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Warren: OBEDIENCE TO GOD THROUGH HIS PROPHETS
IS FIRST AND MOST IMPORTANT.
Connie: CODY'S TAKING ME TO THIS DANCE PLACE.
SLOW. SLOW.
AND THEN IT GOES BACK.
I THOUGHT WE WOULD DO SOME CAMPING.
THERE'S CHILI BEANS...
AND MAPLE BEANS.
Val: THESE CLOTHES ARE REALLY REVEALING.
BUT I'M BECOMING MORE EXCITED TO LIVE IN THIS NEW WORLD.
WHAT THE [BLEEP] GOING ON?
WE GET HOME, THE HOUSE IS COMPLETELY DESTROYED.
WHO CARES WHAT THESE BOYS THINK?
I DON'T NEED TO TALK TO YOU.
THIS IS THE LAST STRAW.
YOU CAN'T COME IN MY HOUSE AND DISRESPECT ME!
OKAY, SHUT UP!
CODY WANTS ME TO WEAR
SOME OF THE MOST REVEALING CLOTHES I'VE EVER SEEN.
Matt: [BLEEP] KABOODLES.
HI.
DO YOU THINK THINGS ARE MOVING A LITTLE BIT TOO QUICKLY?
WE'RE NOT AT THE CRICK ANYMORE.
I THINK THAT WE CAN START LETTING GO.
WHOO!
I KNOW THIS IS A REALLY STUPID QUESTION.
I'M GUESSING YOU'VE NEVER KISSED A BOY.
THEY ALL WANT YOU FOR YOUR BODY.
WE'RE JUST GONNA TAKE YOU TO THIS LITTLE SALON.
IT'S SO GREAT, AND WE'RE GONNA TREAT YOU,
AND WE'RE GONNA PAMPER YOU.
WE'LL FIND SOME GOOD STUFF.
OH, MY GOSH.
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WE GAVE HER EVERY OPPORTUNITY TO --
WE JUST MADE HER FREE.
WE JUST MADE HER FREE.
I CAN'T BELIEVE VAL IS BEING SO DISRESPECTFUL
AND PLAYING IT OFF LIKE WE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING FOR HER.
WHEN HAVE I EVER DISRESPECTED YOU GUYS?
YOU HAVE BEEN GIVEN EVERY OPPORTUNITY
TO MAKE SOMETHING OF YOUR LIFE, AND YOU'RE NOT.
Matt: AND WHERE ARE YOU THIS WHOLE TIME?
YOU'RE OFF [BLEEP] YOUR BOYFRIEND.
YOU CAN'T WALK ON WOMEN OUT HERE.
WOMEN HAVE MORE POWER AND HAVE MORE RIGHT.
I CALLED AMIR TO COME PICK ME UP.
I CAN'T STAY IN THIS HOUSE ANY LONGER.
IT'S WORSE THAN THE CRICK.
I'M NOT SURE WHERE VAL'S GOING, WHAT SHE'S GONNA DO,
BUT I'M SURE THIS IS BEST FOR EVERYONE.
[ LAUGHTER ]
OH, GOSH, THAT LOOKS GOOD.
OH, MY GOSH. THIS STUFF LOOKS SO GOOD.
SINCE I LEFT THE HOUSE
AND I'VE BEEN STAYING WITH THESE TWO LDS GIRLS --
JASMINE AND ALLIE --
AND THEY'VE BEEN REALLY SUPPORTIVE OF ME,
UNLIKE THE GIRLS BACK AT THE HOUSE.
YOU KNOW, WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, I COULDN'T EAT SUGAR AND STUFF.
BUT THEY RECENTLY CHANGED THE RULES, SO...
ANY REASON SPECIFICALLY?
WARREN JEFFS JUST DECIDED THAT HE GOT A REVELATION FROM GOD.
REALLY, THE REVELATION CAME FROM HIMSELF.
I'M REALIZING THAT THE RULES AT THE CRICK REALLY HELD ME BACK
FROM DOING WHAT I WANTED TO DO AND EXPERIENCING NEW THINGS.
I AM SO READY TO GET OUT OF THIS DRESS.
IT'S GETTING REALLY ANNOYING.
ALL RIGHT, WE'RE GONNA TAKE YOU SHOPPING.
WE CAN PICK OUT SOME CLOTHES THAT YOU LIKE,
YOU FEEL COMFORTABLE IN,
BUT DEFINITELY SOMETHING DIFFERENT.
YEAH.
NOW THAT THE OTHER GIRLS AREN'T HERE TO JUDGE ME,
I CAN GET OUT OF MY CLOTHES AND EXPERIENCE NEW THINGS
THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO AROUND THEM.
[ BIRDS CHIRPING ]
THINGS ARE REALLY UPSIDE DOWN FOR US RIGHT NOW.
WE'VE GOT TWO GIRLS THAT'S LEFT THE HOUSE,
AND IT'S SUPER-TENSE FOR EVERYONE.
BOTTOM LINE -- ADAPTING TO LIFE OUTSIDE OF THE FLDS IS
AN EXTREMELY DIFFICULT PROCESS.
AND I'M NOT EVEN SURE WHAT THE NEXT BIG STEP IS FOR US.
IT FEELS LIKE WE'RE AT A CRITICAL JUNCTURE HERE.
AND I NEED TO DO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO KEEP THIS SITUATION
FROM GOING OFF THE RAILS COMPLETELY.
AND FIRST, I HAVE TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT WITH CONNIE.
I'M REALLY SORRY HOW I TREATED HER LAST NIGHT.
YEAH.
YOU GUYS ARE JUST LIKE CAROLYN JUST SAID,
I'LL TELL YOU WHAT.
SHE [BLEEP] GETS CHILD MOLESTERS PUT IN JAIL.
WE DON'T SIT HERE AND [BLEEP] FOLLOW [BLEEP] CHILD MOLESTERS.
