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" FALLING INTO PLACE "
Sous-titres par la Fisher Team :
Guzo, TRaUMA, WillyOdin, Rico,
De$ol@t!on, Paqui, FranckblisT, Sylvain
www.sixfeetunder-france.com
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See, we think we know
what we're capable of...
But maybe there's even more to being human,
then, even the scientist you know... right.
- I dig science, I dig oceanography the best.
- I mean, this acid that we're on right now.
It's made by science.
That's what so *** mind
blowing about it. It's scientific.
- I love you.
- I love you too.
Bruno your...
your face is all like
glowing from underneath.
It's like you're one of those lava lamps.
It's like you're made of human taffee.
- I am.
- Let me try.
No, come on. I want
to show you something.
- Hey Bruno, man! Nice party!
- Hey, Cramboon, it's all happening, man!
- The moments.
- Yes, the *** moments, man,
- they just keep on coming.
- Right, right.
- Where are we going?
- Higher... Come on.
- We shouldn't be up here.
- No! We should always be up here.
See, that's the tragedy of life...
- The *** tragedy Sandy is that...
- My name is Cindy.
Cin.. That is a beautiful name too.
There are so many beautiful names,
I just want to tear every *** name out,
I love every name.
And the hearts and blood...
- Let's go back to the party now.
- No, I gotta go.
- Ho Wahou.
- Bruno...
- I'm sorry.
- Don't be.
- I didn't know where else to go.
- It's not a problem.
- Where did you get yourself so messed up?
- It just doesn't matter.
Some bar.
When do I get to self destruct.
When do you?
- Claire.
- I mean it...
I'm sick of Nate's ***, I hate that he didn't
come to our mother's wedding, I'm sick of...
I'm so sick of everything being
so *** awful all the time.
I'm sorry but I am.
- I'll take Maya tonight if you want.
- No, it's ok, I'll do it!... Obviously my thing.
- Good night.
- Good night.
- Sweet dreams.
- Thanks.
- I feel like I've been eatin' this cake for twelve monthes.
- Well, I wasn't going to say anything.
- Well, I guess I'd better get going.
- You can stay over tonight... if you want.
Here?
Yes, if you are too drunk
to drive or whatever...
- I guess I could do that.
- What's wrong with "here" anyway?
- Nothing.
- Here is where I grow up.
Nothing's wrong with it. I just never stayed
over your house before. That's all I meant.
You can if you want:
that's all I meant.
Look, I'm tired. Ok? My mother just married
some guy. Let me be a little edgy.
You can be whatever you want,
I don't give a ***.
- So stay over.
- Ok
- Jesus.
- God.
I have to drive to Santa Barbara
to pick up her body...
- To pick up my wife's body.
- Go to sleep.
I can't.
- It sounds impossible. It's sounds so *** impossible...
- Just sleep Nate, it helps.
- It's weird.
- What?
It's quieter here than all over town.
- Your place?
- Yeah.
Yeah, it's quieter. It's stranger.
What's so strange?
Ho, I don't know... the thought that
I just got blown in the same bed
where my mum used to read
me the "Runaway Bunny".
"The Five Chinese Brothers".
- Oh God!
- What is that?
- Is that Claire?
- No!
God... George!
Oh that was nice...
It certainly was.
I'm married again...
- And?
- I think...
I just never thought
I'd be married again.
- Are you happy?
- Very.
Me too.
I'm sorry your children
couldn't come at the wedding.
Well, they were,
very busy. I get it.
I'd like to meet them though some time...
Rayan and May? Sure.
You know so much about my family
and I know so little about yours...
I'm sure you'll meet them someday.
- At my funeral if not before.
- George.
- If they even bother to come to that...
- George, I'm serious...
Ok.
You've lived your life one way.
I've lived mine another.
The costs are different.
But I can tell you this.
Everyday, when I wake up,
I'm glad that I'm alive.
And if people don't like
the way I've done things,
that's their business.
