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Part 37 Sheps Life - Spiritual Awakening The Last Weeks With Peter - The Attack Begins
In this part, I would like to speak about the last few weeks I spent with Peter!
Now things were coming to a close, he had taught me most of what I needed to know.
And the last three weeks, from about the last week of June, until I left Peter's.
Middle of July.
Peter told me to turn now to my spirit guides and ask them rather than himself to teach me.
So I was doing so, but all along, since this spirit had been in my light.
They had tried to give me, explanations of everything Peter was saying!
So Peter was talking to me and I was hearing spirit talking to me at the same time!
Or later on when it become less clear, although I could perceive their thoughts,
what they were thinking to me!
And I believe they were spirit guides, I had no reason not too!
So they were giving me alternatives and quite intelligent alternatives!
But not the truth!
So Peter was saying something and they were expanding on it and trying to delude me.
So I spend the last, three weeks fairly uneventfully with Peter.
Now Peter was not a well man himself! He was quite ill at times.
Anyway, things went on.
Then I had, had visitations, several, visitation what I believe of Father God, but it was not!
I had two real visitation of Father God, when he had helped me do things.
But these spirit had deluded me, by putting a slight tingling feeling, not unpleasant, in the bottom of my legs
and then they had given me a slight heavy feeling
and put a voice, you know! A nice voice, that they pretended to be Father God.
So they still did that at times, pretended to be Father God!
And I could hear that voice!
In my mind of course!
So anyway, I was about the happiest man alive!
Everything seem to be going for me.
I did not know there was anything wrong whatsoever!
And on the 15th of July 1995, I went to bed quite happily, celebrating!
You know! and trying to get through still every night, trying to get through my light to be with Su Ling.
And I was so happy and in love with Su Ling!
And I kept trying as I say, every night to get through, but no success!
And then, one or two little things had happened.
But I went to sleep happiest man alive!
I thought Su Ling was the brightest Star in the Universe! :)
So I went to be and at 5.25 in the morning I was woken up
and I had an extreme! unpleasant! tingling in my legs!
Which instantly made me think, Father God with me!
I felt a heavy feeling
and it did not seem he was happy straight away with that sort of tingling!
And then a voice, it was the same voice as they had been using.
But in a very authoritative and unhappy voice!
Spoke to me clearly in my mind, from wherever it was coming from!
Through my light I thought
and that is where it was coming form, through this piece of equipment in my light
and it was told by who I thought was Father God,
but was these conspirators in my light.
You Have Failed!!!
You must get up and leave this house!!!
and not return to Peter's home again!!!
And you know! I said but what have I done!
Why have I failed!
YOU HAVE FAILED THE TEST!!!
You!!! Did Not Chose Su Ling Over This Other Girl!!!
You Still Love Both!!! AND THAT'S IS NOT RIGHT FOR MY INSTRUMENT!!!
You Must Get Up and Leave This Place NOW!!!
And you know! I was frightened!
And I got up and I was not going to disagree with who I thought was Father God!
I thought I had failed!
So I got up and started getting dressed
and then I got a hurry up form this voice!
It said! HURRY UP GET OUT NOW!!!
And then the voice said!
If you see anybody on the way out the house!
Do Not Stop to Talk to Them, Go Straight Out, Get in Your Car and Leave!!!
And you know! I got a few bits together quickly and shoved into a sleeping case
and I just started to walk downstairs, to go out to my car
and it was 5.30 in the morning
and as I walked past Peter's front room, the door was open.
Peter was stood there and you know, he would not be up that time of day
and he was stood there with his back to me.
He was obviously there to help me!
But you know! I thought Father God told me get and not to speak to him!
So I did go straight out the front door.
Now later, I learned of course this was not Father God!
And I learned that Peter was of course there to help me if I asked!
But for them to know that Peter was up in his front room!
There had to be yet! another conspirator guide!
Which we will find out more about later on.
But I did not know any of this of course.
I just thought it was Father God telling me I had failed and got to get out and had to except that!
So I walked out the front door, got in my car
and as I was driving away from Peter's house up Cypress road,
a voice come into my mind, a man saying! I am one of your guides!
I am going to tell you that, Father God is displeased with you
and he is going to take you light away from you for a whole month!
And then you will be put back with the light again!
You Know! This was devastating to me!
So this is just the beginning, of the day they tried to kill me!
And they drove me the death this day.
So I am not going to go onto the Attack Videos!
And if you look in this bottom corner, you will now see, that an annotations come up.
That will take you to the next group of videos.
Which are the Attack videos!
Not before you watch them, they may be disturbing to some!
And you know, viewer and parental discretion is advised on these!
I and would not advice that under fifteen year olds watch them.
Because some of it is very gruesome!
So that's the end of my Awakening!
And the beginning of my Spiritual Attack!
So I will go onto the next video.
Which you will be able to click onto.
The Playlist is there also, on the next video,
that you can click on and watch all the videos on the Playlist.
So I thank you for you time! See you in the next video!
Love and Light Shep!
And I had a wonderful, wonderful, Awakening! And I shall Never Forget it!
Love and Light Shep!
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