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My name is Hans Fassbinder. I was born 1933, in Denmark.
I have been *** positive for 20 years. The best years in my life.
Mostly because new great medicines, that made my life so much better.
This is my *** medicine bag.
I have had nightmares being heterosexual.
My *** fantasies even as a child, were always about males.
I have never had dreams about having sex with a woman.
There is nothing wrong with women. For God’s sake! But they´re not for me.
My family was very poor.
At aged fourteen I was sent to a farmer, too hard work for a child.
My family had a friend known as gay, but he was also a paedophile.
At 12 he abused me sexually in our woodshed. Well, to be honest, I seduced him.
And I felt in love with him.
But when I showed him my love, I was not interesting for him anymore.
I got depressed from being rejected by him.
I tried to get him back, but nothing helped.
You have taken part in all the Pride parades in Stockholm.
You stood dressed up on trucks or walked on high heels in the parade.
I was also Fidel Castro: "When will Cuba be revolutionary in all senses?”
I always had political messages with humour. “Stop castrating the culture of Cuba”.
Once I was Uncle Sam in “Happy Gays are here again”.
An American air company had discriminated some gay people.
I was once engaged with a psychopathic gay man.
He was sentenced to prison for 2,5 years for attempted *** to me.
We had separated but I visited him after a carneval night in Karlshamn.
He noticed some kissing marks on my neck.
I saw a spot of my coffee on the table that was eaten into the wood.
So it was something mysterious with my coffee.
I had to be careful. My morning coffee tasted like a lightning on my tongue.
I’m NOT transvestite. I just love to dress up myself.
You mean. that´s not the same thing?
No! As my old friend said: “I’m not gay. I just happen to like men”.
A documentary by Jan-Eje Ferling Ferling Ord & Bild 2009