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Previously on Everwood:
Reid tried to kill himself.
I found him on the floor of the bathroom
with a bottle of sleeping pills.
Doctor said he's gonna be okay.
You're going through a rough patch,
that's all it is.
- Relationships are hard.
- Is it supposed to be this hard?
Because, I mean,
sometimes other situations
they just feel a lot easier.
Why couldn't we have just kept going
the way we were going?
- Why did you have to mess it up?
- It wasn't a thinking choice.
I don't think I can forgive you, Bright.
Oh, sing it, girl.
Yeah, that's not gonna happen.
Hey, what's up, guys? It's Reid.
They're letting me out today,
so I should be home in about an hour.
- Can't wait to see you guys.
Bye.
- Oh, crap.
- I can't talk now, Bright.
- How soon can you get here?
- What's the matter?
- What is it?
Reid called.
They're letting him out.
Ephram's in New York.
I'm the entire welcome wagon
to a guy that tried to off himself.
Okay, well,
you are his roommate, Bright, so
Look, I'm begging you, come over.
- Okay, I'll be there as fast as I can.
- Thank you, thank you very much.
- You listening to Sarah McLachlan?
- Shut it.
What's the matter? What is it?
Reid's coming home, and Bright's scared
to be there alone when he gets there.
I guess he's nervous about how to act
around a recently suicidal person.
Fair enough.
It'd be nice for Reid to have his friends
there waiting for him when he gets home.
I mean, as a sign of love and support
and all that stuff.
It's fine, Amy, I totally don't mind
if you wanna go over there.
No.
No way, absolutely not.
No.
- No.
- You don't know what I'm gonna say.
I am not going over to that house
with you.
No, no, no.
Hear me out.
This isn't even about Bright.
This is about Reid.
Isn't being there
the Christian thing to do?
If he accomplished what he set out to
he'd be on his way
to H-E-double-hockey-sticks.
It's a sin, remember?
So don't try and bring Jesus into this.
Okay, fine, forget Jesus.
What about
just good old-fashioned friendship?
Being there for somebody who needs you.
I I feel bad for Reid, I do.
I just
I am not ready to see Bright, okay?
It's not the right time.
That's where I think you're wrong.
I think it's the perfect time.
I mean, the Reid thing is so huge, it
kind of diffuses the you-and-Bright thing.
True.
And you're having a really good hair day.
And your hands and your feet
are all new and shiny.
- Thought this was about Reid.
- It is.
Doesn't mean you can't look good.
- Fine, but I am not staying long, okay?
- Twenty minutes.
I wanna make sure he's okay,
let him know we're here for him.
- Okay.
- Hannah.
We're gonna need a touchup.
- Sorry.
- Sorry.
No problem.
Man.
Dad! Dad!
What is it, sweetie? Somebody hurt?
- No, it's worse.
- So much worse.
I found out Thalia's birthday party
is the same day as my bat mitzvah.
We have to change it to another weekend.
How's July sound?
We can't move your bat mitzvah.
It's like a wedding.
Instead of a groom, you have a cantor.
Can't you call everybody,
tell them you made a mistake?
Or send an emergency e-mail.
Much more efficient.
No, I can't, and frankly,
I don't understand what the big deal is.
Why can't Thalia just move her party?
Thalia's the most popular person
in our whole grade.
- We're talking both classrooms.
- Sweetheart
your bat mitzvah isn't just a party.
It's an important rite of passage
that took months of planning.
Lots of people plan stuff
then change the dates.
My stepmother
changed a whole cruise vacation
because she figured out
it was gonna be her time of the month.
Thank you, Brittany.
I'm sorry, sweetheart,
but there's nothing I can do.
And I promise you, people will still come.
Now I have to get back to work.
You gonna be okay?
You're still coming to mine, right?
I don't know.
I mean, I'm not even Jewish.
You're lucky.
We were obviously
chosen to be miserable.
Yeah.
- Hello?
- Thank God you're here.
I have no idea what to say
when Reid gets here.
- Oh, hey, Hannah.
- Hello, Bright.
- So when's he getting here?
- Any minute now.
Here's the game plan.
You two talk to him.
I'm gonna hang back, kind of supervise.
Don't be a moron.
What's that smell?
It smells like deodorant.
Yeah.
It's Right Guard, okay?
My apartment stunk.
I didn't have any air freshener left.
- Surprise.
