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(meredith) the human body
is a highly pressurized system.
♪
The blood pressure measures
the force of blood
Pulsating
through the arteries.
(hisses)
great.
What the hell am I gonna do now?! It's
important to keep this pressure regulated.
Damn it!
Damn it!
When a heart wasn't available,
I opted to continue
With roy henley's
lung transplant
Low or inadequate pressure
can cause weakness or failure.
It's all in your head.
My name isn't on
the o.
R.
Board.
I checked the schedule.
Nobody wants to work with me,
'cause I'm not on anybody's service.
It's
an oversight, okay? Just-- just ask around.
Do you know how many things I've
screwed up in the last month?
Stop it.
I'm serious.
Just ask around
And get on someone's service
and get back to work.
(teddy)Suggested
no pulmonary sepsis.
You smell like
you're sweating ***.
Where have you been?
I want the weekend you had.
What happens in vegas,
you know?
Hey, who's stark? I'm supposed
to be on stark's service today.
Oh, me, too.
He's the new peds attending,
Since robbins left.
(alex whispers) crap.
(normal voice) I can't handle
a bunch of sick kids today.
I can't do it.
So was it
a bachelor party or--
Shh.
They're talking
about cristina.
Oh.
It became clear to dr.
Yang
That they were gonna need
to switch modalities.
The patient was put on ecmo
It's when the pressure
gets too high
That problems really occur.
And why did dr.
Yang
Opt to use the intra-aortic
balloon pump over an r-vad?
I, um
I can't answer for dr.
Yang.
And why isn't she here?
She, um
(feedback chirps)
She quit.
She left the program.
I'm sorry.
What? She what?
(doctors murmuring)
Dr.
Yang cleared the balloon pump with
dr.
Mcqueen (cell phone ringing)
Who agreed that it was
the best--
Go back.
Go back.
Yang quit the program?
Yeah, where have you been?
Well, that's the first
I've heard of it.
(beeps)
Hunt, what the hell happened?
She told the chief she quit.
Richard-- (teddy) if we could just
finish the presentation, then--
(derek) I have a question.
Can you tell us about
Your decision to put dr.
Yang
in charge of this patient? Sorry?
(door opens and closes) but
she didn't "quit" quit, right?
Grey.
You're joined at the hip.
What'd she say?
Uh, she hasn't spoken
to me about it.
If the pressure continues
to increase,
A closer examination
is called for
Stop looking at me.
Look up there.
Does torres know anything
about this?
I'm calling torres.
(keypad beeping)
Can we please just--
Look, I guess I'm asking you,
why did you choose
To put dr.
Yang under so much pressure
that day? I didn't.
I intended the opposite.
(door opens) I gave her
a simple pre-op checklist
On a stable patient.
(door closes)
stable patient?
The patient almost died twice.
I couldn't have seen that coming.
♪
I'm sorry.
Is this a, uh,
a patient presentation
Or a postmortem
on dr.
Yang?
Well, you saved the patient.
Because it's the best indicator
That something
is going terribly wrong.
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(blows nose)
(objects clatter)
(sighs)
(box thuds)
(inhales deeply)
(exhales deeply)
(sighs)
(cell phone rings)
(ring)
(ring)
(sighs)
(beeps)
Hey, mark.
No, no, I was, um
I was actually on my way out.
What's up?
(siren wailing)
She what?!
I don't know
what shepherd's problem is.
What the hell was that?
How is she doing? Is she--
Oh, we're-- I don't know.
She's--
We're good.
We're fine.
It's like nothing has changed,
Yet she refuses
to talk about work.
I bring up work, and she
goes blank.
Altman, hunt.
Emergent patient
ten minutes out.
Can you meet me in the v.
I.
P.
Wing? V.
I.
P.
Wing? Who is it?
Oh, you'll find out
when we get there.
Listen, hunt, I'm required
to send a letter
To the american board of surgery
declaring that dr.
Yang
Has officially left
the residency program.
I have to let 'em know.
I'm asking you,
Is there any reason I need to
hold off on sending that letter?
Yes.
Yes.
Please don't mail it.
Just give us
a little more time.
Okay.
Let's go.
Right.
Grey,
who are you with today?
Shepherd.
Damn it.
I've already
blown it with shepherd.
I can't ask him.
Uh Bailey.
I haven't
blown it with her yet.
He thinks no one wants
to work with him.
Are they saying that or are you
saying that? Here you go, doctor.
Who are you with again?
Karev.
Uh, I mean stark.
No, you meant karev.
I-- and you don't
want to go there.
You don't know where I'm going.
He's
right.
