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hey this is boogermiester
i guess this is like
and api
uh...
alleviates
thirteenth
weeks now
i've been on t
i feel good
um...
probably about
meeting
nine days after star
i started
fuel
extra time
on
really that's all i want to be sleep like a electing needed just me
uh... do xmen
nothing
um...
i'm sitting here waiting in my blood work done which would be about an hour
so if you're good
attempt to make the video
santa occurred
angle
and steering wheel on the pictures
no intentional interest at once again
uh...
what else
itself from local around its
because people are walking out of the
office and
i wanna make sure that think i'm crazy
back too
in
by uh... uh...
antsy probably in the
for as
today i get my child
um...
usually don't get to later in the day most of her going out
somewhere for the day and we will be hame until we later
uh...
so the day at my shot
i don't have that energy you know feeling like i need to be sentenced a
busy counting g leant on the next day
but that sticks around for a
about six or seven days
uh... manages drops off
uh...
i'm going to my doctor this friday
to uh... uh...
default bomber bloodwork
and uh...
i'm going to talk to him about that
seus maybe we can
squirted
up a little bit sorry now i do one cc
every two weeks
and
i mean maybe it's the reduce i'm not sure that's what i've been on sense
uh... started
soon
i don't know purchased i don't like to feel that tired feeling i mean i guess
had uh...
i get hope arm
all of the energy
and
feeling like i needed to do something
uh...
let's see what else
you'll any different
mentally
uh...
like i don't think
i don't think that'll ever change uh...
which makes me feel really good that was
a big worry of mine
uh...
starting my transition is that i would just need to
completely
into a different person
and i definitely didn't want that
i still feel really good
mentally uh...
it is a good thing
uh...
my boys
four
transitioning starting
my transition
when i was in public
i wound homes intentionally deep in my beliefs
so that i wasn't speaking
for girls
uh...
and i could get a pretty good
uh...
but i think the you could tell strang
uh...
meryl
when my
tried student in my boys
it gates sue
migrating it way
window
olney
like radar on this is a comparable temperament speaking
like i don't feel like i'm trying and ocular constraining
it's it's very comparable
uh...
but it feels different because like i can
and my chance
i don't know if makes a sense but i get can feel it vibrating in my chest
want to talk
and uh...
it's a little different
to get used to you
uh...
willingham a
angry about it or anything
i so they're probably your dander lists around my mom
and my sister
uh... it so i will
bring my voice out of the scope of what ten internists week hired
um... my sister knows that i've started
um... taking
the shots
uh... i don't know if she's told my mum
uh... but my mom is well aware
this is
the decision i want to make
i'm not exactly sure it should be
oleander stands
the process
um...
but i'll try to make my voice hired so that
they are really pick up on it
eric
michael's talked today like this like a *** you
uh...
i guess try to make myself soon
i don't know i'm not sure
uh...
but i really don't know
well what it sounds like to them
because my girlfriend says the man who is definitely has changed
even when i a m trying to speak in a hired
voice
uh... so i guess so
uh... alan i guess i'll make like a little bitty of my fenner little
policemen and listen to it
scale so in some
alm
what petals
before was
we've been before
are startin' transitioning
it was a very often that
our listeners standard and public
um...
which are not smile
in public
just because i would stop that
so my teeth
you know like having a big smile and make me look
girly
at time of the smile like i can't look i mean we'll come up the single inc
really wouldn't talk to people in public uh... but now i come a little more
comfortable if i'll speak to people admits
parents see ninety-nine corny
the per cent of the time
eyes am not miss jen kurt bleed anymore
um...
their morning investigation some
lady
or did she say
something about a little girl
referring me
like good morning little girl
uh...
interstate premiered
fun a truckload
uh... in the mornings my voice is a lot better
uh...
so i don't know where she got that from
maybe you know i don't have a masculine looked to me and i know
wear my hair this looted the you know pretty
have a deeper police disarm you know we'll cutesy
angrily only but i don't know
maybe i uh...
gary l past as well as i think i did
uh...
but that's really went on that
bigness gendered recently like but i just walked in
to the building
to turn in my bloodwork pieper team
delayed even someone named so-called mixer
i will now
i guess that's all i really have to say
uh...
now it's not
a name
thank at cannot
decide on a name the name brandon
that i a m
choose
at all
at all if i could live with that
i don't really know
uh...
very hard to get used to a new name
uh...
well if this is where i'm from set
i don't know anybody and i don't have like a social circle
a friend's that i
frequent
soon
going by another name
having people call me an attorney in is
hard because i don't ever here
in you know it get her own
it's your lover billion
uh...
k
uh...
we don't really going to the burnings or in the house
on
and since i never hear
people calling me by
beach using me
it's very hard to get used to
uh...
but i chose the name brandon because
my name is brittany
and
i wanted to stick with the b
and nishal
and brandon was really
kneeling
normal name that i liked
uh...
pirate i really don't know
uh...
will kinda scared that it will take a long time for me too
get comfortable with a new name
uh... i don't have an attachment to men pertain
uh... undersea use to be in columbine burton
on what it's all personnel
when collapsed nickel-and-dime
uh... i'd typically game on the lastname silicon for ordering pizza war
waiting for it to you more
arm
say finally caught up in bill or ask a question about you know a bill
and asked me for my name
all the bills out of my girlfriend's name so that i can tell them
any name because i know all of the information
um that i need to give them but when they ask me it's like
at least there which would mean
like uh...
like are my god i'm so sorry
became a separates
well
uh...
so that's that's one thing winter
uh...
i guess it'll be easier with time
if i just make it
uh...
make it happen
uh...
yeah i guess that's all for now