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what is going on everybody my name is Billy and welcome to another video in
today's video I'm going to be watching a performance from Hua chenyu a lot of you
guys wanted me to see this performance by him it is called dad I am harm i
believe that this is a personal song from Hua chenyu a lot of you guys have told
me about his past and he's upbringing which i can sort of relate in some parts
like growing up in a family that was basically broken being alone they are
things that I had to experience through my childhood so I can definitely feel for
him in that sense Hua chenyu has a really great voice and the fact that he
has come so far in his life and like turned to music you know is really great
you know there are people in the world that have had a lot of bad experiences
in life and to see Hua chenyu actually achieve greater things just inspires me
to you know want to look to the future not think about the past because we
cannot change the past like the past is the past you know we can only look
forward in life so it just yeah he really does inspire me so yeah guys I'm
very looking forward to hearing another performance by him it has been a little
while some of you guys told me I should watch this with subtitles but the thing
is when I watch a video i download them first because I have really bad
internet so I'm able to watch the video without it stopping and starting so um
yeah I will definitely look at the subtitle one after I do the one without
subtitles but I'll do that off of the video so I can get a full understanding
with the lyrics and what he's really saying sorry no guys enough of me
talking let's just get into this all right people let's get into this in
three two one polite okay here we go
dad I'm home ow so it does have subtitles okay that's that's good
oh my I don't think I'm ready people
but why I saw my dad constantly beating my mum
so you know this
this is so sad ow God
this is very emotional people
ow my god
no
this is so sad
people I cannot
I was not ready for this
oh my god people I cannot aaa it's so emotional god this is so personal
oh don't cry it's okay
oh I feel the pain
I'm a mess
Oh
sing it yes
no
I cannot it's too much
I feel it I feel it
I'm just an absolutely mess amazing Oh bless him
my god I wasn't I wasn't no no I'm gonna talk
about this I have to talk about it
thank thank you
oh my god I'm an absolute mess people oh my god I'm so sorry I I couldn't help
but get emotional I was really really sad um that was so beautiful and so
powerful he he gave so much emotion in that song that was such a personal song
to him and like his um mother was beaten by his father like that was so sad rally um
it kind of reminded me a bit of my childhood to be honest like I am I
wasn't treated fairly as a child like my like abusive this is something I have
did with in my life like I have been abused and my mother in some sense so it
I can relate to that and it's it's sorry so sad and my god this video as it is
like stuff like this that is very emotional definitely hits me and Wow
I'm amazed like that takes a lot of courage to be able to go up on stage and
be able to perform that he had guts to do that and like I commend him for it
like well done Hua chenyu like you deserve a round of applause from me like
absolutely amazing like oh my gosh people I cut whoo okay I had to take like a
few minutes to get myself together because this performance Broke me it
really did it it broke me this was just an absolute masterpiece and he he shared
his pain and like his past with us and to me I think that it's just like a
beautiful thing like to actually do that but he had the courage to put himself
out there and like let people know of his past you know and like my god
I could really hear the pain in his voice I could really hear the suffering
not only the lyrics but when when he sings he puts so much emotion into the
vocals and I was able to feel that and I was very moved I was very moved by that
like it takes a bit to move me but yeah I that did that really for my part I'm
sorry that I wasn't absolute mass that wasn't I didn't think I'll get so
emotional in this video but um yeah it was definitely hard to watch this it was
really hard like there were moments in that video where I was just like I can't
watch it anymore it's so emotional to me so I managed to watch the whole thing but
yeah it destroyed me I'm very sad and also very happy at the same time I have
I have so many emotions oh thank you so much for requesting this to me this kind
of sheds more light on Hua chenyu I feel in a way I I see him differently
now after this performance I see him as something more greater like oh
wow I just got shot I just got shot in the heart gold golden this performance
is golden and I am definitely going to treasure this performance because I feel
that like it's very personal to me it I can relate maybe not to everything but I
can relate to some factors of this song did you guys get emotional like this
song like did anyone else cry or was it just me cuz oh my goodness this song
made me and it also broke me as well like such a great performance by him the
way he spoke about his past and just the way he
ejected his vocals in when he saw it was just it was it was just a shot to the
heart and like I I'm in love I'm in love with eyes I think I'm gonna leave it
here because I'm I'm seriously I need to get myself back together I am I'm broken
that performance broke me love is all that I can say for this performance and
yeah I definitely feel for him and I really hope that in his life you know
things do become more positive for him and he will be able to find the light
even though he started in darkness so I really hope so anyway guys is this
basically all from me thank you so much for suggesting this to me the original
link will be in the description below and I hope you will have a wonderful
fantastic day and my name is Billy and Billy is now out take care guys bye