YOU KNOW, I DIDN'T MEAN FOR LAST NIGHT TO TURN OUT HOW IT DID.
I'VE NEVER HAD A MAN YELL AT ME LIKE THAT.
I APOLOGIZE THAT YOU HAD TO SEE THAT.
I DIDN'T MEAN TO UPSET CONNIE.
I JUST NEED TO REMEMBER THAT HER HEART
IS STILL VERY MUCH IN THE CRICK.
I ALSO WANT TO APOLOGIZE, TOO,
BECAUSE OF THE WAY I YELLED AT YOU.
THAT WAS UNCALLED FOR.
I WAS OUT OF PLACE TO YELL AT YOU.
IT'S FINE. I'M OVER IT NOW.
I CAN'T HOLD FEELINGS AGAINST ANYBODY.
ARE WE FRIENDS, THEN, CONNIE?
DO YOU WANT TO BE?
I DO. I REALLY, REALLY DO.
OKAY. YEAH, WE ARE.
I KNOW BEN AND MATT THINK THAT WE'RE MOVING REALLY SLOW
TO GET OUT OF THE CRICK, AND MAYBE THEY'RE RIGHT.
I THINK I'M GONNA HAVE TO GET
A LITTLE FURTHER OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE.
THANKS.
Jasmine: OKAY, I'M SO EXCITED.
WE'RE JUST GONNA TAKE YOU TO THIS LITTLE SALON.
IT'S SO GREAT, AND WE'RE GONNA TREAT YOU,
AND WE'RE GONNA PAMPER YOU,
AND WE'RE GONNA GET YOUR HAIR DONE.
THIS IS A REALLY BIG DEAL FOR ME
TO BE ABLE TO CHANGE OUT OF MY CLOTHES,
TO BE ABLE TO DO MY HAIR HOW I WANT TO.
IT JUST FEELS AMAZING TO BE ABLE TO DO WHAT I WANT TO DO.
HI. HOW ARE YOU GUYS?
HI, THIS IS MARTHA,
AND WE'RE DOING A LITTLE MAKEOVER FOR HER TODAY.
[ GASPS ] FUN. ARE YOU EXCITED?
YEAH.
DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING IN MIND?
COOL.
WELL, WHY DON'T YOU COME ON OVER HERE, AND WE'LL HAVE A TALK.
THERE ARE NO SALONS AT THE CRICK,
AND EVERYONE DOES THEIR HAIR THE SAME.
SO TO BE IN A SALON RIGHT NOW IS LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE.
OKAY, SO, HAVE YOU EVER HAD
ANYTHING MAJOR DONE WITH YOUR HAIR?
NO.
AND MAYBE DO A LITTLE MAKEUP FOR YOU?
DO YOU WEAR MAKEUP EVER?
I HAVEN'T, BUT I'D BE DOWN FOR IT.
YOU'D BE DOWN FOR IT? OKAY.
YOU CAN'T WEAR MAKEUP OUT TO THE CRICK
BECAUSE YOU MIGHT BE A LITTLE BIT MORE ATTRACTIVE,
AND GUYS ARE GONNA START LOOKING AT YOU.
AND THAT'S A BIG ISSUE.
WHAT MADE YOU WANT TO LEAVE?
I JUST LEFT 'CAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO LIVE LIKE THAT ANYMORE.
WHAT DO YOU THINK IS GONNA BE
THE MOST EXCITING THING ABOUT YOUR NEW LIFE?
FREEDOM. BEING ABLE TO DO WHAT I WANT TO DO.
MM-HMM.
♪ HERE I AM ON THIS RUNWAY ♪
♪ SWIMMING FROM FACE TO FACE ♪
♪ WE'RE CALLING ALL THAT IS BEAUTIFUL ♪
♪ JUST GROWING INTO MY RACE ♪
[ LAUGHTER ]
DO YOU LIKE IT?
YEAH. I DON'T LOOK LIKE MYSELF, BUT...
YOU DEFINITELY DO.
YEAH.
♪ FROM THE CHILD TO ELDER IN STRIFE ♪
♪ ONE-THIRD TO ONE-HALF THROUGH ♪
♪ FORCED TO CHOOSE TO DO ♪
♪ KEEP THE FAITH TILL IT'S GONE ♪
Allie: THE TRANSFORMATION IS NOT COMPLETE.
YEAH. WELL, I KNOW THIS REALLY GREAT PLACE.
IT'S JUST RIGHT UP HERE. WE'LL FIND SOME GOOD STUFF.
MY HAIR AND MAKEUP'S DONE,
AND WE'RE GOING TO GO SHOPPING FOR SOME NEW CLOTHES.
MARTHA, IS THERE ANYTHING, SPECIFICALLY,
THAT YOU REALLY DON'T WANT TO TRY ON?
I'M OPEN TO WHATEVER.
OKAY. THIS IS REALLY CUTE.
Allie: THOSE ARE SUPER-CUTE SHORTS.
IT'S REALLY SWEET THAT SHE, LIKE, THOUGHT ABOUT US
AND TRUSTED US TO DO THIS WITH HER,
'CAUSE IT'S A SCARY THING.
YEAH.
TRY ON ALL THIS STUFF.
I'M REALLY EXCITED, BUT I'M ALSO REALLY NERVOUS.
WE'LL BE OUT HERE.
Jasmine: THE FIRST LOOK.
WELL, LET'S SEE.
I WAS NERVOUS TO COME OUT OF THE CHANGING ROOM
BECAUSE I WAS KIND OF AFRAID THEY'D LAUGH AT ME.
THE FIRST LOOK.
OH, MY GOSH.
YOU LOOK ADORABLE.
THAT'S SO CUTE. HOW DO YOU FEEL?
GOOD.
YEAH.
OKAY. ARE YOU COMFORTABLE?
GOOD.
DO A TURN.
DO A SPIN, DO A SPIN.
THAT BACK IS CUTE!
