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jallen285 presents...
A special feature, with
LCbabieee
Heart 2 Heart
[Allen]: when I was in first grade,
There was this guy, his name was James Weathers.
blue eyes, he was just beautiful
and I was in love with him.
And I would always say to him;
"Hey, James, whenever we take our bathroom break,
Wait in the bathroom after me,
So we can be the last one in the bathroom,"
Which is so perverted, and nasty, and everything.
[laughs]
And you know, he would never wait.
One day it just so happened,
Tha we were, you know...
and then! listen he got so freaked out
He pulled up his pants really fast and went running out the bathroom
My heart was racing I was so scared,
I thought he was going to tell someone or something,
And he never told a soul.
I always try to look for him on facebook,
or myspace or something...
So I can like apologize.
[LC]: You knew in first grade?
So then, how did you date a girl in highschool?
[Allen]: I became very religious at the age of 13-17
I was VERY relgious.
I believed that being homosexual was wrong
I had a girlfriend too.
Her name was Ann
She was amazing, she was very beautiful
Beautiful, beautiful...
And all through highschool,
I was like, "straight".
The only person who really knew was my bestfriend
at the time
He also knew I was like working with God,
towards a better, whatever
God dosen't make gay people,
You're not born gay,
You're possesed,
There's something wrong with you.
If you feel this way about someone,
So strongly,
And when I look at a woman I feel nothing at all,
Shouldn't there be something built into me,
that makes me look at a woman and still be attracted to them?
When I was a senior in Highschool,
I decided that, that's it.
I'm going to be gay, and I'm going to be gay all the way.
And I'm going to enjoy my life.
I wrote a letter to my mom:
"I know you're probaly wondering,
what I am,
I am gay.
and this is the life that I want."
My mom read it,
and then she looked at me and she smiled,
She was like, "I was wondering what you were."
I think my mom still has the letter to this day.
My mom's great,
I can tell my mom about all my relationships,
She's met all my serious boyfriends,
[LC]: Allen, this is the best part
of your coming out story,
This is the juice right here,
this is what everyone in America wants to know,
The girl, the girl that you slept with,
How did that happen?
Did you enjoy it really?
[Allen]: I think that I enjoyed it because it felt good.
Not because she was a girl, not because she was hot,
But because it felt good.
And I think as I guy that's just the man in me.
That if it feels good do it kind of thing.
[LC]: Guys are ho's too.
[Allen]: Her name was Angela,
[LC]: Angela, you're going to be put out there sister.
[Both Laughs]
[Allen]: She was one of my mom's very good friend's daughter,
We were about the same age,
It started with a game,
"hide and go get it"
It's probaly some game only black people play,
It's like "hide n seek"
You turn off the lights,
And it's guy against the girls,
And basically the idea is for the guys to catch the girls,
And like do stuff with them or whatever.
I was like 13, 12 or 13.
[LC]: (gasp) You had sex at 13?
I don't really remember how it all came about, we just decided to have sex.
I had sex with her.
[LC]: Did you really even know what to do at that age?
[Allen]: She knew what she was doing.
We did it like probaly 4 or 5 times.
And...
[LC]: Wow, ok
[Allen]: And then she just like all of a sudden....