- Welcome home.
- Hi.
- I'm not gonna break.
Okay.
- Good having you back, man.
- Missed you too, man.
So how are you?
Really great.
Although my back's kind of sore.
The beds in that place really suck.
But I'm just really happy to be home.
All right, guys, talk to me.
What did I miss? Anything exciting?
- No.
- No, not really.
- No.
- Where's Ephram? Is he at school?
- Ephram's in New York.
He's with Kyle.
- Cool.
Living the Juilliard dream.
Right on.
Hey, would you be up
for some one-handed basketball?
I'm stir-crazy from being cooped up.
Could use the exercise.
- Yeah, sure, of course.
- Cool.
- I'll jump in the shower and then we'll go?
- All right.
- Am I missing something?
- That was a little weird.
A little? He's acting like he just got back
from the spa instead of the hospital.
- Maybe he's just back to normal.
- No, that's not possible.
It's too soon.
I think he's doing okay for now,
so I'm gonna get going.
- Oh, okay, I'll be out in a second.
- Okay.
- She couldn't even look at me.
- It's just gonna take some time, Bright.
How long, do you think?
I don't know.
Longer than it's taken Reid.
Well, everything looks great.
We'll have that cesarean in two days
and you will go home
with a beautiful baby girl.
- How's that sound, Kathy?
- I know exactly who you are.
Once she gives birth, we'll be able to get
her back on her medications right away.
Shouldn't take long
for everything to get back to normal.
I don't even remember
what normal looks like.
I feel like I've been hit by a truck
every day for the past nine months.
You are looking rather run-down.
Why don't you come into my office?
We can talk.
Perhaps I can prescribe something
for that cold.
- Louise, if you could take care of Kathy?
- Of course.
Think she'll even remember
these last nine months?
- Probably not to the extent that you will.
- Lucky her.
Schizophrenia's a brutal disease.
Kathy is a brave woman
to go through with this pregnancy.
Or I'm stupid
to let her go through with it.
I never wanted this, Dr.
Abbott.
I was happy with the two of us.
More than happy.
You know how stubborn Kathy can be.
Been that way since she was 15.
Even then, she was determined
to be a mother, despite her illness.
That's the thing.
I've never seen her sick.
As long as I've known her,
she's been on her pills.
Schizophrenia's just this concept.
It's like a story in a scrapbook
from her childhood.
I had no idea it could be so bad.
- I didn't know how different she could be.
- Yeah.
Not to put a strain on your marriage
but remember,
when you're holding that little baby girl
I can't even think about that.
I know it sounds horrible,
but I already resent her, you know?
The baby, I mean.
For putting me through this,
for making me look at my wife differently.
James, has Kathy been violent?
Oh, those.
I have no idea where those are from.
Look.
It's probably from fighting her
to get in the bath or something.
You said that you were feeling tired?
Any other symptoms at all?
Headache, nausea?
Anything out of the ordinary?
My gums have been bleeding lately,
but I thought that was all from stress.
Well, I'm sure that it is.
But I'd like to run some blood work
just as a precaution.
Sure, no problem.
Hey, you don't think
I'm a horrible person, do you?
- For those things that I said?
- No, not at all.
I think you are a man
who's deeply in love with his wife.
And I think she's lucky to have you.
Sandra Brown's Botox is up next.
And another fax came from UCLA.
Third one this week.
Third one you've thrown away.
What's with the tree killing?
You're gonna run us out of fax paper.
It's nothing.
Just my old partners from L.
A.
As usual, they're trying to take
a good idea and make it profitable.
Evil ***.
I know, I know,
it's not such a terrible thing.
They want me to get my Master's
in addictions counseling
so I'd be more marketable
when selling my rehab program.
If I had that degree, I could do more
one-on-one work, counseling-type stuff.
Well, doc
much as I'd miss
helping you inject poison
into snotty women's foreheads,
sounds like a great opportunity.
- You could really help some people.
- Yeah, I know, I know.
Believe me,
I'm getting tired of this stuff too.
I just don't think it's the right time
to be making a change.
Things are getting back on track
with Nina.
- I don't wanna screw that up.
- Take her with you.
No, I could never ask her
to leave Everwood.
She's already done so much for me.
And besides, this is her home.
She's happy here.
Her business is here, her friends.
What makes you think
she'd choose all that stuff over you?
I could never ask her to choose.
Here you go.