IN THE CRICK, I WAS NEVER ALLOWED TO WEAR CLOTHES
THAT WERE SO REVEALING,
SO IT'S REALLY WEIRD TO BE SHOWING SO MUCH.
SO AWESOME.
THAT'S ADORABLE.
I'VE NEVER WORN PANTS BEFORE, SO IT'S KIND OF WEIRD.
WELL, THERE'S A FIRST TIME FOR EVERYTHING.
YEAH.
DO YOU LIKE IT?
I DON'T THINK IT'S REALLY MY STYLE, BUT...
NEXT ONE. YOU SEEM MISERABLE.
WAIT. WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH THAT DRESS?
DON'T PUT IT BACK ON.
WHY WOULD I PUT THAT ON WHEN I CAN WEAR THIS?
OH, MY GOSH. YOU LOOK SO GOOD.
I THINK THAT'S THE WINNER.
YEAH. I LOVE IT.
[ LAUGHTER ]
♪ WHAT YOU WANT AND WHAT YOU GET ♪
♪ WHAT YOU WANT AND WHAT YOU GET ♪
♪ WHAT YOU WANT AND WHAT YOU GET ♪
♪ WHAT YOU WANT AND WHAT YOU GET ♪
[ LAUGHS ]
Crystal: YOUR NEW BABYSITTER'S HERE.
Betty: YEAH!
HI. ARE YOU ANGIE?
COME ON IN.
IN ORDER FOR ME TO GET OUT ON MY FEET OUT HERE IN THE WORLD,
I HAVE GOT TO EARN SOME MONEY.
SO LISA, THE LDS WOMAN THAT'S BEEN HELPING US
UP HERE IN SALT LAKE, HOOKED ME UP WITH A COUPLE
THAT AGREED TO LET ME BABYSIT THEIR DAUGHTER.
Betty: MAMA.
WHAT, SWEETIE?
I WANT TO SIT ON THE COUCH.
YEAH, COME SIT ON THE COUCH WITH US.
ANGIE, THIS IS JOEL.
HI. HOW YOU DOING?
JOEL, THIS IS ANGIE.
THIS IS BETTY, OF COURSE. HAVE A SEAT.
FOR HOW MANY BROTHERS AND SISTERS AND I HAD GROWING UP THAT WERE YOUNGER THAN ME,
I THINK I'M PRETTY GOOD AT BABYSITTING.
YEAH.
I JUST LEFT THERE, SO THAT'S WHY I'M STILL IN MY DRESS.
YEAH. WELL, LISA TOLD US YOU'RE AWESOME.
OH, I HOPE. I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THAT, BUT...
COOL. DO YOU HAVE MUCH EXPERIENCE WATCHING KIDS?
OH, YEAH. I'VE HAD PLENTY OF EXPERIENCE.
I USED TO TEND TO MY COUSINS ALL THE TIME.
HOW MANY BROTHERS AND SISTERS DO YOU HAVE?
I'M THE 4th OUT OF 20.
WHOA! THAT'S A LOT.
YEAH, SO, THERE'S 16 YOUNGER THAN ME.
WHOA. SO YOU HAVE A LOT OF BABYSITTING EXPERIENCE.
YEAH, I DID.
[ LAUGHTER ]
WELL, WITH BETTY, IT'S REALLY EASY.
THERE'S TOYS IN THESE BINS.
WE USUALLY PUT HER TO BED BETWEEN 8:00 AND 9:00.
YOU CAN FEED HER SOME DINNER.
SHE LIKES PEANUT BUTTER AND JELLY.
WELL, I WASN'T REALLY WORRIED ABOUT ANGIE AT ALL
'CAUSE I KNEW LISA.
SHE OBVIOUSLY HAS A LOT OF EXPERIENCE WITH KIDS.
AND SHE JUST SEEMED LIKE A GENERALLY NICE PERSON,
AND THAT'S WHAT MATTERS.
WELL, WE GOT TO GO. IT'S BEEN GREAT TALKING TO YOU.
BABYSITTING SHOULD BE REALLY EASY.
I MEAN, JUST ONE PERSON TO TEND? THAT'S GONNA BE A BREEZE.
YEAH.
OKAY, WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR DINNER?
PEANUT BUTTER AND JELLY.
YOU LIKE PEANUT BUTTER AND JELLY?
OKAY, LET'S PUT THE TOYS AWAY.
WAH!
WARREN JEFFS HAD A REVELATION
WHICH BANNED ALL DOLLS AND STUFFED ANIMALS FROM THE CRICK.
LOOKING AT ALL THESE TOYS THIS LITTLE GIRL HAS,
I CAN SEE THAT A LOT OF CHILDREN ARE MISSING OUT.
HOW ARE THE GIRLS SUPPOSED TO LEARN TO RAISE A BABY
IF THEY DON'T HAVE A DOLL?
[ VOCALIZING ]
BACK AT THE CRICK, WE'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO DO ANY SPORTS.
SO BEN AND I DECIDED
WE SHOULD GO PLAY SOME BASKETBALL IN A GYM.
WHAT'S UP, DUDES?
Ben: OH, HEY. WHAT'S GOING ON?
I'M BEN.
NICE TO MEET YOU, MAN.
PETE, I'M BEN.
I'M RYAN. NICE TO MEET YOU, MATT.
IT WAS A LITTLE WEIRD WALKING IN THE GYM
AND SEEING TWO GUYS IN JEANS AND BUTTON-UPS.
WE WERE A LITTLE CONFUSED.
YOU GUYS WANT TO PLAY SOME TWO-ON-TWO?
UH, SURE.
SO, A COUPLE GUYS CAME AND PLAYED BALL AT THE GYM.
I HAVE NO IDEA HOW GOOD THEY ARE, BUT WHY NOT?
OKAY, I GOT TO GET SOME WATER.
SO, WHAT ARE YOU DOING --
WHY ARE YOU PLAYING IN JEANS, THOUGH?
REALLY?
WE JUST CAME OUT OF A RELIGION CALLED FLDS.
