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Dear God
I want to know your will for my life
Really
I really do.
and, I'm listening. I promise I'm listening.
I came out as gay because I found that to be true to who I am
It's part of me
And why would you make me that way if it wasn't good?
If it wasn't some way a part of your plan
and as much as I've tried to change it or wish it away or ignore it
It's still here and it's still a part of me.
So I need you to show me what to do
If this isn't what you want from me, I'll change.
I'll move out, I'll stop being friends with my gay friends.
I'll walk away and I won't look back
But, I haven't heard that from you and I haven't seen that from you and I haven't felt that from you
So I'm stuck in this in between place of wanting to love myself
but not being sure if I can
So I need to know for sure
and I'm really listening
if this isn't what you would have for my life
just show me and I'll change.
Just show me
Please.