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Okay so todays Jack's funeral as many of you guys may know. You guys are probably like
why is she making a video? Why? On this very sad day. Um. I had a dream two days ago. Didnt
really know what it meant but I just wanted to share it with you guys and it was one of
those direct dreams. yeah? so.. um. I've been really upset about Jack's death and just all
these deaths in general and honestly these suicides and dying was just a number to me
till Jack. It made me realize how much everyone was hurting before and I just wanted you guys
to know that it's going to get better no matter. Don't take your life because there's always
someone who loves you and there's always going to be someone out there for you... and if
you really feel like there's no one out there just know that I'm here for you. Um. Even
if I know you, even if I don't... No matter who you are I'm here for you and I'm always
here to listen and if you need advice I'm here and I'm just always here loving you guys
and praying over you guys so here goes my dream. Um... I had this dream monday? monday...
um. no. sunday. I don't know. Two days ago okay? and um.. I saw Jack in my dream. We
were all crying and upset about the death of Jack and the death of Majid. Just like
these deaths that have been going on and um. All Jack's friends were near me and they were
crying and... for some reason I couldn't cry and all I did was laugh... and I saw Jack
walk into the cafeteria... and um. he put his hand on me and he told me to make sure
that everyone's okay and help them not cry and yet get over it and not GETOVER IT NOW
but like go on with their lives and it's going to be hard for everyone but um that's not
how he wants you to be. He doesn't want you to be upset. He doesn't want you to be crying.
It's not what he wants and I know you guys might think I'm really crazy for thinking
about all these things and like saying my dream to you guys, but I really feel like
Jack's say something. He just doesn't want us to be upset, to cry, to feel like it's
out fault cause it really wasn't. He just doesn't want us to feel that way and I could
see the sadness in his eyes watching everyone crying and upset and I'm pretty sure it's
really not what he wants and he just wants us to be happy now. and... um. After Jack's
funeral today, it's okay to cry at the funeral its okay to be sad . its okay to be upset
but its not okay to be upset for too long. We have to go on our lives guys and it's going to be
hard. I know.. It was really hard for me this week and I just think that if you put yourself
down right now how would you ever go on and get on with your life? um. It's really hard
on a lot of us so I just want you guys to stay strong. um. Keep going be yourself. and
if there's anyone out there who needs help who needs to talk, is thinking about suicide
and just wants someone somebody to be there , I just want you guys to know that im here
for you, im here to listen. I'm here to talk Im here to be your anything and everything
so have a good day guys.