But right now,
I'm so very happy I found you.
And I'm looking forward, not back... Ok?
Do you think we were too loud?
It's possible that we were too loud, yes.
- Nate...
- You don't have to say it.
I know.
- Bye.
- Bye.
Call me if you need anything.
Yeah, I will.
I waited up until like four,
he never showed up.
- God, sorry.
- Y'know, I couldn't sleep anyway.
- Could you believe that?
- I was like completely scandalized.
I never knew the word "George"
could sound so obscene.
Good for them.
- You want some more coffee?
- Yes, please.
We have all gotta get out of this house
if they're gonna keep doing that.
Yeah, out of the state,
out ot the universe.
What happened to you?
Lisa's dead.
***.
Her body washed up near
Carpinteria a few days ago.
- And some kids found her.
- ***.
Took the lab 'til yesterday
to figure out it was her.
- Do they know what happened?
- Well, she drowned.
- She just... drowned?
- That's what they said.
No evidence of anything else, 'bout...
- But she can swim. Right?
- Yeah,
Just, looks like she drowned.
God.
So I have to...
- go to the coroner up there and get her.
- I'll come with you.
Thanks.
- Nate, what happened to your face?
- I got into a fight.
Good morning, morning glories...
I hope we didn't keep
any of you folks up last night.
They found Lisa's body.
- She's dead.
- Oh Lord.
- I'm sorry.
- So am I.
So am I.
Angelica!
Sweety, I gotta be at work in like ten minutes,
David is going up too with Nate so...
Wait a minute honey, ok?
- Angelica come on.
- Gimme a second.
- Why were you so late last night?
- I was at work.
Yeah, and we had these body comings,
a young girl... you really don't wanna know...
Thank you for taking
such good care of us.
Angelica, I'm serious.
So Keith?
- So what about him?
- You guys are back together?
No.
- Ha, he was there this morning.
- He was a little drunk last night, I let him stay over
I was being polite.
Polite and ***?
And ***, yeah, thank you
for bringing that up.
I never really thought Lisa
and I'd be together forever.
I always knew something
would come along and end it.
I just didn't want it to be me.
I don't believe how much time I wasted thinking.
"please don't let it be me that *** it up".
- And it wasn't.
- No!
Good for me.
You smell terrible.
It's the cavity fluid, sorry. The smell
of it just permeates everything.
You always smell
so cold and lonely...
and it's also weirdly sweet
like an old lady's hair.
It's the Velveton, a moisturizer.
It's to mask the other smell.
- I'll take a shower before I come to bed.
- When I'll die I don't want any of that stuff in me.
- Yeah I don't blame you.
- No, I'm serious.
I don't wanna be chemichalized and boxed up.
I just wanna be taken
out to some open space,
in a forest somewhere,
buried right into the ground,
... nothing between me
and the earth that made me.
- All right you don't wanna end up in a graveyard.
- Nate, the whole world's a graveyard.
- Anybody home?
- Hello.
It's... Joe, I'm across the way, the guy
that you didn't go on a date with last night.
Oh... Hi... Euh yeah... Come on in.
- Hey.
- Hey, what's in the bag?
- Are you... ok?
- Yeah I'm alright I guess...
What's the matter?
- A friend of mine died.
- God... I'm sorry.
Yeah.
- I can go if you wanna just be alone...
- No, no, stay, stay...
I've just been sitting here staring
in the space all morning...
... gotta get my ***
together at some point.
- Chinese food?
- Heu, yeah yeah.
Do you want some? I got a little extra
just in case of... you're around.
It's not a date thing,
just a neighbour thing.
All right.
- You eat shrimp?
- Hummmm...
- There is some salt and pepper shrimp in here somewhere.
- I eat everything but mushrooms.
I don't like mushrooms either.
- They're too much like parts of people, aren't they?
- They just taste dirty to me.
- Here.
- Thanks
Hu..
What's funny?