You don't want to go there.
I'm not--
I'm not going anywhere.
He's not the guy for you.
Okay? Trust me.
(laughs)
And don't be paranoid.
Trust me on that, too.
(people speaking indistinctly)
Oh, but it's okay for you
to go there?
I'm a guy.
I live there.
(elevator bell dings)
I gotta find bailey.
(sighs)
(metric) slow it down,
push it to the east coast ♪
touch down, look around,
everyone's the same ♪
Hello!
Cristina!
Oh, hey.
Hello.
Hello!
(loudly) hello!
Oh!
(pants)
Uh What are you
doing here?
I'm not back
until next week.
Wait.
So it's true?
You guys broke up?
Uh, she's in africa?
Okay, sloan told me
that you quit.
Hey.
What are you doing?!
This.
Go away.
Okay, this is disturbing.
Hey, stop!
(music stops)
Look, I was unpacking,
But then I didn't enjoy it.
What are you doing?
What do you mean? You don't have a job
to go to.
You don't have a girlfriend
Telling you
you have to go to africa.
You're completely free.
You can do whatever you want.
The world is your oyster.
Make lemonade.
I'm
trying.
I was gonna get my hair cut today,
Like, make a radical change,
but, uh, then I thought,
Hmm, maybe you
shouldn't do radical things
Right after a blonde woman
Has ripped your heart
out of your chest
And stomped on it.
What are you-- (gasps)
Oh, my god! What are
you doing?! (laughs)
Are you insane?!
Let's make lemonade.
(laughing)
(laughs) oh, my god.
(beeping)
Oh, 97.
6
Stick out your tongue.
(thud)
Ow! Cut it out.
We'll have fun today.
Stark's a got a 4-month-old
biliary atresia patient
Who just found a donor.
(groans) a liver transplant
on an infant?
Enough with
the damn ping-pong balls!
Jerkface!
Whoa.
Inside voices here,
please.
So you must be dr.
Karev.
You missed my rounds today.
Oh, sorry.
I- I had car trouble.
Oh.
Well, there's a classic.
So what, you're here just to
kinda yell at my patients and--
Yeah, I'm sorry.
Look, d-dr.
Stark,
I am feeling very sick today.
(beeping) so I think that,
you know, well, let's see here.
(pop, thud) no fever.
You
don't seem to be vomiting.
You retaining control
of your bowels? Ew.
Yes.
Well, since hangovers
are not contagious,
I'd say you're working.
And you can start
by prepping my atresia kid.
She's only a few months old,
so try not to be a jerkface.
(ping-pong ball
clatters on floor)
Gimmie that!
(woman speaking indistinctly
over p.
A.
)
Dr.
Webber,
ronald dace, state department.
We spoke on the phone.
These your surgeons?
Uh, yes, this is doctor-- right now,
we need to limit access to this area
To only essential personnel.
Uh, why is that necessary?
No one can know this man
is being hospitalized.
No one can know
he's in the country.
(men speaking foreign language)
(speaking foreign language)
(owen) evee,e,e,thget e.
(teddy) board.
Get me a reading.
Got it.
Stand by where you are.
He's in v-fib.
Charge to 200.
(man speaking foreign language)
And from a global perspective,
It would be great if he didn't
die.
(defibrillator whines)
Clear.
(thunks)
Clear!
(paddles thunk)
They faxed
more of his records.
(monitor beeping erratically)
these are all in arabic.
Clear!
(thunks)
It was a car accident?
The emir's car
Was hit by a truck
as he was leaving the meeting.
What's he doing in seattle?
He's not.
Let it suffice to say,
if he dies,
We've got a serious international
incident.
Well, not to mention,
His people are supposed to see
their first elections, right?
I'm not at liberty to d--
unless he dies, in which case,
Then the door is open
for al qaeda to move in,
And then your secret meeting was for nothing.
You don't just skip to the crossword, do you?
Well, I used to work in that neck of the woods.
I know, dr.
Altman-- three years in baghdad,
Two years in landstuhl.
Wow.
You guys are fast.
We are.
Listen, our best outcome here
is that we get him stable enough
To be put on a plane home.
Our best outcome
is we save him.
(man)
he takes two medications--
One for high blood pressure,
one for his cholesterol.
Uh, he was hospitalized late last year for
exhaustion.
Did he receive any treatment then?
No, just rest.
Working too hard.
He works very hard.
Uh, he has a wife,
four children
Five, uh, if you count me.
He's more than my boss.
He's been, um
(voice breaks) he's given me
everything, so please
We'll do everything we can.