- Thanks, Amy, that's perfect.
- No worries.
I was wondering if I could get a copy
of Friday's notes from Burwick's class.
Sure thing.
You were out partying
till dawn again, weren't you?
You know me so well.
- Hey.
- Hey.
Friday night.
What are you doing?
Maybe we could grab dinner,
see a movie or something.
- Okay
- Unless it's not a good night for you.
- We could do it another night.
- Friday's good
Okay, great.
I'll call you and we'll figure it out.
- Okay.
- All right, see you.
You guys are out of TP again.
Third stall from the left.
- What's up?
- I think Reid just asked me out on a date.
- And I think I said yes.
- Wait, seriously?
- Do you like him again?
- No, of course not.
It's just he's in a fragile state.
What was I supposed to say?
Exactly.
Exactly.
What if he has a nervous breakdown?
Or he tries to kiss you, you turn away,
and he totally loses it?
- You're not trained for any of that.
- You're freaking me out.
This is a freaky situation
you've gotten yourself into, you know?
So many things could go wrong.
You should not go alone.
Thank you, thank you.
You are such a good friend.
No, no, no, I am not going.
I can't go.
I am a terrible third wheel.
Well, then, so we'll get a fourth wheel.
It'll be less of a date thing
and more a group-friend thing.
I don't have group friends.
You're my group.
Unless you want me to go with Ephram,
which would be woogy.
- No, not Ephram.
- Don't even say Bright.
- Nick.
- Who?
- I don't know anyone named Nick.
- You're about to.
Amy
Hey, Nick, I'd like you to meet Hannah.
- Hi.
- Hey.
That's awful.
Poor Delia.
I knew Thalia was trouble
the minute I heard that squeaky voice
talking about carbs and MTV.
She sounds like the devil to me.
Hey, you know, there is a flu going
around.
Maybe
Maybe there's a solution
that doesn't involve germ warfare.
- Well, I'm open to suggestions.
- Well, it seems pretty simple.
Kids wanna be part
of the coolest thing out there, right?
Just make sure that Delia's party
is so cool that no kid could turn it down.
I'm not sure that I wanna teach Delia
she can buy her way out of a problem.
Exactly.
Can you imagine what
she'd expect at her sweet 16?
Why don't you talk to Thalia's mom?
Once you explain the significance, I'm
sure she'd consider moving Thalia's party.
- You just have to be reasonable.
- I don't know.
I tend to get pushy
when I don't get my way.
And I'd hate to ruin Delia's
junior-high-school experience.
I'll go with you.
I'm pretty good at keeping my cool.
Plus, moms love me.
- Really?
- Really?
Yes, absolutely.
And then we'd have the ganging-up effect
as well, which, you know, works.
Right, babe?
What? Yeah, yeah.
- Right.
- Well, thanks, Nina.
You're really performing a mitzvah here.
That's Hebrew for "good deed.
"
Well, I'm off to save the world, Rose.
Second week working at the art museum,
I'm already running late.
Let me grab my coffee
and I'll walk out with you.
- Potassium?
- No, thanks.
I'll get something
at the museum coffee shop.
I'm working late tonight.
I won't be home for dinner.
- But there are leftovers in the refrigerator.
- Don't worry about me.
Not sure if I'll be home for dinner either.
The office has been a virtual clinic.
- How late you think you'll be?
- Oh, not sure, but don't wait up.
I'll probably go to bed
as soon as I get home.
- As will I.
Well, have a good day, Rose.
- You too.
So you can see my point.
A bat mitzvah is an important milestone
in a young woman's life.
It wouldn't be the same for Delia
if Thalia weren't there.
No, it certainly wouldn't.
Thalia's a very special girl.
Yes.
So you'll move the party?
I sympathize with you, Dr.
Brown,
and I suppose I could move Thalia's party.
But then what kind of message
would that send?
That your daughter
is more important than mine?
That seems rather unfair.
I'm not sure you're getting the point.
This is a once-in-a-lifetime event
for my daughter.
Delia has studied for months for this day.
It's very important
that her friends be there.
Then perhaps you should consider
moving the event
if it means that much to Delilah.
It's Delia.
And how many times
do we have to explain?
It can't be moved.
It's a rite of passage, not a party.
I think we're done here.
Why don't we let the kids decide
which one they'd rather go to?
Give me a break.
Ashlee Simpson versus Cantor Fordis?
