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Gnostic Congress of Transvaluation 26 Octomber 2008 - First Part (continued) "The Treasure of Light"
Look, I have commented many times
that Master Samael
took very seriously the inner work
that leads to self-realization.
He studied the Psychological gymnasium
that he had around,
and he struggled to assimilate it.
When he wanted to destroy the aggregates
of impatience (that we all have, indeed),
he went to the Post Office to pick up the letters.
In the post office, you know that sometimes
we have to queue before
being attended. Then, he
waited in the queue with his package of letters
containing answers to his disciples.
And in the Post Office of Mexico D.F.,
the queues are queues; they are not fictitious, but real.
Then, the Master stood there
with his package; and the queue advanced
slowly, slowly... When he had arrived to the window
of the receptionist
who was going to take the letters,
then, the Master turned back,
and returned with his package
to the end of the queue. And he repeated this
two or three times. One day, that woman
asked the Master:
«Listen, do you have any psychological problem?».
And the Master answered:
«No, I try to
solve my psychological problems -he said».
«But are not you sick?»,
«No, I am not sick».
Obviously, the woman thought that the Master
was a madman. But he commented
that all the things that
he felt moving within him:
the shouts he listened, the anxieties
that he felt, the trembling produced
by the intolerance …; he took all of that
to his house, he sat on a sofa,
and he started to analyse:
«What did I think
when I was in the queue?»
Then, he watched that movie,
and several "I's" appeared in the movie:
I's shouting against the Mexican Government;
"I's" that were saying:
«I wish Hercolubus come
and destroy this building»;
"I's" saying:
«What a nasty world.
I am always the last», etc.
And the other "I's", because when
we scan the emotional centre,
we can discovers "I's" of resentment,
hatred... In the centre of motion
there are "I's" saying:
«Give a punch to the window
so that they hear you».
The Master took all of this,
he analysed and reflected on it,
and later on he worked in the Arcanum A. Z. F.
to eliminate.
But the Master never fled from the gymnasium.
He wrote and told us
that when he wanted to study
the *** in detail (it has many details),
then, he said:
«Near the place
where I lived before,
near my house, there was a street,
and when I went by there, curiously,
always there was a lady
in the garden of the house;
and I had same psychological elements
that liked this lady in a lustful way».
Then, the Master says that he felt
those "I's" talking to him:
«Look, look, how beautiful she is!
Look, look at her legs!
Look, look how she cuts
the grass. Look, look, look,
what a face, what eyes!», etc.
And the Master says:
«I had to finish with this slavery.
Then, occasionally -he says-,
I went there in order to
study those "I's"
connected to that woman».
And he adds:
«I always came back with a lot of
things to study. -Of course, many "I's" arose there.
Patiently, I started to
examine them one by one,
through reflection and meditation.
And I returned again to that street,
and I came back home with the sack full of "I's", again.
In the end, what happened?
That I went by there and I was not
interested at all in that woman.
I realized that I felt that attraction
because the aggregates
made me feel attraction.
But once that false charming finished,
there was nothing there,
neither love nor anything; it was just the "I"
that possesses us and make us feel
and think as it wants».
For that reason, humanity, we,
are suffering so much: because we are linked
to the world of the sensations,
and all the sensations, most of them,
come from egoical states.
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