(monitor beeping erratically)
He's in v-fib.
All right, charge to 300.
Clear!
(thunks)
(babies crying)
We'll bring
your baby up soon.
Lisa.
Her name is lisa.
The donor was an adult,
So the liver will actually
be split between your baby--
Lisa.
Sorry.
We read that
If the doctor knows
your baby's name,
It helps you
to kind of bond with her.
We read that's important.
Will dr.
Stark be splitting the liver in situ?
We know that ex vivo
takes less time,
But we also read that
in situ gives better results.
W- we're not trying to tell you
how to do your job, we--
Oh, no, no, no, of course not.
Please don't apologize.
We'll find out for you.
(stark speaks indistinctly, video
game sounds playing) one second.
Yeah, you want to blow up as many
of those guys as you can.
Dr.
Stark.
There you go.
You got it.
You got it.
Dr.
Stark, uh, can you come
talk to the collises, please?
Oh! They've got a
lot of questions.
Yeah, I gotta check
on that kid's harvest team.
Did you ever hang glide?
What? I-- no.
It's apparently a very good way
to become a liver donor.
Wait, sir,
are you splitting the liver
In the body or ex vivo?
The parents want to know.
Okay.
Those folks have been spending
a little too much time
Consulting dr.
Internet.
Listen, just hold their hands,
let them feel smart,
And tell them I am busy
getting their baby a liver.
Her name's lisa.
I said I don't need any help.
I've got an easy day--
two laparoscopic surgeries.
I can't use you.
Yeah, well, maybe I can--
I'm sorry, ma'am.
I can't admit you.
Well, you don't need to admit me.
I'll just walk in there myself.
I do it all the time.
Oh--
Uh, chief webber paged me
in there.
I'm sorry, ma'am.
Well, who's in there?
Is it the president
or the vice president?
Is it bono?
Bono?
Ma'am, I'm sorry.
I cannot-- bailey,
can you take my patients today?
I got a situation in here.
Oh, of course, sir.
Louise cortez is a readmit
after surgery
For chronic pancreatitis.
C.
T.
Showed a pancreatic fistula.
And she spiked a fever
this morning.
Right.
Uh, sir,
you put in a drain?
Yes, just keep
a close eye.
Okay.
Sir.
(bangs door)
Is it bono?
(elevator bell dings)
Come on, avery.
I could use you.
(whispers) yeah.
Okay, but I don't understand.
I'm on your service.
I don't need you.
The craniotomy's been canceled.
I don't have anything for the rest of
the day.
So what am I supposed to do now?
Go study.
Study what?
I don't care, lexie.
Go somewhere else.
Wh--
Oh, my god.
Mm.
How do we
have time for this?
We have to make time
for this.
Mm.
Should I call her?
Call who?
Cristina.
Wh-wh-why?
Because she quit, and I feel like I
should do something.
It's not your fault.
You didn't do anything wrong,
no matter what she says.
Okay? You just need
to make time for this.
But--
(knock on door)
oh, my god.
Lexie.
What?
I'm looking
for dr.
Meredith grey.
What did you do?
(woman speaks indistinctly
over p.
A.
)
(scissors clicking)
How's it going?
(clicking continues)
can I see?
Fantastic.
Shut up.
Okay.
Hey, you know what you need
To, uh, get this place done?
You need to throw a housewarming
party.
(clicking stops)
Put a little pressure
on yourself.
Oh, my god.
We should totally throw
a housewarming party.
Mm-hmm.
(laughs)
Oh, my god!
(car blaring)
Oh, my god, no.
Tonight! I'll text everyone.
No! Yes! I have several
credit cards and nothing to do.
Okay, that's not what I wanted.
I look-- I-I look injured.
I mean, do you even cut hair?
I need furniture.
Look at my hair! Yeah.
I sorta
can't believe you let me do that.
Cristina! It's okay.
We'll go to the mall.
You might want a hat.
(exhales)
(monitor beeps erratically,
defibrillator whines) clear!
(paddles thunk, beeping normalizes)
we need to get him to a cath lab.
Yeah, well, if he'd
stop coding long enough.
I'm inserting a pacemaker.
You paged?
Yeah, grey, grab me a pacemaker
kit.
(cell phone beeps)
Hey, hunt, you're throwing a
housewarming party tonight? Tonight? I am?
Well, your wife is.
That's a good
sign, right? It's a weird sign.
Well, but maybe
it's an opportunity.
I mean, maybe I could talk to her.
Wait.
Better yet, maybe you could, grey.
Well, we all could.
I mean,
it's gonna be hard for her
To walk out of a room at
her own party.