YEAH.
NO.
Ben: IN THE CRICK, THERE ARE NO GAMES.
THERE ARE NO SPORTS ALLOWED.
ACCORDING TO WARREN,
CHILDREN SHOULD BE WORKING AND NOT PLAYING.
YEAH, BUT HOW CAN YOU NEVER HAVE PLAYED BASKETBALL BEFORE?
WE WEREN'T ALLOWED TO.
NO SPORTS.
THAT'S A LITTLE STRANGE. NO SPORTS AT ALL? NONE?
NO SPORTS.
Matt: THE GUYS WERE PRETTY COOL,
BUT THEY HAD A LOT OF QUESTIONS ABOUT THE FLDS.
AND THEN I TURNED TO BEN,
AND HE LOOKS LIKE HE'S PRETTY DANG TIRED.
YOU NEED SOMETHING? YOU NEED A BREAK?
YOU GOT AN INHALER? YOU HAVE ASTHMA? WHAT'S UP?
HAVE HIM POUR SOME WATER ON HIMSELF.
IT WAS REALLY FUN PLAYING BALL.
I'VE NEVER DONE IT.
EVER SINCE I'VE BEEN OUT,
I HAVEN'T GOT MUCH PHYSICAL LABOR.
SO, NOT BEING ABLE TO PLAY BASKETBALL
OR ANY SPORTS IN SCHOOL AND GROWING UP.
MY DAD IS ACTUALLY THE BISHOP THERE IN THE CHURCH,
AND HE HAS NINE WIVES AND 62 KIDS.
WHOA!
AND ONLY NINE WIVES. THEY'RE JUST POPPING THEM, DUDE.
I'VE GOT A PICTURE OF JUST SOME OF MY BROTHERS.
IT'S NOT ALL OF THEM.
AND THESE ARE JUST THE BOYS.
YEAH, JUST THE BOYS. MY DAD'S IN THERE, TOO.
EVERYONE LOOKS THE SAME, TOO. LOOK AT THAT.
WOW.
AAH. OKAY.
PLAYING BALL WITH THESE GUYS
REALLY PUT SOME DOUBTS IN MY HEART
ABOUT BEING UP TO SPEED WITH THE GENTILE WORLD.
I'M JUST OVERWHELMED AT WHAT I MISSED OUT ON GROWING UP.
♪ A SUNBEAM ♪
♪ A SUNBEAM ♪
♪ I'LL BE A SUNBEAM FOR HIM ♪
[ COUGHS ]
DO YOU LIKE THAT ONE?
I LIKE THAT ONE, TOO.
ALL RIGHT, YOU BETTER GO TO SLEEP.
IT'S WAY PAST YOUR BEDTIME, GIRLIE.
[ GROWLS ]
I PUT THE LITTLE GIRL DOWN TO SLEEP,
AND AFTER SHE FELL ASLEEP,
I FIGURED THAT I COULD TAKE
A SNEAK PEEK IN A GENTILE CLOSET.
I KNOW I SHOULDN'T GO INTO CRYSTAL'S CLOSET,
BUT WE'VE BEEN TAUGHT OUR WHOLE LIFE
THAT GENTILE CLOTHING IS BAD.
I'M JUST CURIOUS TO WHAT THE STYLES ARE.
AND THESE CLOTHES DON'T SEEM THAT BAD.
THERE'S SO MANY STYLES AND COLORS
THAT WE DIDN'T HAVE AT THE CRICK.
Crystal: HELLO? ANGIE?
[ DOOR OPENS ]
Crystal: HELLO? ANGIE?
I'M IN HER CLOSET. I'M PUTTING EVERYTHING AWAY.
I HAVE A LITTLE BIT OF MAKEUP ON.
I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY. I FELT SO STUPID.
ANGIE?
HEY.
I'M PLAYING IN YOUR CLOSET.
DISCOVER MY CLOSET?
OH, YOU PUT SOME MAKEUP ON.
YEAH.
YEAH.
SO IT LOOKS LIKE IT.
UM, IT'S ALL RIGHT.
MAYBE NEXT TIME, ASK, BUT IT'S ALL RIGHT.
THAT'S COOL.
DID YOU TRY ANYTHING ON?
YEAH? WHICH ONE?
YEAH?
DO YOU LIKE IT?
COOL.
I CAN UNDERSTAND PEOPLE FREAKING OUT
IF THEIR BABYSITTER'S IN THEIR CLOSET,
BUT I CAN ALSO UNDERSTAND WHERE SHE'S COMING FROM.
DID YOU TRY ANY SHOES, TOO?
I TRIED THE RED ONES.
SORRY.
WANTING TO EXPLORE THINGS, TRY NEW THINGS --
IT'S KIND OF COOL TO SHARE THAT.
YEAH, SORRY FOR INTRUDING. I WAS JUST CURIOUS.
NO, IT'S OKAY, YOU KNOW?
IT'S ALL RIGHT TO EXPLORE A LITTLE BIT, YOU KNOW?
JUST ASK FIRST.
YEAH. IT'S ALL RIGHT.
WELL, I GOT THE MONEY DOWNSTAIRS,
SO I'M GONNA PAY YOU,
AND MAYBE WE'LL TAKE YOU TO MY HAIR GIRL NEXT.
[ LAUGHS ]
[ LAUGHS ]
HURRY UP, CONNIE.
ABOUT?
I KNOW THIS IS A REALLY STUPID QUESTION.
AND YOU'RE GONNA PROBABLY THINK I AM TOTALLY WEIRD.
I WON'T.
AT THE CRICK, WE WEREN'T ALLOWED TO DATE,
AND NOW THAT I'M OUT, I HAVE NO CLUE HOW TO DO IT.
MOST BOYS ARE THE SAME.
THEY ALL WANT YOU FOR YOUR BODY.
MOST BOYS.
IN THE FLDS,
THE GIRLS ARE TAUGHT TO TREAT THE BOYS LIKE SNAKES,
AND THE BOYS ARE TAUGHT TO TREAT THE GIRLS LIKE SNAKES.
