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Hey Youtube!
Let's be honest, this is a *** video
and it will hopefully we be the last
of *** videos that I'll have in the future
clearly I need to get
an actual camera up, and...
this is my room
so
I painted it a little bit and you can sort of see it's not completely done
That's my whiteboard
Those are all my lists, things to do, my closet
laundry,
random painting,
mirror, so this is where I live
this is where the magic happens
so to speak
there we go, now I can see myself, and see you
look
I don't know why I am doing this right now
I moved out to LA a few months ago
and I didn't go from very far, I initially came from the San Gabriel Valley
and I've always lived close to LA
Then I decided to move out here for a job
Finished college two years ago, foundered a while
eventually found a professional job, that I'm working in right now.
It's a good job, it pays the bills, funds everything
I need, and everything I want. I have great roommates,
I have good friends
I can't see all the friends I want to see at the same time
but, you know,
most people would look at me say, "He's a pretty well, self-adjusted
guy, He has everything he needs for a 23-year-old,
other than significant other." I consider that more of a burden,
than a blessing to be honest.
the
the real reason why I wanted to go start this
is because
sometimes I need an outlet,
sometimes I need to bring out there
some stuff going on in my life, when I don't feel comfortable
about sharing it to friends
or when they're not available.
And I definitely don't feel comfortable when I share with family.
I may look like I have
almost everything figured out everything is going well
but to be quite frank, I have just as many insecurities as I did a teenager
except this time around I can pay for ***.
This isn't very specific in what's going on
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in a lot of ways I'm kinda black sheep my own family
and at work or
this point yet to
understand that I'm okay
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so it later