I don't think I ever had a neighbour
who just stops by before.
So? How is it?
It's interesting!
I don't wanna go in there.
- Ok, I'll handle it.
- Thanks.
This is the worst that I've had in a long time.
It's like those whales when they die.
- Do you know what happens?
- No!
The guts turn to cream and explode, all that's
left when they wash up on shores are big bags of...
- This is my sister in law.
- Oh *** *** ***,
I'm sorry, I thought
you were here on business.
I am and this is my sister in law,
you shouldn't talk like that about anybody.
- Wait, hold on a second.
- What?
It's her jawbone, they used
dental work to ID her.
And here is your death certificate.
- I can help if you want.
- I've got it.
- Very sorry man.
- You didn't know.
- I just need to drive for a while.
- That's fine.
Oh God, Jesus... ***.
Oh God let's get the *** out of here.
- Hey Barb.
- Hi.
- I miss her so much, it's so screwed up!
- I know.
- Where is Maya?
- Nappin'.
You guys have to come up
to Santa Cruz, to the farm,
she'll have a blast with the kids and Hoyd is
so great with the little ones, she'll love him!
Yeah, we will and I hope it'll be fun!
And you remember Simon and Sean.
- Hi
- Hi
- So, which one of you is which?
- Him!
A lot of people like ask you
that everytime they see you...
Hum Hum.
Sorry.
- How was the flight?
- Very very long.
Flying over those mountains is a little scary to us.
I took a couple of Atavan.
- But you found this ok once you got here.
- Well good directions, no problem.
- And the hotel?
- Everything, those were good... good directions...
Love that Mapquest.
Oh that's a good site...
hell of a site, extremely helpfull.
- I'm still a little... shaken up.
- Of course you are.
My little girl is... dead.
- You wanna take a peek at Maya, maybe?
- Yeah, it'd be great
- You are Michaela.
- I am.
- I'm David
- I remember, I met you at the wedding.
- I'm sorry about your aunt Lisa.
- We're not gonna have to see her, are we?
- No.
- That's a relief.
Are you...
- do you think you want something to eat?
- Not me but I bet the rest of them do.
They all love to eat.
I've had this goofy feeling
in my ear for like a week now.
I think it started the other day you know,
when I took the boys to the beach.
- Angelica.
- Hum what?
I was wondering that hum maybe if it wasn't time
for you to start looking for a new place...
- Is he making you do this? He is, isn't he?
- No.
- You know, that's ***.
- Seriously, don't you think it's time,
... that you get on your own two feet a little.
I've always been there for you Vanessa
whenever you needed anything.
And I've been there for you.
Oh well yeah, when it's easy for you when it
fits for you you're there for me... ***!
- Watch your mouth in front of my kids.
- I'm sorry but this ear thing is driving me crazy.
- Angelica...
- No you know what, don't even talk to me Vanessa.
Don't even talk...
Congratulations.
I'm gonna go pack my things.
Come in.
- Can I escape in here for a second?
- Sure.
This house is crawling with people,
there's nowhere to hide...
- What are you doing?
- I try to break my eye open.
Ouch.
It's what Olivier called it.
It's learning to see things differently,
without all the same tired associations
we've made all our sad lives... bla bla bla...
- Well, it's pretty cool.
- Yeah that one's cool,
they're all really cool...
*** Nan Goldin. Hello!...
So... you're back together with Keith ha?
I don't know, maybe...
Do you wanna be?
Mmh.. What I want is...
I think I could be happy going back if I could...
- Break your eye open a little...
- Yeah!
If we both could...
- Why, is it that hard?
- You tell me.
- Yeah the hardest *** thing in the world...
- Yeah it is...
What about you, are you seeing anybody?
You got a thing for anybody?
You're kidding?
Err.. Everyone is an *** who ultimately ***
you over and I'm totally done with that.
I'm thinking about becoming
like a crazy ermite recluse..
- You won't always feel that way.
- Yes I will...