BOYS LIKE IT WHEN YOU ROLL UP YOUR SLEEVES,
WHEN THEY CAN SEE YOUR ARM.
OOH. I SHOULD TRY THAT.
AND WHEN YOU SHOW LEG. THEY LIKE LEG.
THEY LIKE TO BE TOUCHY.
REALLY TOUCHY.
I'M GUESSING YOU'VE NEVER KISSED A BOY.
NO. THAT'S JUST PLAIN, FLAT SICK.
REALLY? SERIOUSLY?
IT'S SO FUN.
THAT'S SO WEIRD.
SO, WHAT'S IT LIKE?
IS IT ALL SLOBBERY AND...
ONLY IF YOU DROOL ON EACH OTHER.
[ LAUGHS ]
SOMETIMES, THERE WILL BE TONGUE.
UGH!
IT'S CALLED A FRENCH KISS.
YOU'LL LIKE THEM.
THAT IS JUST SICK.
YOU'LL FIND SOMEBODY THAT YOU'LL FALL IN LOVE WITH.
AND YOU'LL LEARN ALL THE NEW STUFF WITH HIM.
I'LL PROBABLY WAIT ON DATING BOYS,
JUST TILL I GET MORE COMFORTABLE OUT HERE.
[ LAUGHS ]
MAYBE IN 10 YEARS.
Connie: NOW THAT WE'RE OUT OF THE CRICK,
CODY AND I CAN FINALLY GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER
AWAY FROM THE EYE OF THE FLDS.
BUT IT'S ALSO A LITTLE SCARY TO US BECAUSE THIS IS ALL NEW.
AND I'M NOT SURE WHERE THE RELATIONSHIP IS GOING.
SO, WHAT KIND OF PLACE IS THIS?
IT'S JUST A LITTLE MEXICAN JOINT.
ARE THEY GOOD?
YEAH, THIS PLACE IS, LIKE, THE BOMB.
YEAH.
[ LAUGHS ]
SOME OF MY ROOMMATES ARE CONCERNED
THAT CODY HAS A REPUTATION OF BEING A HEARTBREAKER.
I KNOW THEY'RE JUST LOOKING OUT FOR ME,
BUT I HOPE THEY CAN EASE UP ON HIM.
WHAT DO YOU LIKE ON THIS?
THE CHIMICHANGAS. THEY'RE ACTUALLY REALLY GOOD.
SERVED WITH SOUR CREAM. HAVEN'T HAD THAT IN A LONG TIME.
WELL, YOU SHOULD TRY IT.
WE AIN'T SUPPOSED TO HAVE SOUR CREAM AND DAIRY PRODUCTS.
WELL, IF YOU WANT TO TRY IT, JUST GO FOR IT.
CONNIE STILL HAS THE MIND-SET OF A CRICKER,
AND SO I'M TRYING TO OPEN HER VIEW
SO THAT SHE CAN ACTUALLY SEE
MORE THAN JUST WHAT SHE SAW AT THE CRICK.
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
IT'S PRETTY GOOD.
Connie: I CAN'T HELP BUT THINKING
OF THE RULES THAT I'M BREAKING,
BUT I'M HAVING FUN.
NO.
I DON'T CARE WHAT CLOTHES YOU'RE IN.
AS LONG AS YOU'RE HERE, THEN I'M HAPPY.
REALLY?
WELL, I THINK THAT I SHOULD START THINKING ABOUT IT.
WHENEVER YOU'RE READY.
WELL, ANGIE AND I ARE BOTH NEW,
SO I DON'T KNOW WHAT SHE WOULD THINK ABOUT ME DOING IT.
I KNOW THAT YOU WORRY ABOUT ANGIE A LOT,
BUT I THINK YOU SHOULD DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO,
AND SHE CAN DO WHAT SHE WANTS TO DO.
MAYBE I'LL START WITH THE LITTLE STUFF,
START, LIKE, LETTING MY HAIR DOWN.
THAT'S FINE.
I'M NOT PUSHING YOU TO DO ANYTHING.
I DON'T KNOW IF I'M REALLY READY FOR THIS CHANGE,
BUT I'M GLAD CODY'S THERE TO HELP ME THROUGH IT.
OTHER GIRLS, WHEN THEY LEAVE FROM THE CRICK,
THEN COME OUT HERE AND WEAR DIFFERENT CLOTHES --
THEY ALWAYS LOOK BETTER THAN THEY DID OUT AT THE CRICK.
BUT I'M NOT OTHER GIRLS.
I KNOW. YOU'RE THE GIRL.
YES.
AND WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?
NOW YOU'RE BLUSHING.
[ BOTH LAUGH ]
♪ I DON'T KNOW WHAT I USED TO DO ♪
♪ WHEN I WASN'T WITH YOU ♪
HI.
DO YOU THINK THINGS ARE MOVING A LITTLE BIT TOO QUICKLY?
WE'RE NOT AT THE CRICK ANYMORE.
I THINK THAT WE CAN START LETTING GO.
[ INDISTINCT CONVERSATIONS ]
WHOO!
I'M NOT SURE ABOUT GOING TO AN LDS CHURCH WITH MOLLY,
BUT I GUESS I OWE IT TO HER.
YOU WANT ME TO GO TO CHURCH?
GOING TO CHURCH WITH MOLLY IS A HUGE DEAL.
I JUST LEFT A RELIGION.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
I DON'T KNOW. IT'S CRAZY.
NO, REALLY, WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
I NEVER THOUGHT I'D BE DOING THIS, BUT --
GETTING MARRIED?
NO, PROBABLY GOING TO CHURCH.
[ BOTH LAUGH ]
I THINK MATT'S GOING TO CHURCH JUST TO GET WITH THIS GIRL.
[ CHUCKLES ]
DO YOU THINK THINGS ARE MOVING A LITTLE BIT TOO QUICKLY?