- Where do you think they'll wanna go?
- You can't blame me for that.
I think the problem here is that we just
have different styles of parenting.
Oh, you are a piece of work.
I can see
where your daughter gets her brat gene.
- Steady, Nina.
- I think you should leave.
What are you gonna do,
call Ashlee's bodyguards?
- I'm so scared.
Bring it on, sweater set.
- And now it's time to go.
Totally.
That sounds great.
Okay, cool.
I'll pick you guys up at around 7, okay?
All right.
I'll see you then.
Bye.
- What's got you doing a happy dance?
- Nothing, just Amy confirming our date.
Don't worry, I already called Ephram.
He's totally cool with it.
- Alrighty, then.
- Oh, yeah, it's so cool.
We're all going bowling.
I haven't done that since high school.
You all who?
Me, Amy, Hannah and some Nick person?
I figured he was a buddy or something.
Not my buddy.
I ain't got no buddies named Nick.
I know no Nicks.
Look, it's not something
that I would stress about.
Sounded like a friend thing, you know?
But what do I know?
I'll keep an eye on him for you, okay?
We need to figure out how to
make Delia's bat mitzvah the place to be.
Do you know anybody at Apple?
Because maybe we could give out nanos
as party favors.
I don't even have a nano.
I thought that buying your way
out of problems
is not what we wanna teach
the children.
Well, screw the lesson.
I want revenge.
I want Delia's party to kick ***.
But I thought it wasn't a party.
I thought it was a rite of passage.
Are you trying to annoy me right now?
Because I'm already at nine here.
Yeah, I can sense that.
- I'm just not sure I understand why.
- Because that woman was horrible.
But why do you care so much?
When you think about it,
it's not really your problem.
- It's not like the Browns are your family.
- Well, in a way, they are.
Yeah, but they're actually not.
I know they feel like they are,
but you have a family already.
- There's gotta be a line, right?
- What does that mean?
It means that feeling bad for Delia
is one thing.
Marching over to some woman's house
with Andy is another.
He's not your husband.
And did you ever even think
about how it might make me feel?
Especially knowing how you used to feel
about him, how he used to feel about you.
You're totally right.
I am so sorry, Jake.
I didn't even think.
- You know there's nothing going on.
- Yeah, I know that.
- Okay.
- I trust you.
What? Tell me.
It's nothing.
It seems like since I got back from L.
A.
,
things have been a little off between us.
- Am I crazy?
- Yes, you're crazy.
Come on.
Okay.
Night.
There you are.
I have some amazing info for you,
Delia Brown.
I already know.
Courtney kissed Jimmy Foreman
by the cafeteria.
Please, that is old news.
They've been going out since third period.
I'm talking about that loser
Ashlee Simpson backing out on my party.
- She did?
- My mom's getting Jessica now
which is way better anyway.
But it'll take a few weeks,
so your bat mitzvah thing is back on.
We were never actually gonna cancel it,
but I'm happy you can come.
Yeah, definitely.
I just need you
to do one small thing for me.
- Sure.
- You know Brittany?
She needs to be uninvited.
Like ten minutes ago.
Why? You're friends with Brittany,
and she's been my best friend forever.
Whatever.
She's evil.
She tried to kiss Micah Dyer.
Everyone knows I broke up with him
two weeks ago
which means he's off-limits
for four more.
- Well, maybe Brittany didn't know.
- Rules are rules, Delia.
Ignorance is no excuse.
I mean, you can obviously invite her
if you want.
But if you do,
she'll be the only one there.
Your call.
What's wrong?
We have to reschedule the C-section?
No, no, this is not about Kathy.
Your tests came back, James.
I'm afraid it is much more serious
than we thought.
You're in the advanced stages
of a disease called aplastic anemia.
- Looks like you've had it for a while.
- So, what does that mean exactly?
It means that your bone marrow
is failing to produce red cells
white cells and platelets.
So you're far more susceptible to fatigue,
bleeding and
most dangerously, infection.
Your body's fighting a losing battle.
Your chances of long-term survival
are not very good.
I'm so sorry.
So, what, that's it? Then I just die?
There are steps we can take
to extend your life
mainly by isolating you
to prevent infection.
Are you crazy?
The C-section's tomorrow.
I can't leave my wife.
She doesn't know what's going on.
I know, I know.
And then what happens
after the baby's born?
