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Good evening!
Even though it's morning x))
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Today I'n going to review a school sketchbook. Again
I barely draw in other sketchbooks
Well, actually, I have one which will end soon
But no spoilers for now c:
This one I made myself, using coptic stitch
I finished it in less than a month
It has only 40 sheets, it's the smallest handmade sketchbook I have
Also I acctidentally bought thinner paper
But it handles markers good anyway
This is the sixth school sketchbook (I have 7 finished books in total)
The beginning is fine, but in my opinion, this sketchbook is far not the best one ._.
It has some nice sketches, but I'm not satisfied with it
I don't like these pages
Here I was thinking about the digital piece dedicated to 4.13
(if you read HS you know what this is)
In the end I took a piece I started a month ago and finished it x)
It escaped the terrible fate of unfinished drawings
I'm trying to not draw Hussie with lips, 'cause it doesn't turn our well
Here's Darhan in his second "godtier"
It's hard to choose colors for the clothes
So I just made it gray
I wasted almost all my purple highlighter on this piece
I drew this 'cause somtimes I have this kind of paranoia
that Hussie is watching me sleeping
or smth like this
The camera changes colors >:C
Here's Darhan (kinda me) sleeping
I don't like these pages neither
Here's a small sketch for the idea which will never come to life
These sketches of me and Dirk are dedicated to a dream I once had
I was in my hometown with him
and Dirk was SUPER REAL
AND THAT WAS SOOO WEIRD AND COOL
he was made of flesh and blood and he was breathing and speaking to me
and his hands were warm
it was super real
Maybe I was drawing these when the last updates came out, I don't remember
John is pretty good here
This is Hussie's hand
he is, like, creating his characters from nothing
I like Terezi, but I don't draw her often
I think shippers are screaming right now x))
I don't ship them though. This sketch is dedicated to my friend who's now in Finland
I often mention her in my reviews
I'm going to explain all of these xD
I tried to draw in Hussie's style a little
(which was WASTED by the end of the comic)
One day I made a little gif with John (it doesn't work for some reason)
and this is, kinda a continuation of this theme
So here's the story:
You know (if you watch my videos) that sometimes I have random drawings appearing in my dreams
Like, I'm browsing tumblr in my sleep and I stumble across a drawing
Idk if this is my pic or not mine, it doesn't metter
So I draw pictures from my dreams
And back then, I had a dream about HS updates (which are not rare)
And I have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHY
EQUIUS HAD A RED HEAD, WHY THEY WERE TOGETHER
I just drew it, that's all :{
Some nostalgia
some weird things are happening sometimes
These are sketches for a school project
We have to make a design for a room we want to live in
I don't like it at all x{
I don't remember why I drew this..
Just read it
Sometimes I make weird stuff with anatomy
And here's Redglare with little Darhan
She is teaching him how to control the Mind aspect
I have an idea of ancestors teaching him how to control different aspects, 'cause they are cool and wise
I don't tell my thoughts to anybody, tbh
I love my new marker, so I drew some weird stuff
And here's a thing only one person will understand, I guess
Tried to fight my art style, as always
Maybe I had a dream with him or smth
These pages are not so bad though
(just read it lol)
I have another version of this comic:
-Son, who's you favourite character? -Eridan -I HAVE NO SON
We were drinking tea with the classmates
as always. we often drink tea
it has a nice color
Here's Hussie combing Darhan's hair 'cause it's cute
I like these sketches
I think it was the day of the last update
I was nervous (well everyone was I guess)
So this is the day after the 4.13
'cause I have been thinking about what has happened a lot
Fav characters which I will never see again ~_~
I drew this in a hospital
I was sitting and waiting for my turn to go and a little girl was watching me drawing
Kids often watch me drawing
And I was like a drug dealer lol
('cause HS is a scary thing)
These are pretty good too
Jake has a better background though
Again, torturing chatacters with a terrible style
Not the pretties Psiioniic
I don't like these pages, it's dark and the colors are dirty :C
welp, my fault
Ahhh I liked her so much and she died Q_Q
Even good villains are dying :_:
Weird mecha animals, idk
I just wanted
Forgive me if smth like this triggers you
I love to draw body horror sometimes
Some time ago I desperately tried to beat Sans
I got a neutral and a true endings, so the no mercy run is not finished YET
I'VE REACHED HIS FINAL ATTACK BUT HE KILLS ME ANYWAAAY
Chara is, like, dead, so..