- What?
- David!
Everybody's waiting
for you in the kitchen.
Gotta go...
Thanks for the hide out.
Thanks for listening to me complaining
about my cushy alienated life.
Anytime.
Ok here we go, gentlemen.
That's not what Lisa wanted.
With all due respect Nate, you only knew
my daughter for a few years.
I think I have a little better idea than you
of what she would have really wanted.
She hadn't been so busy throwing
everything in my face with your strange ideas.
- Mum!
- No Barb!
She's getting cremated and she is going
in the family mausoleum in Coeur D'Alène, that is final.
- Peg, in times like these...
- David!
The Kimmels have always
done it this way. Tell him Ed.
We've got a real nice space
set aside for her.
It's almost like a little chapelle
onto itself upon the hill, there.
But that's not what she wanted,
does that matter to you people at all?
But did she have a plan or a will
or something that we could consult...
- Of course she didn't.
- Honey!
- She wanted... She didn't want...
- What?
She didn't want to be embalmed, she didn't
wanna be cremated, she just wanted to be... put...
back in the earth somewhere...
...no casket, nothing.
That is just the sickest thing
I've ever heard.
- Mum.
- No!
... want to be eaten? By bugs... and worms?
Yeah, well you should know that a lot of her
already has been eaten by sharks and fish and shrimp...
- Nate!
- Stop yelling at me, tell him to stop yelling!
- She just wanted to return to the earth it's how she put it.
- Well, ashes to ashes, dust to dust, right?
It seems pretty clear to me.
I just can't believe that you wouldn't wanna
honor your daughter's wishes about this.
- Look it seems to me...
- What?
I think we all need to be a little more aware of
each other's grief right now and a little less agressive...
Well it would be nice to do something that bares
some relation to what Lisa would have wanted.
Thank you.
- But if that's not possible.
- I'm sorry I can't deal with this...
David, you gotta deal with this!
- Why not...
- Why not what David?
Let's all start to try thinking
in terms of... a middle ground...
Yeah.
Hey! It's me.
Hey!
What's going on?
Not much.
A *** lot I guess,
- where are you? Can you talk for a second?
- Sure.
Yeah, I was just on my way
to grab coffee with these...
two absolute idiots who think they're revolutionarists
because they just went to their first flash mob, so...
Later ain't any better!
Say something, speak!
Well, you know my sister in law Lisa,
she was missing for like a very long time.
- They just found her body, she's dead.
- Holy *** ***! Claire.
- Yeah, it's really *** up, isn't it?
- Claire, I'm so sorry.
Yeah.
Nate she's their little girl. If something happened
to Maya, don't you think you'd be a nightmare to deal with?
God David, that's not
the *** point! You know it!
- It's their last chance to be her parents!
- Yeah and I'm her husband so the *** what?
- Should I perhaps leave?
- No!
- Look you know I'm with you on this!
- Well I'm sorry because that's not painfully *** obvious.
That's because, you ***,
I'm trying to keep everybody happy!
- Well it's working!
- I know it's not working!
I think I could go realphabetize
those unclaimed cremains while you guys...
Arthur!
Or I can do that later!
Also it's good for me too.
You're just honest!
You tell me, you think it's ok,
for that *** hydra which
incidently is what Lisa called her. Ok?
Do you think it's ok for her to burn my wife up
in a oven and stick her in a drawer.
And all that Lisa wanted was to be
outside somewhere under the stars.
No but what you're suggesting is against
the law, Nate. We could lose our licence.
Look, I know you wanna do
a good thing for Lisa!
They do too, so do I...
We all wanna do a good thing!
I'm over here!
What can I do for you?
I'm looking for someone to.
I wanted to make a confession.
- Do I know you?
- Hum, no. No I didn't wanna go to my own church.
Ok. Let's have a seat!
- We're not... going in there?
- Well we can if you like but...
... now there's a lot of people
who prefer to do it face to face.
Well!
Ok.