How bad is it?
I'll tell you when I know.
Maybe
a little less party planning.
Hey, I don't tell you
how to polish your sunglasses.
Look, between you and me,
he's a good man.
And it'd be a shame
if something like this
Screwed up
what he was trying to do.
Wow.
Every time I talk to you,
I feel a little more relaxed.
The last thing cristina wants
is to talk to me.
I just have to give her some space.
We don't have time to give her space.
She's gonna be locked out
of this program,
And I do not believe that
that is what she wants.
I mean, do you think
that's what she wants?
I'm asking you, grey.
(woman speaking indistinctly
over p.
A.
)
I still don't understand
what I'm doing back here.
Dr.
Webber said something
about a fist.
A fistula.
It's a complication
from your surgery
That's leaking
pancreatic fluid.
The drain takes the fluid
out of your body
So it won't go
where it's not supposed to.
Okay.
Th-the pancreatic fluid
Is made to digest your food.
If it leaks in your body,
It starts to digest
your other organs.
Well, that wouldn't be good.
Exactly, but not to worry.
Yours is looking just fine.
I just want to keep
a close eye on you, okay?
Well, it seems like I just
was home, and here I am again.
You know, I say that every
morning.
Dr.
Bailey, o.
R.
's ready.
Okay.
Um, mrs.
Cortez,
Your temperature
is still a little high.
So you just rest,
And we'll get you home
in no time.
Okay.
Okay, you're not
scrubbing in.
I'm not.
No, watch mrs.
Cortez.
If the fluid in her drain
changes color, you page me.
If her fever goes up one digit,
you page me.
'cause the fever could be-- an
abscess, early sepsis, pneumonia--
Any number of nasty things.
And remember your first rule
of residency--
Eat when you can,
sleep when you can
(both) and don't screw
with the pancreas.
(sighs) so much
for my easy day.
Nice anastomoses.
No leaks.
How are we doing?
We good?
It's not
No, it's not quite fitting,
is it? There's not enough room
In the peritoneal cavity for
the graft.
The liver's too big?
Uh, the baby is too small.
(laughs)
(monitor beeping erratically)
b.
P.
64 over 40.
It's compressing
the hepatic vessel.
Sponge.
No, no, no.
Larger, larger,
larger.
There we go.
Let's get this sponge
tucked up under there,
Take the pressure
off the vessels,
And Yeah, that's doing the
trick there.
(beeping normalizes)
All right.
I think we're done.
But the liver's not gonna fit.
We're
not gonna be able to close her up today.
Just wrap her.
This happens
with adult split livers.
You just gotta sit tight
Pe that the swelling
goes down enough
So you can close her up.
Well, how long will that take?
As long as it takes,
karev.
Thank you all.
Great work.
(monitor beeping rhythmically)
(sighs) this graft is big.
The swelling-- it's gonna take
a lot to go down.
How long can it stay like that,
with that sponge in her?
I don't know.
Isn't it just
gonna start to deteriorate?
I mean,
she could get infected.
And-- and what if the swelling
doesn't go down enough?
The liver will die, and she'll
be back on the donors' list.
Oh, jeez.
How is this
a solution? It's not.
(beeping continues)
Um, how can you not talk
to meredith about this?
She's your best friend.
Ooh, I love that lamp.
You can't just cut yourself
off from a person,
Pretend your whole relationship
never happened.
I mean, you can,
But it makes you a heartless,
soulless monster
Who I thought I knew,
but really didn't.
With wheels on her shoes.
Ugh.
God, how was I okay with that?
I used to be
a lot cooler than that.
I was a lot cooler
when I was single.
You were hardly ever single.
(laughing) I know.
I know.
Oh, I'm actually excited
to spend time on my own.
(sighs)
Okay, I thought we were
going to a hair salon.
Next.
We're doing me now.
Can I help you find something?
Yes, I will take that.
That sofa?
That room.
All of it.
I'll take it.
Uh, you do
same-day delivery, right?
Great.
(unzips purse)
So it went very well.
The baby looks good,
liver looks good,
And I think we can all
exhale a little bit now.
When can we see her?
Soon.
We'd like
to keep an eye on her.
There's a little bit of
swelling, and I want to see
That go down, but, uh,
yeah, we'll let you know.
Thank you.
Thank you so much,
dr.
Stark.
Just Thank you.
Yeah,
my pleasure entirely.
You aren't gonna tell them
any more than that?
What would you want me to tell them, karev?
Well, that there's a chance of infection,
That if the liver doesn't
actually conform (pager beeps)
They could be back
on the donors' list.