UH... NO, NOT NECESSARILY.
IF MY FATHER, THE BISHOP OF THE FLDS,
KNEW THAT MATT WENT TO THE LDS CHURCH, HE WOULD TRIP OUT.
[ LAUGHS ]
HEY.
YEAH. LET'S GO.
Ben: WAIT. THERE'S TWO GIRLS?
IF THAT'S WHAT IT TAKES UP HERE IN SALT LAKE CITY TO GET CHICKS
IS GO TO CHURCH, I'M PRETTY SURE I'M GONNA BE GOING TO CHURCH.
♪ SOMEBODY WAKE ME, SAVE MY SOUL ♪
♪ I'VE BEEN AWAY FROM WHAT I KNOW ♪
♪ I'VE BEEN AWAY FROM WHAT'S INSIDE OF ME ♪
ARE YOU EXCITED?
I DON'T KNOW. I DIDN'T KNOW THAT YOU WAS COMING.
OH. SURPRISE.
I'M KIND OF SURPRISED THAT MOLLY BROUGHT STACY.
I'M NOT, LIKE, INTO THE POLYGAMY THEME, BUT TWO GIRLS?
IT'S NOT TOO BAD. [ LAUGHS ]
THIS IS OUR CHURCH.
DON'T BE NERVOUS. EVERYONE'S SUPER-NICE HERE.
THE LDS AND THE FLDS CHURCH ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT.
FOR ONE, THERE'S WAY MORE PEOPLE INSIDE THE FLDS CHURCH.
♪ GO FORTH TO PREACH HIS GLORIOUS TRUTHS ♪
IN THE LDS CHURCH, THEY SING THE SAME SONGS AS WE DO.
BUT IN THE FLDS CHURCH,
WE WOULD NEVER REALLY HEAR
WOMEN'S VOICES OVER THE MICROPHONE.
IT IS A GOOD CHANGE, BUT IT'S STILL REALLY BORING.
[ WOMAN SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY ]
♪ GLORIOUS TRUTHS OF PEACE, OF JOY ♪
[ BIRDS CHIRPING ]
SO, WHAT DID YOU THINK?
I'M STILL ALIVE.
[ LAUGHS ]
I LIKE HANGING OUT WITH MOLLY. SHE'S A FUN GIRL.
BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW THINGS ARE GONNA SHAKE OUT.
LDS AND FLDS COME FROM COMPLETELY DIFFERENT WORLDS,
AND I AM NOT LOOKING TO JOIN THIS ONE.
IT'S AN AWKWARD SITUATION ANY WAY YOU SLICE IT.
WENT TO A MEXICAN RESTAURANT. THEY WERE REALLY GOOD.
WAS IT JUST GOOD OR WAS IT, LIKE, FANTABULOUS?
IT WAS MORE THAN FANTABULOUS.
THINGS CAN'T GET ANY BETTER THAN FANTABULOUS,
'CAUSE IT'S A CROSS BETWEEN FANTASTIC AND FABULOUS.
BUT IT WAS BETTER 'CAUSE IT WAS WITH CODY.
[ CHUCKLES ]
WELL, I WAS TALKING TO CODY,
AND HE MENTIONED DOING A DOUBLE DATE...
...IF YOU WANT TO.
COME ON. IT SOUNDS FUN.
DO YOU SEE ME THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT GOES ON A DATE?
OF COURSE I DO.
IT'LL JUST GET YOUR MIND OFF EVERYTHING.
I DON'T NEED TO MAKE MY MIND OFF OF --
YOU DO. YOU NEED TO HAVE A BREAK.
YOU HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING.
I HOPE THAT ANGIE WILL COME AROUND.
HER AND I HAVE BEEN TOGETHER THROUGH EVERY STEP OF THE WAY,
AND I DON'T WANT TO MOVE FORWARD WITHOUT HER.
WE STILL NEED TO GET OUT.
YOU NEED TO START DATING.
NOPE.
WE TALKED ABOUT HOW WE'VE BEEN OUT FOR A WHILE AND CHANGING.
MM-HMM.
HE DOESN'T WANT TO PUSH ME INTO IT VERY MUCH,
BUT I CAN TELL HE WANTS ME TO GET OUT OF THESE CLOTHES.
I DON'T KNOW. WHAT DO YOU THINK?
MM...I DON'T KNOW.
WITH MARTHA LEAVING AND VAL LEAVING,
THEY'RE ALL MOVING ON.
I MEAN, IT SEEMS LIKE WE'RE JUST KIND OF TAKING IT REALLY SLOW.
SURE.
Angie: HONESTLY, CONNIE IS RIGHT,
BUT I'M KIND OF AFRAID TO STOP WEARING THE DRESS
BECAUSE -- I DON'T KNOW.
I'M AFRAID IT'LL BE MY LAST GOODBYE TO MY FAMILY
AND I WON'T EVEN KNOW MYSELF.
WELL, GUYS ARE TALKING
ABOUT GOING TO THE CLUB TONIGHT AGAIN.
AGAIN? THAT WAS SO LAME.
MAYBE WE COULD GIVE IT ANOTHER TRY AND LET OUR HAIR DOWN.
MAYBE.
I THINK WE SHOULD GIVE IT ANOTHER CHANCE.
WE'RE NOT AT THE CRICK ANYMORE.
I THINK THAT WE CAN START LETTING GO.
AREN'T YOU KIND OF TIRED OF BEING PERFECT ALL THE TIME?
MM, YEAH, BUT NO.
IT'S HARD TO BREAK A HABIT.
WELL, I THINK THAT WE DON'T NEED TO BE SO PERFECT ANYMORE.
I PARTICULARLY DON'T WANT TO GO TO THE CLUB AGAIN.
LAST TIME WE WENT, IT WAS TERRIBLE.
BUT I'LL GIVE IT ONE MORE TRY FOR CONNIE.
OKAY, WELL, THEN LET'S LET OUR HAIR DOWN TONIGHT.
