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Hey students! It's nighttime. Haha, and I'm in the bed, and I'm speaking low because my
mom is sleeping next to me...well, not next to me, but in the room next to my room... Well, I wanna
tell you about a conversation I had with her earlier today. I was talking about selfishness
and um... it really all got started that the thought about selfishness was brought up... brought back to
me by the horrible side effects that cymbalta gave me. Cymbalta made me feel
like I was going to die. Um, it just didn't make me feel like I was gonna die, I actually felt
like I knew I was gonna die, and I got so close to the feeling of death, I feel like that I
actually realized what life is, and that is...uhm...it's..it's hard to say it, but ... what I'm here for is not for myself, and it's to serve
a much bigger purpose, and I know that now, and I realized for the first time that I would rather be
alive than dead. I've always wished that I had not been born. If it were up to me, I wouldn't
be here because I don't...I don't have any desire for myself, really. I...I would rather
just not be born, but when I got so close to death or I felt like I got so close to
death, it made me realize I actually do want to live because I want to live to serve others,
and I love doing that, and I am so happy and so, so fulfilled helping you all reach your
goals, and like I said in another video about my...my dreams, my dream is not just to help you
make your goals, but it's to help all of us make a better global society together. I mean
it's just amazing, and go watch that other video if you wanna know what I'm talking about.
I'm a dreamer. I can't help it, and I hope I have sweet dreams tonight. So, I'll teach
you a little saying we always say when we were children, we say "sleep tight..." Alright, we
say...how do we go? How do we say it? "Night night, sleep tight, don't let the bedbugs
bite" I'll say it one more time. "Night night, sleep tight, don't let the bedbugs bite".