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I found myself in a big emptiness,
I neither want to let myself fall off
Nor struggle to climb up
I guess this must be being stable.
Or waiting for death...
Ambiguity was always the biggest fear of mine,
Somehow, it is pleasant now and it's endurable
Not to know anything about tomorrow
in fact, I am so afraid to predict it
I might be deceived by my heart beating
It makes me believe that I am alive,
but I don't even remember the last time I felt alive
My hopes, dreams that I clung very tightly
ripped my nails out and left me day by day
Neither the Earth stopped spinning around
Nor the sun faded by my darkness
I only have one memory when I look back
everything was in its proper place
houses tumbled down over me
with all my pictures on my walls
Broken frames, all those glasses...
Everywhere, there was blood and tears
And the next morning,
everybody was going to work...