I say hum... I say everything else the same, right?
Like the official way?
You can say it however you like.
- Ok
- Ok
Well I'm married and I have two kids but the other
night I went to a strip club called The Seventh Veil.
- I'm not very familiar with it.
- Oh, neither was I,
but this, but this guy made me go and I met
this girl and and I let her give me a...
.. you know. She... she oraly.
Do you know what the scriptures say
about the sanctity of mariage?
Oh yeah, yeah I'm
kinda.. you know! I... I...
I know the basic position
of the scriptures and and...
- Whatever. Yeah.
- Good.
- Do you know the act of contrition?
- Yes sir... yes.
Oh my God, I am heartily sorry for having
offended Thee, and I detest all my sins,
but most of all because
they offend Thee,
My God, Who are all good and deserving of all
my love. I firmly intend to confess my sins,
to do penance, and
to amend my life. Amen.
That was fast.
- Hello.
- Hi! It's me.
- What's up?
- I just wanted to know when Lisa's funeral is gonna be.
- Nate?
- Yeah, I'm here.
- It's tomorrow at 10 o'clock.
- You want me to come?
- Euh, honestly no.
- Ok.
It's just there's a ***
lot of people here Brenda.
I mean it's all kinds of Lisa's family
from Idaho, it's a mess...
You don't have to explain.
Is that all right?
Sure, you do what you gotta
do to get through this.
I'm trying.
Thanks.
Ok... bye.
Bye.
My sister Lisa didn't believe in borders.
She didn't see the edges
and the lines in between things
that most of us think
keep life managable.
In this meant, if you were
her sister growing up,
she would always come into
your room without knocking,
or she would come into the bathroom
and open the shower curtain
just to tell you about some article
she'd read or some boy she'd met.
And it meant, later on, that she would call me
on the phone sometimes very very late at night
just to tell me about a new
recipe I needed to try. Or...
more recently, some new completely
amazing things that Maya had done.
Or about how well things
were going with Nate.
It also meant that she looked for ways every
day to reach out to the people around her,
to extend kindness to strangers
when it was unexpected
and to push everyone around her to see
the things that unifie us with nature,
with each other,
with life itself.
Lisa didn't believe in borders, and that's
why I know that wherever Lisa is right now,
she's everywhere.
She's everywhere
and that means she's home.
- So are you ready guys?
- Ya, I guess.
Euh... this was one of aunt Lisa's favourite song.
1, 2, 3, 4...
You... who are on the road.
Must have a code.
That you can live by.
And so become yourself.
Because the past...
it' just a goodbye.
- That was an amazing service Nate.
- Lisa would have loved it.
So, where is she gonna be
burried or scaterred or...
We're gonna put her ashes in
a family mausoleum in Coeur d'Alène.
Oh good, Idaho, good, you see that,
I didn't even know she was from Idaho.
We've lost 3 friends in the last month
or so... Kinda takin' it all.
- Your poor thing.
- We haven't even forty yet you know?
- What is it gonna be like when we are fifty or sixty?
- There's so much death.
And Maya what does she gonna do,
she never gonna know her mother.
I don't know how
you deal with it.
- Thanks for coming.
- Yeah...
I'm just sorry it's under such
totaly crappy circumstances.
- Hum.
- But it's so good to see you.
- What have you been up to?
- Not much.
Making bad art,
saying stupid things,
continuing implementation
of my master plan to...
be completely forgotten when I'm gone
and totally forgetable while I'm here?
- You
- Not much.
I got an abortion.
When?
Like right after we broke up.
It's ok. Give me a minute,
did you just tell me that...
we got pregnant?...
that you had an abortion?
And it was mine?
Ours, yeah.
And you didn't call me?
Even think you should at least tell me?
I'm telling you now.
Why are you telling me now when
there's nothing I can do about it?
Because I'm lonely... because I need
somebody to talk to about this.
Claire, I could have been there,
I could have done something.
