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Only this luke-warm breath cannot be stopped
My suffering, drowning self knows the deep swamp of despair
How much easier it would be to fall down deep
From the beginning, this bug had no regrets for breathing mud
I want life to have meaning, that's all
I can only feel it in pain
"I want deep pain, but don't want to die"
"The smile died on my lips"
"My birth day"
Who alone; I don't even understand myself
And that ambiguous place is all that there is
Only the sensation of having left your hand
Without disappearing
Without being able to erase
Half-heartedly
The meaning of this uncertain place's existance
The too "real" sensation
It's like it's mechanical
A robatically smiling "Dorothy"
Why am I breathing here?
Why is nothing here?
If life's meaning is completely lost
Will the world DISAPPEAR?
In this small fragment of eternity
What the hell am I wishing for?
"I want deep pain but don't want to die"
"A vague sense of unrest"
"Die to the world"
Who alone; I don't even understand myself
Is there any meaning to this weak existance?
I don't leave behind even one footprint
Tomorrow, even the engraved THINGS are naught