I mean, they're smart people.
They want to know what could go wrong.
And
make them more worried than they already are?
I think you're not worried
enough.
Tell me a better solution.
I, uh--
Can you give me
a better solution?
No.
Well, then
keep your mouth shut
And go do something
you can do.
You can start
with my post-ops.
(k'naan) yeah
believe it or not ♪
You tried.
what kept me alive
is my dream ♪
Ow!
Okay, since when is it okay
To shoot people
in this hospital?
Now bailey's
given up on me, too.
You're on her service.
Why are you still freaking out?
No.
Bailey's in surgery.
She trusts me
To watch her post-op drip fluid
into a bag every ten minutes.
Ow!
Okay, inappropriate.
Okay, you should relax.
You get
an easy day, you take it.
Shepherd didn't need me,
So I took a nap
in the research library.
Give me-- give it to me.
Jerkface.
(ping-pong
ball clatters on floor)
He's having a rough day.
New robbins is no robbins.
Check this out-- armed escort
to get a yogurt.
Okay, who is it? Is it bono? It's
totally bono.
It's all over the hospital.
It's not bono.
Are you
going to cristina's tonight?
I don't know.
(clatters)
okay
Not okay.
(laughs)
okay, that's addicting.
Put it away before my guy wrestles
you to the ground.
Gimmie that.
No.
Gimmie the ball.
No.
G--
but I ain't the only one
who got problems ♪
What's his problem?
He's having a rough day.
Ahem.
Jeez, I'm coming.
but still ♪
(ball clatters)
I still know how to get down ♪
I stino ♪
I'll check in.
The emir's cath confirmed
That he does have a tear
in one of his coronary arteries.
We've stabilized him
with a balloon pump, but I am
Gonna have to perform open-heart
surgery to repair the tear.
(men speaking indistinctly)
(man) doctor! Doctor!
Doctor! Doctor, please
was the tear in his--
Quiet, please.
Please.
Was the tear in his artery
An injury sustained
in the car accident?
There is no way of--
doctor, don't answer that.
There is no way of knowing
if that was the cause.
(man speaks foreign language)
Can we have assurances
that your finest surgeons
Will be operating on his
highness? (richard) yes.
Uh, these are the chiefs
of my cardiothoracic
And trauma departments.
(man speaks foreign language)
(man speaks foreign language)
Sorry.
He was asking
your state department.
He didn't mean the finest
surgeons in this hospital.
Which is why
you might be more comfortable
Traveling to your own country,
where he can--
(men shouting
in foreign language)
All right.
All right.
Quiet.
Quiet, please.
Quiet, please.
Thank you.
I understand that there are
a lot of concerns
And agendas here.
But we all have the same goal,
And that is
to see this man live.
Now we are out of time, which
means we are out of options.
I am your only shot,
and you have to take me.
I can only say that if you knew me
better (speaking foreign language)
You'd feel pretty good
about your chances.
(sighs)
Dr.
Hunt and I
are going to operate,
And we will update you
as soon as we can.
(men speaking indistinctly)
Good luck.
(taps files on desk)
(men continue speaking
indistinctly)
(lowered voice)
you have to tell them to stop.
Tell them they can't operate.
W- why? What's the problem?
(whispers indistinctly)
Come with me.
He didn't want anyone to know.
He made me swear.
Just tell him
what you told us.
Four months ago,
the emir was diagnosed with
An unruptured cerebral aneurysm
in his left temporal lobe.
(derek) he's in c.
T.
Now? Well,
his first neuro came up clear,
But now he's got a blown
pupil.
So we think it's burst.
The scan should be up
by now.
I swore to him,
I wouldn't say anything
till after the election.
I'm still not sure
I should've told you.
I might be costing him everything.
You're trying to save his life.
He's trying to save
seven million lives,
To make it so seven million
people can walk the street
Without the fear of being
murdered by the extremists.
He doesn't, um
He risks his life
Every time
he steps out his door.
You're trying
to protect him, too,
And I'm sure
he'll understand that.
He was headed to surgery?
Yeah, we're going in on
a dissected coronary artery.
(beeping) oh, yeah,
that aneurysm's blown.
Damn it.
That's a huge bleed.
Well, I'm not surprised.
He was shocked seven times
and given blood thinner,
Which is unfortunate.
He presented like
an m.
I.
I treated him appropriately.
I couldn't have seen this coming.
Yeah,
you've been saying that a lot today.
You know what, shepherd?
I don't need crap from you.
Apparently I hold the whole fate of the middle
east in my hands.
Apparently, now I do, too.
Book an o.
R.