Ben: I'M DEFINITELY HOPING
THAT THE SECOND TIME WE GO TO THE CLUB
IS A LOT BETTER THAN THE FIRST.
THE GIRLS HAVE MADE A LOT OF PROGRESS.
[ TECHNO MUSIC PLAYING ]
I CAN SEE THE GIRLS ARE INTIMIDATED.
I REALLY JUST HOPE THAT THEY GIVE IT A CHANCE.
BACK AT THE CRICK, WE WEREN'T ALLOWED
TO GO ANYWHERE NEAR THESE KIND OF THINGS,
BUT I HAVE ANGIE AND CODY HERE WITH ME,
AND I THINK THAT WE CAN LET GO AND DANCE A LITTLE BIT.
Angie: DANCING AT THE CRICK -- I DON'T EVEN KNOW
HOW LONG IT'S BEEN SINCE ANYBODY HAS DANCED THERE.
I'VE NEVER DANCED MY ENTIRE LIFE.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW.
Woman: YEAH! WHOO!
YEAH, THIS IS SO MUCH FUN!
WHOO!
ANGIE AND I DECIDED THAT THIS WAS A PERFECT TIME
TO LET OUR HAIR DOWN AND START TO CHANGE A LITTLE BIT.
CAN I ASK YOU GUYS A QUESTION? ARE YOU GUYS POLYGAMISTS?
THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT.
I'M REALLY GLAD THAT YOU GUYS ARE HERE
AND YOU GUYS ARE BEING ABLE TO ENJOY YOURSELVES.
WHERE ARE YOU FROM?
Woman: OH, OKAY.
I AM SO EXCITED.
WAIT. HOW COME YOU GUYS CHOSE TO DO THIS?
WE LEFT THE RELIGION, SO WE'RE STARTING TO DO STUFF MORE.
YES!
I GREW UP LDS, LIKE, WAY HARDCORE, SO I CAN RELATE.
HOW OLD ARE YOU?
I'M 19.
SO, ARE YOU GOING TO THE BAR SINCE YOU'RE 21?
I AM THINKING ABOUT IT. I'VE NEVER HAD ALCOHOL.
IF YOU WANT TO GET A DRINK,
THEN I WILL TOTALLY BE DOWN TO GET A DRINK WITH YOU.
YES.
IT'S THE FIRST TIME I EVER MET ANYBODY IN THE BATHROOM,
BUT I THINK SHE'S PRETTY AWESOME.
I LIKE HER.
DID YOU LIKE IT SWEET?
IN THE FLDS, WE ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO HAVE ALCOHOL OF ANY KIND,
BUT I'M 21, SO I FIGURED WHAT THE HECK.
ALL RIGHT.
I GUESS IT'S BECAUSE I JUST HAD
A LITTLE BIT OF REBELLION IN ME ALREADY,
SO I MIGHT AS WELL TRY IT.
WHOO!
WHOO!
[ CHEERING ]
HOLY COW. THAT IS SO DAMN GOOD.
GOOD! YEAH!
[ CHEERING ]
THE CLUB WAS SO MUCH FUN.
FOR THE FIRST TIME LIVING UP HERE IN SALT LAKE,
I FELT LIKE I CAN JUST BE MYSELF WITHOUT BEING JUDGED.
THEY'RE ROCKING IT.
THEY'RE HAVING A GREAT TIME.
NIGHTS LIKE THIS, I JUST FEEL
LIKE I MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE LEAVING THE CRICK.
HOLY COW. THAT WAS FUN. WHOO!
EVER? WOW. OKAY.
SO, FIRST, I DO AN ILLUMINATING MOISTURIZER.
AND THEN I DO A CONCEALER.
HONESTLY, I DON'T KNOW A THING
THAT THIS LADY IS TALKING ABOUT.
LET'S PULL YOUR HAIR DOWN.
UM...
Connie: CODY'S MADE ME REALIZE
THAT I'M OUT HERE AND I'M FREE.
I CAN MAKE MY OWN CHOICES.
I THINK THAT I'M READY TO START DRESSING LIKE A GENTILE.
OKAY, SO, WHAT ARE WE DOING TODAY?
OKAY.
ARE YOU LOOKING FOR A CERTAIN TYPE
OF MAKEUP STYLE, A CERTAIN LOOK?
EVER? WOW. OKAY.
SO, FIRST, I DO AN ILLUMINATING MOISTURIZER.
AND THEN I DO A CONCEALER.
AND THEN WE DO THE BRONZER AND THE BLUSH.
SO, THAT'S BASICALLY, LIKE, YOUR BASE.
HONESTLY, I DON'T KNOW A THING
THAT THIS LADY IS TALKING ABOUT.
TONE YOUR COMPLEXION AND BLEND EVERYTHING TOGETHER.
IT'S STARTING TO SCARE ME, ALL THIS STUFF
SHE'S GONNA PUT ON MY FACE.
SO, WHERE IS IT THAT YOU'RE FROM?
I'M FROM FUNDAMENTALIST CHURCH OF LATTER-DAY SAINTS.
OH, OKAY.
WHY DID YOU DECIDE, ALL OF A SUDDEN,
TO COME IN AND HAVE A MAKEOVER DONE?
A LONG TIME COMING?
Connie: THIS IS ALL I'VE WORN MY WHOLE LIFE.
I'VE WORN SOME DRESSES.
SO YOU'VE NEVER WORN PANTS.
NO. NEVER WORN THEM.
OH, MY GOSH.
NEVER HAD MAKEUP, SO...
COOL.
♪ INSTEAD, I'M TAKING OVER EVERYTHING YOU'VE EVER DONE ♪
♪ YOU TOLD ME ONCE OR TWICE, BUT I CAN'T REMEMBER WHICH ONE ♪
♪ YOU'RE SHADES OF LEATHER, YOU LOOK PRETTY TOGETHER ♪
♪ FOR A GIRL WITH HER TONGUE IN HER CHEEK ♪
I'VE NEVER SEEN A HAIRSTYLE LIKE THIS IN PERSON BEFORE.