I'm gonna check into a hospital
for weeks?
Kathy's not gonna be normal right away.
She's gonna need my help.
No, there's no way
that I'm gonna go to a hospital.
Obviously, this is an overwhelming
amount of information to take in
and an incredibly difficult decision
to make.
As your physician,
I felt I had to suggest a treatment.
As a friend,
I understand if you choose not to.
How'd this happen to me, Dr.
Abbott?
I don't understand.
I'm about to be a father.
- I know.
- I'm having a little girl.
My life can't be ending.
My life's just starting.
Just starting now.
Do I have the touch or what?
What's my score?
One-eighty.
We should all forfeit.
I mean, you're killing us.
Know what I think?
You and I need to join a bowling league,
get matching shirts.
- Because that is every girl's dream.
- Hannah, are you in?
I don't think I should be allowed
to throw heavy objects right now.
It's just because you guys
need to work on your form.
- Here, let me show you.
- Okay.
So, Hannah, what do you like to do?
I mean, since bowling
is obviously not your thing.
I don't really have a thing.
- That's cool.
- And:
I don't really have a thing either.
Although I do like rugby.
- Okay, who's next?
- That would be me.
But if I get another gutter ball,
I'm gonna kill myself.
I got a whole other bottle of pills
that'll do the trick.
Make sure you take enough.
Otherwise, it's really embarrassing.
That's it.
- Hannah
- I'm sorry, but this is insane, okay?
Are you honestly joking
about your suicide attempt?
Do you think that anyone here
finds that funny?
The point of tonight was to be supportive,
but you don't need our support
since you're fine with everything.
Which means, Amy,
you can stop pretending this is a date.
And I don't need to be here at all,
because, honestly
I have my own problems now
that I'd really like to deal with.
So I really don't need to be hanging out
on a group-date-thing whatever.
I mean, no offense, Nick.
Sorry.
I'm just I'm really, really distraught.
I'll go make sure she's okay.
- Hello, dear.
- Please tell me you're in the car.
Oh, no, I'm still here.
We had a new exhibit coming,
and there is so much work to do.
- When do you think you'll be home?
- Oh, maybe an hour or two.
- Oh, if you're hungry, there's something
- No, I'm not hungry, I'm just
Oh, I've just had the most awful day.
- Rose?
- Remember James Carmody?
- Kathy's husband?
- Yeah, I'll be right there.
- What?
- Oh, I'm sorry, dear.
Arvin was just calling for me.
What were you saying?
Oh, never mind.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
I know you're busy.
I'll see you when you get home.
Okay.
- Two?
- Yeah.
- I got it.
- Okay.
Hey, Sam, did you feel that?
I think it might be snowing.
- Gotcha.
- Food fight.
Hey.
I think I finally have the perfect idea
for Delia's party.
Put on coffee,
we're gonna have a strategy session.
Actually, I can't right now.
We're about to watch a movie.
It's movie night, I forgot.
I'm sorry to interrupt.
Tell you what,
come by tomorrow morning.
I'll get that cake you love
and we can hammer this out.
We haven't got a lot of time left.
Actually, I have to go to the office
early tomorrow.
I got paperwork.
- Yeah.
- Well, that's okay, I understand.
- I'm really sorry, Andy.
- No, no, it's fine.
I can figure this out on my own.
I'll see you later, Nin.
See you later, Andy.
You need some quarters?
That's okay.
I got you an ICEE.
Oh, thanks.
Now, I know I'm not from this country
but are blue raspberries
really found in nature?
I don't think anything you can eat
in a bowling alley is found in nature.
I'm really sorry about tonight.
I'm just kind of going through some stuff
right now in my life, obviously.
I'm not really known
to, like, raise my voice like that.
No problem.
I was just happy to finally hear you talk.
Oh, really?
Nice introduction.
Is this part of the new Reid?
- The new Reid?
- Or whoever you're trying to be?
I'm just trying not to be
who I was before.
Then again, I have spent the last few days
plastering on a fake smile
and pretending to be happy,
so I guess old habits die hard.
While new habits are difficult to pick up.
- Oh, I'm sorry.
- For what?
For asking you out.
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It was unfair of me.
I wanted to come tonight, Reid.
I was worried about you.
I know.
I just don't wanna be where I am.
I just wanna skip the next part
and go straight to the end
where I have everything figured out.
- You know you can't do that, right?
