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How's he doing? Yes he's fine, he's fine, um I took him to
the clinic yesterday his books there, Oh right ok,
Yeah had his weight done, and His weight is doing really well..
Yeah Did he have his immunisation done yesterday?
Yes So how are you doing?
Um well.... I think I am really tired, basically, having the cesarean, you knew that didn't
you? Yeah and that was quite a shock for you this
time wasn't it? It was I really wanted a home birth, and I
had everything planned and stuff but I ended up in hospital,
and once I was in hospital it just snowballed, and cause I am so physically tired, still
quite sore and stuff, yeah
It must have been difficult for you It was
and it is a major operation at the end of the day
Yeah just picking him up is harder because of the scar and I know a lot of people have
cesarean's but you know I just feel like everything is just
10 times harder than it was with La Toya, I feel like it is
so much harder because I am so sore and tired all of the time.
Well if you had had a hysterecomy you would have had 3 months of rest and doing nothing,
but with a cesarean you are there handling a baby, and of course
it wasn't what you had anticipated, and when you had La Toya it didn't
happen did it? So it was a big shock to you, wasn't it?
I'll get you a tissue Thanks...I am just so frustrated all the time
and I just feel like, I have to do everything and I have to
be on top of everything and I just havent had anytime and I am really fed up with it
now. And how about your partner? ...ummm
Loveless? Loveless.is he able to support you?
He does try, he tries, he just, I just feel like he just gets everything, I feel like
he does things he just does the wrong things, you know he
just lets the washing pile up in the sink so that there is no
clean juice cups in the morning, and La toya wants a drink, no I have to stand there you
know and I have to wash it, or I have to think the night before,
when I want to go to bed, cause I know Ill get up four times, no I have to think
no I can't go to bed I have to wash up. So he says, if you tell me what needs doing
Ill do it, but no, I have to notice, then I have to tell him, and
then I have to make sure he has done it, so I might as well do it myself,
what are you doing? Did you take him to the park?
Yeah, You need to put that in her mouth,she doesn't
need that, she'll be sweating, she doesn't need that
Alright, alright What's all that stuff you've got?
Toys for the park You don't need toys at the park, they'll be
running around outside, there is no point taking all that
stuff, you just need a *** and a bottle...do you want me to do it?
No no it's alright..Elle... Well she keeps waking him up, thats why he's
waking up, take her out quick, and Ill put him back to sleep
go on Right come on girl
Shall I put his dummy back in for you? Do you see what I mean?