We're gonna have to
work simultaneously.
Oh, can't wait.
(beeps)
Cristina's having a party?
Cristina yang?
Yeah, I know,
but (sighs) I'm gonna go.
We're all gonna go
and talk to her.
And you should come, too.
I mean, you quit once.
You walked away and came back.
So maybe you have something
to say that could help.
No.
No?
Do you remember
When you came out to talk
to me about coming back?
Do you remember
When I hit your engagement ring with a
baseball bat? Oh, that was a great day.
She's already lashing out.
Don't go
and try to confront her.
No intervention
on cristina yang.
Do you hear me?
It's a bad idea.
(door opens)
What are you sterilizing?
(air hisses)
(crinkles)
You're kidding me?
What was so important?
Uh
Sir, I was
out of line earlier,
But, uh, I think
I found a solution
For lisa collis' liver.
What is that,
a ping-pong ball?
It's the perfect shape
to keep the liver
From compressing
her blood vessels.
It's made of celluloid
not plastic,
So it won't break down
like a sponge will.
It's gas sterilized, so there's
little risk of infection.
I mean, you could
leave it in there forever.
Her liver
will just grow around it.
I mean, I think it's a
You think it won't work.
No.
I was thinking, I left you
to do my post-ops,
And here I find you
playing with balls.
I don't know, karev.
Am I gonna have to talk
to your chief about you?
Yeah, right.
(clatters)
(muzak playing)
Mm, I want it sort of,
like, badass, you know?
A little dangerous,
a little unpredictable.
Did you bring a picture?
Mm.
It's more of a feeling.
What do they do all day--
the mall people?
Look at them.
They move so slowly.
They all mosey.
Look.
Yeah, I, uh,
can't turn my head.
Do they just eat things
and Buy things
And complain about
their breakups?
Yes.
Fantastic.
Look at that lady.
She's just gonna eat
that pretzel.
That's all she's gonna do.
So what are you gonna do?
You're just gonna become a mall person,
shop and eat? This yogurt's pretty good.
I'm serious.
♪
I'm getting a pretzel.
(speaks indistinctly)
Avery, how's our patient?
Oh, no change.
Oh, that's what I like to hear.
I'm going into my chole.
So you-- you still don't want me to
scrub in or-- no.
I need you to watch--
Mrs.
Cortez.
Right.
Well, like I said,
no change.
Avery, I need you
where I need you.
I don't have time.
No, ma'am.
That's fine.
I get it.
I'm saying, with this letter,
there's a time frame now.
You're content to stand back
And watch cristina
lose her spot in this program?
I'm saying an intervention
is not a good plan.
Suction.
(teddy) it's not
an intervention, shepherd.
We just thought, since we
were all together-- torsades!
(monitor beeping erratically) damn
it.
He's in v-fib.
All right, shepherd.
I need you to stop.
We have to shock him.
No, wait.
I'm right in the middle of--
Internal paddles.
All right, charge to 10.
Hold on.
Hold on!
(beeping continues)
Shepherd.
(beeping continues)
Okay.
Clear.
(defibrillator whines)
(thunks)
(monitor beeping rhythmically)
Sinus tach.
(sighs)
Hey, did stark ever respond
to my page?
He's got three discharges.
One of 'em has behe went back in since
yesterdon lisa collis.
What? Dr.
Star
(monitor beeping rhythmically)
(suction gurgling)
(richard) it's a great idea.
It's so simple.
We'll see if it works.
It is the right shape,
and it's celluloid,
So it won't break down.
(richard) and the liver
will conform to it.
It's a great idea.
Whose idea was it,
dr.
Stark, originally?
Was it yours
or dr.
Karev's?
Let's just see
if it works.
(suction gurgling)
(monitor beeping rhythmically)
And I'm back, mrs.
Cortez.
Did you miss me?
Would you please
let the dog out?
He won't stop barking.
She's delirious.
Pulse is thready.
I think she's in shock.
Get me her vitals.
Oh, no, no, no.
Damn it!
All right.
Get me a monitor
in here.
Call dr.
Bailey now!
(woman) right away, doctor.
Come on.
I'm almost done here.
Get her into an o.
R.
Open her up and wait for me.
I'll be there.
Open-- did you say
"open her up"?
(monitor beeping rhythmically)
No word from dr.
Bailey?
(beeping continues)
Okay.
(azure ray) young girl by ♪
your side ♪
That artery is at the base
of the heart.
Bypass would be so much better.
No,
I cannot manage this bleed on bypass.
Okay.
Good.
There.
I can clip the aneurysm.
I need you stop doing what you're
doing.
