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CONFESSION TRAMPLED DOWN IN THE CORNER
Music and Lyrics by Kristian Simeonov
Instrumental Arrangement by Cecy Dishev
Why did I believe in this common delusion?
When did drugs trap me in this sinister game?
Why didn't I run away?... so much insane...
I said to myself: “I can always stop that!”
So much more honestly a gun-bullet-lead
or a hangman most cruel strikes you down dead
than the mean jerky rotter who stark mad pinned me,
underhand giving me a drug dosage for free.
Was it so much that I wanted in nights?
A piece of a sunset and a drop of moon light…
Like so many others I kept a step with:
I decided to try it just for the fun.
Why should they think I’m the clumsiest geek?
I showed off and went in a mad downhill run.
The avalanche too… is so much more honest
wiping you out in the blink of an eye…
But bitter days smash you with pain every hour
You’re impotent even for a tiny help-cry.
Is it so much that I'm craving this moment?
A piece of a morsel and a drop of some water!
All of my memories well up in my eyes –
dull mind relapses in a chemical pain-woe…
Sure, it was nice in the bright colors sight:
a palette is sparkling as a motley rainbow!
It is really grey now with cramps in my throat
I crave for a pill just to sink in a fog.
I feel the heat, warmed by a street lamp in winter
The world now is hidden in a small silver needle.
Was it so much that I wanted in nights?
A piece of a sunset and a drop of moon light…
Exceptional once… I failed to be leader.
I really don't want it but I steal every day.
It is really “hard" now in a fiery fever:
My laugh and my cry sound the very same way
Is it so much that I'm craving this moment?
A piece of a morsel and a drop of some water!
While people step over me I feel like a hero
Without inhibitions I stink like a trash can.
They give me here old rags to later recline on,
They give me there pillow to cover my head...
Whom should I say: There’s no turning back!
How could I describe the wildest starvation?
And who cares that I had my future and luck,
I sentenced myself …without any salvation…
Slide show by L.B.