HOW MUCH HAIR DO YOU HAVE UNDER HERE?
I FEEL A LITTLE BUN UNDER HERE.
IT GOES DOWN TO HERE.
OH, MY GOSH. HAVE YOU HAD A HAIRCUT BEFORE?
NO.
UNH-UNH.
FLDS WOMEN DON'T CUT THEIR HAIR BECAUSE IN HEAVEN,
YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO WASH YOUR HUSBAND'S FEET WITH YOUR HAIR.
IF CODY ASKED ME TO WASH HIS FEET WITH MY HAIR,
I WOULD TELL HIM HELL, NO.
DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT KIND OF STYLE YOU WOULD LIKE?
[ LAUGHS ]
I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO FIT IN WITH EVERYBODY MORE,
'CAUSE EVERYWHERE I GO, PEOPLE LOOK AT US
LIKE, "WHY ARE YOU WEARING THOSE DRESSES?"
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THAT?
YOU DO? OKAY.
LET'S PULL YOUR HAIR DOWN.
UM...
YOU LOOK THIS GOOD RIGHT NOW.
YOU MIGHT AS WELL JUST FINISH, RIGHT?
OH, REALLY? FINISH LOOKING GOOD?
YEAH, YOU LOOK REALLY GOOD.
OKAY.
OKAY, LET'S LET IT DOWN, I GUESS.
OKAY. LET'S PULL IT DOWN.
THIS IS REALLY CRAZY.
OH, IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL.
WE'RE TAUGHT THAT IF YOU HAVE ANY OF YOUR HAIR HANGING,
THEN YOU'RE STRUGGLING
AND YOU DON'T WANT TO BE A PART OF THE PRIESTHOOD WORK.
Woman: YOU LOOK SO PRETTY! [ LAUGHS ]
SO, WHAT DO YOU THINK?
I THINK IT'S REALLY PRETTY.
I REALLY LIKE IT.
I BELIEVE HIM. [ LAUGHS ]
THE PLACE THAT SHE COMES FROM IS JUST SO DIFFERENT
FROM THE WORLD THAT I GREW UP IN.
IT IS JUST AMAZING TO ME TO MOLD HER
INTO THE NEW PERSON THAT SHE'S MOVING INTO, I GUESS.
Connie: IT'S SCARY TO SEE MYSELF LIKE THIS,
BUT, AT THE SAME TIME, I'VE NEVER FELT THIS GOOD.
CODY WANTS ME TO WEAR
SOME OF THE MOST REVEALING CLOTHES I'VE EVER SEEN.
Matt: [BLEEP] KABOODLES.
I'M A LITTLE BIT PISSED AT YOU RIGHT NOW, CONNIE.
Connie: IT'S GONNA BE WEIRD GETTING OUT OF THESE CLOTHES.
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT A SUN DRESS?
IT LOOKS LIKE MY SLIP.
IT'S KIND OF CUTE.
YOU GOT TO GET OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE, RIGHT?
YEAH, BUT I'VE STILL GOT TO TAKE IT SLOW.
CODY WANTS ME TO WEAR
SOME OF THE MOST REVEALING CLOTHES I'VE EVER SEEN,
AND I'M GONNA KEEP MY MODESTY.
COME ON.
THE FIRST THING THAT I THOUGHT
WHEN I SAW MYSELF IN GENTILE CLOTHES --
IT WAS, "DAMN, I LOOK SO GOOD."
♪ ALL THE THINGS THEY SAID ♪
MMM, MMM!
[ LAUGHS ]
♪ I HOPE IT'S NOT TRUE ♪
EVER SINCE I WAS 13, I WENT TO ST. GEORGE WITH MY MOM,
AND I WOULD LOOK AT OTHER GIRLS.
I THOUGHT THEY WERE JUST SO CUTE.
I MEAN, THE SHIRT AND PANTS -- I LOVED THAT LOOK.
♪ ELECTRIC CARS, NEW DIRECTION ♪
♪ OH, OH ♪
THAT LOOKS GOOD.
I LIKE THIS.
YEAH.
OKAY, LET'S GET IT.
I'M STILL NOT USED TO WEARING THIS.
WELL, I THINK YOU LOOK GOOD, SO...
I GOT RID OF MY LONG UNDERWEAR,
BUT I'M NOT GONNA WEAR ANYTHING THAT'S TOO REVEALING.
ARE YOU GONNA WEAR IT OUT?
OKAY.
I'M REALLY NERVOUS.
ANGIE'S LIKE A SISTER TO ME,
AND I KIND OF FEEL GUILTY FOR NOT BRINGING HER WITH ME,
BUT I HOPE THAT SHE'LL ACCEPT MY DECISION.
HEY, GUYS.
Matt: HOLY [BLEEP] KABOODLES.
YOU LOOK TOTALLY DIFFERENT.
I'M A LITTLE BIT PISSED AT YOU RIGHT NOW, CONNIE.
I'VE NEVER BEEN IN A SALON BEFORE.
THESE ARE CUTE. YOU COULD WORK THEM.
YOU READY?
[ LAUGHS ]
YOU REALLY WANT ME TO MEET YOUR DAD?
YOUR FATHER IS THE HEAD OF THE FLDS?
DID YOU KNOW ABOUT ALL THIS?
I CALLED MARTHA, AND SHE SAID SHE'S COMING BACK.
AND THAT'S WHEN ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE.
I'M THINKING ABOUT MY MOM. I HAVE NO CLUE WHERE SHE'D BE.
KIND OF A GOOD-NEWS/BAD-NEWS SCENARIO.
SO, WE'RE GONNA BE HEADED DOWN IN THE CRICK.
THAT'S MY BROTHERS RIGHT THERE IN THAT TRUCK.
I AM LEFT WITH A REALLY HEAVY DECISION.