- Yeah, but it's fun pretending.
You know, in a way
it's kind of why
I asked you out tonight.
You know, back in September,
when we were hanging out or whatever
was the last time that I remember
being in a good place.
You know,
med school hadn't brought me down.
I still had a future, still had hope.
Did you know that my boyfriend
passed away a few years ago?
At first I did everything I could
not to deal.
I figured if I did that long enough,
the pain would just go away.
Time heals all wounds, all of that stuff.
But the problem was,
I didn't get any better
and things just got darker and darker
until I was almost where you were at
last week.
That's when I realized
the pain wouldn't go away
unless I really dealt with it.
- How did you do it?
- I stopped pretending that I was fine.
Started having
all of the hard conversations.
Some of them were even with Colin,
which made me feel kind of crazy
but it worked.
And I finally came out of that place.
As great as that smile is of yours, Reid
you can only hide behind it for so long.
I just think you need to find the pain,
wherever yours is
and just deal with it, you know?
That's just my opinion.
I'm gonna ride my bike to the park,
if that's okay.
Sure.
And when you get back,
we should talk about the bat mitzvah.
I think I came up with some great ideas.
We may even need a bouncer.
You don't have to worry about that.
Thalia's party got moved.
- It did? Well, that's fantastic.
- She's not coming anyway.
- That's less fantastic.
- Not really.
She wanted me to uninvite Brittany,
so I decided to uninvite her instead.
- And you're okay with all that?
- Truthfully, it's kind of a relief.
This whole being-popular thing
is a lot of work.
It seemed really cool in the beginning,
but now I'm over it.
I may not have as many friends
as I did before
but I'll actually like the ones I do have.
Well, that sounds like a step
in the right direction.
Yeah, but I'm glad I hung out with Thalia
as much as I did.
Really? Why's that?
At least now I know
what kind of person I don't wanna be.
And until I figure out who I do wanna be,
I'll just go back to being who I was.
I'm telling you, Dad, it's quite a process.
If you can wait, I'll grab my bike
and go to the park with you.
I don't think so.
There's a chance
Jeff Berman's gonna be there.
No offense, but you're kind of
a mojo killer.
Later, skater.
- How's she doing, she's all right?
- Kathy's fine.
She'll be in recovery
for two to three hours.
Then we'll start her on
the antipsychotics.
- We'll bring her in here after that.
- Okay.
Thank you, doctor.
- Do you have a name for her?
- Yeah, Lily.
Lily.
It's one of the last things
that we talked about.
Kathy loves it.
Well, it's a beautiful name.
If you're not ready,
we could bring her to the nursery.
You could visit her there.
No, no, I'm ready.
Here you go.
Here you go.
Hi.
Hi.
Hi.
I could've loved her all this time.
These past nine months,
I've been so angry, resentful
waiting for the pregnancy to be over
with so I could have my life back.
And I spent so much time
waiting for this part
figuring I'd get to enjoy this part.
And now that I don't
Iook what I wasted.
Missed the entire ride,
and I lost the chance to love her, didn't I?
Oh, God, I'd give anything
to have that time back.
Nine months with my sweet little Lily.
Yeah.
I would love you so much.
I would.
It's just so sudden.
I need more notice with stuff like this.
I already told you,
I'll leave you last month's rent.
Not financial notice, emotional notice.
Breakups, goodbyes.
- Do you really have to go right now?
- Pretty sure, yeah.
Amy said some interesting stuff
the other night.
Oh, really?
Well, leave it to my sister
to completely ruin a good thing.
She's right, you know?
Before I figure out what I'll do next, I gotta
work through the stuff that got me here.
You know, like with my mom and Danny.
Truck's here.
You sure you know
how to drive a U-Haul?
No clue, but I figure I'll learn as I go.
That's my new motto.
- Okay, well, call when you get home.
- I will, I will.
Thank you.
You know, it's weird to think
that less than a year ago
I didn't know what Everwood was.
Yeah, a lot of people say that.
Now that I do,
it's like I can't imagine my life without it.
- Really gonna miss this place.
- Okay, stop, you're gonna make me cry.
Hey.
Did I miss the hugs?
No, you're just in time, actually.
I'm about to take off.
- How was New York?
- Good.
Yeah, you know, busy.
I can't believe you're moving out.
Yup, hitting the open road,
out there on my own, wind in my hair.
All right, it's just to Denver, but still.