Russel, believe me,
there was nothing to do.
- What have been if I had been there?
- Like what? I wasn't gone to have it.
I know...
- I could have comforted you.
- With what? Flowers? Balloons?
- Believe me you'd already done enough.
- Jesus.
- Look, I'm sorry... that I didn't.
- Please, gimme a second. Ok? Please!
Just give me a second to get used to
the idea of living with this for the rest of my life.
- Are you *** kidding me?
- No! I'm not!
I'm not kidding you Claire! It's *** sad!
It's *** sad and it's *** up! I mean did you cry?
Did you?
I cried more than you have ever
cried in your whole life.
Then give me a *** second to feel bad
about this. Ok? Just a mother *** second.
- Is everything alright in here?
- Yes George, we're fine thank you.
Ok. Sorry.
- Do you need me to come with you to the crematorium?
- No thanks.
It could be good to have some time alone...
I could... run by in the morning and get the ashes,
y'know, it's on my way, Nate, it's cool!
No thanks, Rico. I told 'em Lisa's folks have
to leave first thing tomorrow.
They'll do it when I get down,
I'll bring her right back.
Allright.
I'm really, really sorry Nate.
Thanks.
Well I'm gonna go straight home.
Ok.
- Say hi to Vanessa and the kids for me.
- I will.
- So I see you in about an hour?
- Ya.
- Hey.
- Hi.
- Nate's gone?
- Yeah
- I hope this whole thing helps him... move on.
- It probably will.
If I lost you Keith
I don't know what I'd do.
You'd find somebody else.
I don't want anybody else.
- I really don't.
- Neither do I.
- Then why do we...
- Keep *** it up? - Yeah.
Because we're human.
Ah, If there was
a way to start over.
If there was actually a way
to start over, I'd do it, I really would.
And is there? Even? Really
a way to start over? Really?
- Just even in general.
- I don't know.
You know, I was talking to Claire and she's trying
to see in this new way, you know, for her art.
I don't know how it happens, I don't
know where the new comes from,
you know, the genuinely new.
- God I don't.
- So, stay with me.
Maybe we'll find out together.
- Things would really have to be different though Keith.
- I think so too.
I mean it. I can't...
- I mean I don't want to sit for anymore therapy.
- I don't either.
But, we have to look for ways to bring the good things
we feel about each other more into the way that we...
get through each day.
Yes, see. That sounds
a little like therapy to me.
- Yeah. Well, it's cheaper.
- Yeah.
Ya. And this is true I know. I gotta quit
my job. That's the one thing I gotta do.
I think you should.
I mean it this time. Everybody
in the security is a *** ***.
- Then quit!
- I'm gonna.
So did we just... What did we just do?
Did we just get married?
No!
- Seems kinda like we did.
- Yeah well don't over think it.
Come here.
- What were you just watching when I came in?
- I have no *** idea.
Well, put it back on. Whatever it
was, just something.
- Hey.
- Hey.
You must go through a lot of money
feeding all these cats.
Actually, I think it's saving money in the long run.
See, this way I gotta walk by all the
homeless people and I think to myself:
"Yeah, I'd love to help you out, but...
- ... I take care of cats".
- You don't do that.
Yeah I do.
That was nice the way
you dropped by the other day.
No that was selfish.
I just wanted to see you.
- Well, I appreciated it.
- Anytime.
- Like tonight?
- I could be free.
It's ok.
Come here!
So what do you want to do?
I'm so sorry.
Thanks for everything you've done for us.
Thank you Nate.
- I'm sorry things got so complicated.
- I am too.
Well these things just have a way
of doing that though, don't they?
They do.
Bye.
Take care.
- I'm glad you're in my family.
- I'm glad you're in mine.
Come on guys.
Watch your steps there.
- So you're gonna go?
- Yeah.
There's still some stuff to clean up
down in the basement, though.
I'll take care of it.
Thanks.
Cremains of
Bruno Baskerville Walsh