And this is Mt. Ebott but it doesn't look the same
I tried to change his hairstyle, 'cause I don't like my version
I was inspired by some other artists
Honestly, I don't save any HS fan art (only OTP pics, but I don't search them)
I'm not following any HS groups or smth like this
I'm afraid of any signs of the fandom
AND IF I SEE SOME HS ON MY DASH IM RAGING AND CRYING cause it's my biggest trigger
(even OTP pics trigger me, and it's VERY PAINFUL)
sorry for this, I didn't plan to.. tell you this stuff ._____.'
I have only a small amouth of pictures from the 2011
I just got used to them, somehow..
I LOVED to save HS pictures, and I wanted MOREE
So this dump of pictures I have now never changes. It's, like, my family now, lol
To be honest, this fear is complicated, and I don't know how to explain it...
It's hard to live with it. I feel like a disabled
sorry .___.
This is Darhan at the different age
I don't know how to draw kids xC
This is how he looks like now
Sudden animals
This should be my cat but it doesn't look the same
And this is a dog, he is black
I've drawn him two times
The same dog
I was drawing an other character, but my hand slipped lol
One day my grandpa came to my city
(he lives in my hometown)
And this is some kind of a metaphor on him and me
The Sufferer and Darhan (me)
And the grand Highblood
I like him, but I can't draw him
this is the pain when you can't draw your fav characters
(he looks like Asgore a bit)
These pages are ugly
The only normal thing here is Darell
Anthro- Jade, idk
I promised I will not draw Hussie with lips again, but screw the system
I was suffering here 'cause of style
I don't remember if I told you the case of these characters
These two are the one person IRL
I have sprites of them
This human combines two trolls
It's a funny story, but idk if I'll tell you this
I'm not telling 'cause I'm shy and I'm not sure it's interesting u_u
These two came out pretty good
(shippers, chill)
Dedicated to the most favourite chatacters I'll never see again
These are sketches for a picture from a dream, again
And this dude is from a dream too
I was browsing feed and stumbled across an anime trailer
and all the people in the comments were SUPER HYPED
like "WOW IS THIS A NEW SHOW" "IT IS SO COOL"
and some people said that those characters belong to one person and this anime has no manga
and the creator is super cool and made everything by themselves
and in that trailer there were some weird ***-y male characters in slinky costumes
and the plot was about the virtual reality or smth
idk (・_・)
So here I tried to draw the main character
And he looks like Makishima from "Yowamushi Pedal"
he didn't turn out well x(
And here comes some dark ***, sorry
I draw this dude sometimes
Idk, I was feeling bad, sorry guys
I know it suck to see your favourite characters in... this condition ._.
I have reasons for that
Sorry if it hurts you
Well, at least I like the style
When I want to try a new style, I think this won't work, 'cause everything had been done already
and it's impossible to make smth new
Eridan is good here
Caliborn is a.. very interesting character x)
Eridan with horse face
I have no comments for such drawings
That thing again with John
Here's Dave, and I honestly have no idea why I drew him like this
I've been drawing and drawing.. and drew this
the hands are pretty good
sorry for this mess
Anthro Jade again
she is hysterical
Karkat is ok here
Some of my "9" characters
this one has a very stupid name, I should change it
my classmate
(all the 0 characters look the same lol)
she is not a... "living" character anymore
I had A LOT of "9" characters back in those days
I drew Hussie with lips again!
But here he came out pretty well
And I like him here too. With a bit longer hair
Quite a long time ago I used to draw characters with longer hair
And one time I accidentally drew Hussie with long hair
I was getting used to the gouache paints
(that was an old piece)
These two are separate
Again some stuff from my thoughts 8(
well I don't care
This cover is all dirty
I knew this would happen
you shouldn't make a white cover, especially when you take your sketchbook everywhere
So this was the last school sketchbook for now
A less than a month of school left now
exams, university, etc
For now I draw in some other sketchbooks
At first I thought to use my A4 handmade sketchbook
but then I thought it's stupid to waste it's size on some random sketches
(sometimes you want to use a big format for special drawings)
So I'm gonna draw in several sketchbooks for now
Idk how I'm going to carry them with me, 'cause I have A LOT of different books
I'll figure something out. And for the university I'll make a new sketchbook
Thanks for watching!
Sorry for speaking a lot again x)
and for the *** drawings ._."
Have a good day 🌟