans of my own tears. Bleeding from your...
The life I held you threw out the window. I'm so out of breath from staring into your eyes. Into you. Through your skin. I plug in for oxygen. I watch it fall. Fallen breath. Breathless tears. I spill...
I can't believe you're still alive. And after all, I too, survived. The cure is here. It's medical and spiritual and forever yours. Theres a place where we belong. My embrace where you belong. It's...
A kiss for the dream. A kiss for the greed. What was once your eyes is now dripping down my throat. If it does seem that my heart is black, not redeemed... fade out my eyes and look into the sun. Just...
Night falls. I sweet talk and lie. I create a life to hide. I drain and find pretty eyes beside the reason I'm alive. I am nothing holy, only lead filled with holes. I am not an example to the other...

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i can't stand the memories that rivers won't let me relive. hand in hand and mouth to mouth. ashes to sin. we prayed on a star. i have to find another way to lift myself up and over the pain. then i...