I am trying to do a coronary graft
On a hemorrhaging heart.
What do you suggest I do?
Do it faster.
All right.
I need
you to stop making this my fault.
All right.
Pack that.
I tried
everything I could for yang.
I encouraged her into the o.
R.
I kept her out of the o.
R.
I don't know what else
I could've done differently.
All right.
Hold pressure.
More.
Okay, good.
Go.
Yang was my student.
Don't you think
that I wanted to help her?
I have no doubt that's what you wanted
to do.
But you're saying that I failed.
I'm saying
that we all failed.
So now it's time just to back off.
No,
shepherd, you need to back off.
She's my wife.
And I'm not gonna give
up on her yet.
All right.
It's clear we all have
the same goal.
We want her back.
Done.
I got it.
that way ♪
I'm sorry.
that way ♪
I have a personal stake
in this, too.
I would not be standing here
if it wasn't for her.
Right.
now it's ♪
But you're asking us
to do nothing,
And we can't do that.
I can't do that.
Okay.
Let's start closing.
still come here ♪
(monitor emitting
continuous tone)
shouldn't have loved ♪
(jackson) damn it!
Time of death--7:41.
(tone continues)
(sighs)
son of a ***!
This is not my fault.
She's got a fistula.
They get delayed hemorrhage.
Post-op pancreatectomies
always get fistulas.
I didn't screw this up.
Avery, I--
No, you listen.
They always get fistulas,
Then they get
severe complications,
D.
You told me to open her up,
and then you weren't here.
I tried to fix it.
Avery--
This is not my damn fault!
Dr.
Avery!
Step out of my o.
R.
♪Way ♪
(tone continues)
(tone continues)
♪
(footsteps approach)
We are awesome.
I can't
believe we did all this.
Uh, I-I did all this.
You opened one bottle of wine.
Could you find where the
napkins are, please? Hello.
Oh, damn it.
Uh, not ready.
Hi.
Hey, if you're here
for the party,
You're, like, way too early.
I'm not here for the party.
Are you here to tell
me to come back? No.
But a bunch of other people
are coming to do that.
Oh, god.
Are you okay?
(sighs) I'm sorry.
I- I tried to find you.
He is awful.
He tried to take
all the credit.
Well Is the kid okay?
Is it gonna work?
Yeah, yeah.
I mean,
o- of course it's gonna work.
It's brilliant.
I- I'm-- I'm gonna talk
to the chief
Because it--
it is so unfair.
You did every single thing
right today.
I mean, you covered
that attending's ***,
And you got-- you got crapped on
every step of the way.
It-- the chief should
know that.
Oh, April--
No, no, no.
You're so
What you did today
was so great.
You know, you don't
deserve this.
I just--
I wanted you to know
that somebody knows that,
That I know that.
Oh.
You know I'm a
I've never, um
This is my first time.
I know.
You wanna stop?
No.
No, I don't want
to stop.
I just-- no.
Can--
Can we-- can we just go
a little slower?
What?
Um, can you-- can--
Can we please
just go a little s-slower?
I just-- I need-- I'm--
what-- what-- need?
What? What do you need? What--
what do you need from me?
You want to screw? Let's screw.
Y- you don't? Then get out.
I'm not gonna
hold your *** hand
And walk you through it,
damn it.
You're not a child.
I can't take care of you!
I can't take care of everybody
in this friggin' place!
Oh.
(door opens)
(door closes)
(exhales)
(siren wailing)
(people speaking indistinctly)
Hi.
Hey.
Uh, I usually do
a post-op exam right now.
Yeah.
Well, he's on a c130
Halfway across the country
by this time.
Oh, so I don't get to check on his
recovery? He's being well taken care of.
You did a good job.
(chuckles)
I can tell you that.
What are you still doing
hanging around?
Well, I wanted to say
thank you.
And that it, uh
Was nice meeting you.
♪
I'd say the same
But you were never here.
♪
♪
Istinct conversations)
♪
(mark) welcome.
Wine's on the table,
beer's in the fridge.
I have a fridge?
And since you
actually live here,
I'll hand over
the hosting duties to you.
Where's cristina?
Haven't seen her,
which is sort of rude.
Torres might know.
Hang on.
(indistinct conversations)
Callie,
yang say where she was--
Oh, um
Can I move in with you?
That might be
the rebound talking.
(laughs) not like that.
Not that.
Just until I can get rid of
the subletter in my place.
I'm starting from scratch,
and I don't
(sighs) I don't want
to do it alone.
Can't we be alone together?
Isn't it easier
to be single in pairs?