Like your hair could have movement
with that crap in it.
Okay, time to go.
Bright, help me carry.
Really feel like Dorothy
in The Wizard of Oz right now.
And you wonder
why we always think you're gay.
I don't know what to say to you, Ephram.
How do you say goodbye
to someone who literally saved your life?
You don't have to.
We'll be in touch.
What do you have in here, weights?
What else would it be?
There you are.
I've been looking all over.
Goodness, I didn't realize
we were doing this tonight.
- We don't have to.
If you're not ready
- Oh, no, no, that's not it.
I just had some paperwork I was gonna
do, but I guess I can spare 20 minutes.
I don't want 20 minutes, Rose.
I mean, if now is a bad time,
we can do it tomorrow
or whenever you do have time.
- What's the matter?
- Nothing's the matter, Rose.
I don't wanna rush anything anymore.
I feel like we spent the last seven months
doing that
and what do we have to show for it?
I don't think I know what you mean.
Well, we spent seven months
trying to adopt a child.
Now, in all that time,
we were together every day.
We shared almost every single meal.
We never once talked about anything
other than that adoption.
Well
- It seemed important at the time.
- Yes, it did.
- Well, of course it did, but
- But we didn't wind up getting the baby.
So now you're upset
that we wasted all this time?
No, no, no.
That's not it at all, no.
I'm upset that we wasted
a golden opportunity.
We were so wrapped up in the meetings
and paperwork, social workers
not only did we forget
to enjoy the journey
honey, we forgot to enjoy each other.
You're right.
We did.
And now we're back
to our busy lives again.
I miss you, Rose.
Oh, Harold.
So I know packing up this room
was never something
that we ever wanted to do.
But it's the last step of the journey.
It's one I wanna share with you.
Come in, Amy, it's open.
It's not Amy.
- Hey.
- Hi.
Is Reid already gone?
Yeah, he left a little while ago.
Shoot, I thought he was leaving
tomorrow morning.
Yeah, he could only get the truck today,
I guess.
He told me to say goodbye.
Okay.
- So I should just
- No, God, don't go.
Hang out.
- You know what? I'm just gonna go.
- Wait, hold on.
How was bowling the other night?
Did you have a good time?
You really wanna hear about my date?
Well, I mean, not really,
but if we're gonna be friends again
we're gonna have to start
somewhere, so
- We're gonna be friends again, right?
- I don't know.
Hannah.
It's not because I'm mad,
because that's not it, it's just
I don't know how to just be friends
with you anymore, Bright.
- I mean, I know we started off that way
- Which is why we can go back to that.
We can at least go back to that.
Hannah,
you gotta give me something here.
I know I don't deserve it.
I'm not saying I deserve it.
I don't.
But I can't imagine my life
without you in it.
I know, I can't either.
I just
I don't wanna talk to you about dates,
hear about your dates.
I haven't been on any.
I don't even wanna go on dates.
But you will,
and if we're talking all the time
I'm gonna be waiting for that to happen.
- It doesn't have to be like that.
- We can't keep having this conversation.
- Okay, yes, you're absolutely right.
I think I just I really need to figure out
how to move on with my life right now.
Without you.
That was great.
Feels like we haven't had a date in forever.
That's probably because we haven't.
- I'm gonna be better at that from now on.
- Yeah, me too.
Something happening in there, smiley?
Yeah, kind of.
Can we sit down for a second?
- What's the matter?
- Nothing.
Everything's fine.
I just
I just need to talk to you
about something.
Okay, see, now you're scaring me.
- I'm sorry.
- Okay.
I got nervous all of a sudden,
but here it goes.
My partners in L.
A.
got the funding
for my program
and they're interested
in moving forward.
You mean with the support groups?
That's amazing.
That's good news, right?
Yeah, it's great news.
But to them
moving forward
would also mean moving.
Okay, they've got it all mapped out
and there's a million details
I can fill you in on later.
The big ones are they want me
to get my Master's
and they want me to expand.
And they want both of those things
to happen in L.
A
which would mean moving.
Yeah.
Well, I don't know what to say.
I mean, I know this means a lot to you.
So if you feel that you need to move
No, no, no.
No, not just me.
Us.
- Us?
- Yes.
I don't wanna do this without you.
I don't wanna do anything
without you, Nina.
That's the whole point.
I want you and Sam
to move to Los Angeles with me.