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It was April of 2002 and
I felt a lump on my collarbone on my left hand side
and I went to the doctor to have it checked out.
He did a biopsy
The test results arrived three days later. we were both sitting in the doctor's
clinic
and he just came straight up and said to us
that he'd run the tests and what she had was
Hodgkin's lymphoma which was a form of cancer.
I was numb I was actually really numb.
Fear suddenly entered our life
like it had never ever been there before.
It continued to progress and get worse and spread throughout my body
over a period of actually three years and 10 months.
I had decided against chemotherapy
because I watched my best friend and my husband's brother in law
both die while having chemotherapy
and it appeared to me that it was the chemotherapy that was actually killing
them. Anita takes alternative treatments
but gets worse.
My lungs were filled with fluid I was breathing with the aid of an oxygen tank
I had open skin lesions I weighed about
80 85 pounds because my muscles had all
deteriorated and so I just started to come to terms with
the fact that I was gonna die.
Anita's time is running out.
On the morning of February, 02 , 2006
I didn't wake up.
The oncologist actually said to me, "These are whole last few hours
she's not gonna make it through the night. If there's somebody you need to call
call them now." I think it was at that moment
that I felt
I guess you could say I almost felt the life
drained out of me.
Throughout the night Anita seemed lifeless
but her mind was churning.
During this experience I felt as though
I crossed over into another dimension
where I became aware of things
far beyond that hospital room where I was in.
Anita Moorjani
has vivid memories of seeing the afterlife.
I became aware of my best friend who I had lost to cancer.
I had been in a lot of guilt because I didn't spend
her last days with her because it was too painful for me to watch her die when
I was dealing with my own illness.
When I
met her in the other realm...All I felt from her was
unconditional love and understanding. She completely understood why I wasn't there
and it was just a really amazing it was such a relief for me.
I was given a choice as to whether to come back
or whether to go onward into death.
At first I absolutely want to go onward into death because this realm was so
amazing.
It was just so beautiful and also
I didn't want to come back into a sick body but then
the next thing that happened was I started to understand
that if I chose to come back into my body my body would heal very quickly.
My best friend seem to say to me
go back and live your life fearlessly
and it was from that point on that I started to open my eyes
and come out of the coma.
I guess that was one of the happiest moments of my life I mean
I could feel myself
ecstatic probably the happiest person in the world happiest person in
the universe!
but Anita's body is still riddled with cancer.
I kept saying,
"I'm gonna be fine, I know I'm gonna be fine
don't worry about me."
My initial reaction at that point was like, "Yes Dear."
and I was thinking like any medical professional yes there's being damage
there's been oxygen depravation.
but Anita's situation takes another unexpected turn
Even though everybody thought
that I was in a coma I didn't realize I was in a coma because I was aware of
everything that was going on around me. When the doctor walked in
I recognized him straight off and he was very surprised because I started
to tell him what procedures he had done on me and he was very very surprised. He said,
"How do you know you were in a coma?"
When she started telling us things about what had transpired
it was pretty quick that I realized that..
okay there's something here that's
no quite normal.
Not quite normal turns quite
miraculous. Everybody started to get really really surprised and
within four days my tumors had shrunk by 70 percent.
and
within three weeks they couldn't find any
cancer with all the tests they were doing.
There's some medical literature describing how rare
spontaneous regression of malignancy is years. Now that happens perhaps only one in a
hundred thousand cases.
In by regression I just mean the cancer gets smaller
for to completely go away is even much rarer yet.
Several doctors looked into my case after this happen
and each doctor has come up with a different explanation.
The doctors that treated me they feel that
it was their treatment. I believe it was my altered state of consciousness.
As soon as I realized that truth of who I really am
I knew that I would be healed.