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freak!
they label me.
satin disturbances
or is madness lack of limits itself?
is there limit for madness?
if there's this limitation somewhere
I want to be excluded of knowing them.
they say man is responsable for his own destiny.
but me, I have nothing to do with this destiny myself
you may ask
if this poor young thing does not have family
friends,
some hand to hold
I give you the answer but I'm afraid they can be not trusted.
and then I introduce myself.
I start from my dear mother.
a lady
very decent.
early married for she got pregnant.
poor dear.
she really belived immortal love.
abandoned.
my father lef us to live with one of his puils.
beaultiful young creature
she used too much make up to look older.
from the unexpected pregnancy I was born and so my brother.
twins.
that's right.
my image and likeness
already in childbirth was keen to be the first one seing the light.
always the first.
first one to walk first one to talk
first one to have sex.
girls liked him yes they did.
but not she!
she was mine!
it was I, she saw me first!
but she chose him.
he laughed! laughed in my face.
he knew I wanted her. Oh god! so badly!
his smell linger in her body.
the other night I waited for my dear mother got in to sleep.
he had gone to a party thought he woul never come home.
I went to the garage and took the little axe with me.
I was hiden
finally I heard the key on the lock.
it was him. I heard steps on the staris.
I could have take his head there. but I waited.
half an hour later I broke in his bedroom and there he was.
lying with shoes.
I took a deep breath
and geve him the firs hit.
now laugh!
why aren't you laughing? you wicked!