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I look super blue right now, um its cause like the light from my tv. I'm probably gunna
make this black and white after. it's weird it looks like I have hypothermia or something.
what are we talking about. ah. being misgendered. its kinda like a complicated i guess thing
for me to talk about but not really. just because i'm not out, so i guess technically
you could say I get misgendered all the time from my family and friends but I haven't told
them to call me by like male pronouns or you know stop using my birth name, I mean I've
kinda told them to stop using my birth name. not really like my mom and stuff um like my
other family but like my sister will sometimes call me g my one sister which i like and um
my friends basically all my friends call me g. but i still get female pronouns i guess
when people refer to me with pronouns which i feel like my friends and family don't really
refer to me with pronouns a lot in life anyway so in general. strangers, people just on the
street and stuff like in bathrooms and stuff i would say that i get seen as male a lot,
a lot of the time. which surprises me because i've always thought you know like pre-t, pre-transition
and stuff like i've always thought i had a very feminine face about me but guess i don't
or not as bad as i thought. its weird cause sometimes i'll even get seen as male like
even when i'm not binding. i'm really good at layering my clothes when i'm not binding
like to hide what i got going on so i think that helps too. the most awkward thing for
me really um is when i using public bathrooms because i'm too afraid to go into the mens
bathroom um and also i kinda don't want to because i like women's bathrooms i think they're
cleaner and nicer but i'm just i'm too scared to use the mens bathrooms so i haven't uh
but i hate going into public bathrooms anymore um one because i'm just i like using the women's
bathroom but it also makes me feel kinda dysphoric using the women's bathroom cause it's a women's
bathroom and um two i always get looks in there like what is this guy doing in here
i'm happy that they think that i'm male its really awkward for me because all i wanna
do is pee and it's like but actually i'm allowed to be in here. oh son this is the women's
bathroom. oh i know, i know i'm in the right bathroom, like that and than but i hate talking
like that but i do it just so i can get in there and go pee, cause its such a hassle.
maybe since i'm not out and not living as male right now i guess being misgendered doesn't
really bother me. maybe that'll change how i feel once i start everything. i'm gunna
go now, so check out all the videos on this channel and um keep sending us in topics if
you want us to talk about anything specific let us know we'll talk about it. we got you.
peace.