This a riddle?
No.
I'm drunk.
Come on.
Can I?
Sure.
(exhales) yay.
Your hair Is hot.
Right?
(laughs)
(laughs)
(indistinct conversations)
Oh, hi.
Hey.
Um, uh, I'm sorry.
I- I didn't--
I know I should bring a gift,
like a-a housewarming gift,
To things like this,
but I didn't
(crying) I didn't really
have time to bring anything.
So I'm just really sorry.
It is really--
it's no problem.
(crying) (jackson)
what happened? April?
Hey, hey.
Come on.
Come on.
(continues crying)
come on.
(indistinct conversations)
Has anybody seen cristina?
♪
If you're asking my opinion,
I think you should.
I think
you absolutely have to.
You should keep
And refinish
the original floors.
Why do I have to?
I mean, like,
I mean, you guys did what,
Like bamboo or something?
We're building our house
from scratch.
We can put down
whatever we want.
You have original oaoodo
I n't like it?
I mean, what if--
what if I hate oak?
It doesn't matter.
You have to do it.
The building's historic.
Ugh.
I know.
God.
Okay.
Okay, but I mean
(inhales deeply) okay.
Every pressurized system
needs a relief valve
(monitor beeping rhythmically)
♪
(beeping continues)
There has to be a way
to reduce the stress,
The tension
I got there
as fast as I could.
It was a grade-c fistula
with a ruptured splenic artery.
You did everything you could.
Avery, too.
Why don't you go home?
Yes, sir.
Bailey, look--
Why do we see
so many post-op fistulas
After pancreas surgeries?
I mean, your operation
is flawless.
It doesn't matter.
We still we fistulas in,
what, 20% of patients.
I think There's a way
to bring that number down.
I just gotta find it.
Miranda--
I needed a win, sir.
I- I've got a string
of big losses,
And I could use a win.
That's all.
Yang (chuckles)
Yang was the one
I didn't have to worry about.
I know.
♪
I know.
Before it becomes
too much to bear.
Look into
the pancreatectomy patients.
Figure it out,
And then let me know
how I can help.
Uh, can I use avery?
He actually gave me the idea.
He was great today.
Well, that's good to know.
You know alex karev
saved a baby's life
With a ping-pong ball?
A ping-pong ball?
Yes, he did.
(chuckles) alex karev.
There has to be a way
to find relief
(indistinct conversations)
Because if the pressure
doesn't find a way out
It'll make one.
Oh, listen.
Let me talk to her.
(guests murmuring)
all right.
(grunts)
(grunts)
(murmuring continues)
Come here.
Come on.
Here.
Come on.
It will explode.
Okay, okay.
Okay, okay.
Let's go.
Let's go.
Outside.
♪
It's the pressure
we put on ourselves
That's the hardest to bear
You think it was hard
for yang
To quit, to
To just walk away?
Oh, don't be stupid.
You're not quitting.
Besides, you might have just
gotten yourself fired
Or arrested,
probably both.
Yeah, well,
April is the only friend
I have left here, so
Don't be stupid.
♪
The pressure to be
better than we are
What the hell
were you thinking?
She's a ***.
Why
would you do that? I know.
God-- ow! Ow.
I mean, if you needed it
that bad, alex,
You should've
gone back to vegas.
There's
a whole industry there.
I didn't go to vegas.
I went to iowa.
You went to iowa.
I went home.
My brother-- remember aaron?
Yeah.
The doctors said
He got diagnosed
schizophrenic,
Just like my mom.
You know
how they figured it out?
He tried to kill
our little sister.
She's 16, she's a kid,
And her brother
tried to kill her.
And my mom
didn't do anything
'cause she's off her meds,
and
Anyway, I was in iowa.
That's where I went,
To my brother's
commitment hearing.
I had to commit him.
Whatever.
The pressure to be better
than we think we can be
Well, it's good
that you were there.
I wasn't there.
I wasn't.
♪
I showed up,
I held my sister's hand
in the hospital
For, like, ten minutes,
I shoved some pills
down my mom's throat,
I signed my brother
into a nuthouse
And I got the hell outta there
as fast as I could.
I wasn't there.
I'm the ***
who can't stand to be there.
It never
Ever lets up.
I should go down there.
Ugh.
I have to go down there.
Yeah.
I should go.
(man and woman)
sing me to sleep tonight ♪
You good?
Anything else
you want to talk about?
it's gonna be all right ♪
What are you doing
for bathroom tile?
Oh, bathroom tile.
Uh, ooh.
Uh
(speaking indistinctly)
♪
It just builds and builds
and builds.