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We're at that time of summer when I've got these mixed feelings about the time of summer.
You know, when it's about two weeks 'till school starts up again, and that's nice, but you'd really like it if it would last about six months more.
Also, my problem is that if I have too much time on my hands for too long, I end up in this vacuum totally devoid of inspiration.
So even if I have lots of ideas for things I could do, there is no inspiration there to tell me to do them.
So everything ends up as brain crack.
I think I must have tried to make like four or five videos over the summer that have just come to nothing because I haven't put my sould in it because there ARE NO INSPIRATION!
So in many ways I would of course like to stay here in my sanctuary and enjoy myself all the time.
Like the next half-year.
Alone, during the day.
But then again I know that if I don't get out there and gets new impulses and goes to school a bit, this vacuum will just continue and I will end up depressed, right?
Besides, I'm starting at a school that I really look forward to. Of course, I feel that the commuting could be a bit of a challenge, with more than one hour train trip each way.
And I don't even know how this school year will be, whether I need to attend every day or every third day or whatever. But no matter, every day I attend school will be several hours on train.
But if I manage to do something constructive during those hours, that's just great.
I mean, reading curriculum or knitting, or...
But at the moment I can't think of anything to use that hour for.
Except tieing friendship bracelets or sewing or reading.
I can't sew on the train, can I? No, I can't...
Anyway, so that's what's up.
Anne out.