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Well, this has taken a while.
Yeah, public transport round here's not great.
I meant us meeting, but I'll bear that in mind.
- Have you got what we need? - Yeah, it's all in the bag.
Cool.
So do you want to do this now, or should we chat for a bit first?
Yeah, I'd like to chat a bit first. Get to know you a bit.
- You don't know me enough already? - Well, yeah, but...
...it's different in real life, I mean...
- You know what I mean? - Yeah, I know.
You've got a nice flat.
It's not mine, it's my dad's.
You want to do this in your dad's flat?
It's as good a place as any, isn't it?
Well, I suppose, but do you not think it'll be a bit weird?
I mean, is this his room?
Is this his bed?
I've...
I've always imagined it this way.
It just feels right.
Anyway, he deserves it.
This way he'll have a nice little treat for him when he comes home.
Unless you want to do it somewhere else?
No.
I guess you're right.
It's as good a place as any.
- You're really pretty. - I'm not.
No you are.
I mean...
Your photos are lovely, but...
...you're even prettier in the flesh.
You're not so bad yourself.
It's nice to finally be with someone.
I know we've been talking about this for a month, but...
...now that it's here, and you're here...
I know this is gonna be amazing.
I think so too.
You sure you want to do this?
- Yeah. - Are you really sure?
I think so.
Well that means no. You having second thoughts?
No. I'm just a bit nervous, that's all. I've not done this before.
- Well, neither have I, funnily enough. - You know what I mean.
After today, you won't have to be nervous any more.
I knew it. I...I knew it.
Every time!
Every time I think I've found the right person, they bail on me!
They either stop talking to me, or they change their minds and they bail on me!
- I'm sorry. - Well what are you doing here? Why did you come all this way?
Whatever happened to "This is all I want" and "I have to do this"?
- That was all true! - Oh, bull.
It was! Up until about five minutes ago.
Well what's changed?
Sitting in front of you now...
knowing what we're about to do
it doesn't make me feel good.
In the past, when I've thought about it, it's made me feel calm.
It's made me feel happy, or even excited.
But then, when I've got close to it, I've freaked out.
It's just so hard.
What made you think today would be any easier?
I thought being with you would be different.
I don't want to be alone. I'm sick of being alone.
That's why you went on the website.
People on there were feeling the same way I was.
And then I got talking to you, and I liked you.
You made sense.
You made me feel like this is something that I wanted to do.
And now we're here, and we're about to do it, and it just doesn't make sense.
I actually can't believe I'm here!
I must be mad.
Why do you feel different now?
You called me pretty.
No one's called me pretty in such a long time.
You might be able to beat your demons, but I can't beat mine.
Other people would be lying if they said they hadn't thought about it too.
If we were to do this, then yeah, all our problems would go away.
But the problems that we're feeling now won't last forever.
This will.
Instead of letting the demons beat us, why don't we just live to beat them?
'Cause I don't see the point.
And I don't see any reason to try.
I've just found a reason.