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Ima constant contradiction
Constantly caught between nihilism and existentialism
I had a year of manic depression
I found out it was a phaze, and ive *** so many *** that im thinking i got aids.
Thinking about my haves and have-nots
I have not got a steady girl
I have not got a steady focus
And i cant keep my body still.
In the year 2005 i did way too much ***, where i no longer feel depressed
But i really dont feel anything.
Ive spent most of my free time sitting around and being bored,
And i aint ate a decent meal since the first time that i left home.
And every woman that i meet tries to tell me that their good cooks and since they take yoga classes is supposed to mean that they can ***.
Im looking past every single typical chick cliche' and how these stereotypes are supposed to judge a woman anyway.
Im a horrible listener but i really like to talk
So just shut your *** mouth come here and suck my *** ***.
I never like bringing girls back to my house, cause its always hard trying to find a way to kick em out.
Cuz im an ***
Ima constant contradiction
Constantly caught between nihilism and existentialism
Im an ***
Ima constant contradiction
Constantly caught between nihilism and existentialism
I really like to talk ***
But i cant take my own medicine
And we gotta have it my way
And if we dont then i feel offended.
And im tired of being bothered by people i never met.
Id rather be alone then pretend like i wanna meet your ***
And you probably wouldnt be around for my death
Just like how your *** wasnt even around for my birth.
All i need is a reason to *** hate you.
It gives me a year's worth of motivation
So thank you, thank you
Thank you for my pressure, my pain.
Thanks for stabbing me in the back
Instead of stabbing my face
I can remember the last time i even tried to rhyme.
Maybe its cause all my musical optimism has died.
And the only reason i still record is cause im bored. plus i like to complain
And go and *** about everything
So im here. Cause my Dad didnt wear a rubber and my Mom didnt take the morning pill they day after.
And everyone always thinks theyre a good judge so they tell me theyre oppinions like i could have given a ***.
But im an ***
Ima constant contradiction
Constantly caught between nihilism and existentialism
Im an ***
Ima constant contradiction
Constantly caught between nihilism and existentialism