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Hello Friends Good Day!
This is Pt-2 of Sheps Spirituality, Experiences and the Spiritualists.
Well, I would just like to say!
Up in the top right corner, you can click on a little bubble
and it highlights Playlist
and it will take you to the whole series of this Playlist.
I also have many other Playlists,
The healing and the inspirational meditations!
and my Awakening Playlists also, you can find on my Channel, on the main Channel
and also, the Spiritual Attack Playlist and one or two other's!
So!
So anyway! We will go on from the last video.
When I had a spiritual experience dancing!
Now as I said in 94, in the Autumn of 94, I had a calling!
and it was my own spirit inside me, calling me.
and I did not realise it, I did not know what it was?
But I began to think, around Christmas time, late December, that it was something spiritual!
and it kept getting stronger and stronger.
And then I started learning to dance.
And I had that spiritual experience dancing
and I walked away from that experience, knowing that I had found what was calling me...
My own Spirit!
So I had a calling of the spirit.
Well!
In April of 95...
I was finding the rent, very had to afford where I was,
I had double bed-sit
and I was not on good wages
and I was going out dancing, clubbing a couple of times a week.
Sometimes with my girlfriend, that I was slowly splitting up with.
But it was expensive...
So I ended up, talking to Peter about it one day in about mid April
I Saying! I am finding it really hard to afford my rent...
I think going to have to move out of a double room into a single room
and he said well!
I have a spare room in my house
and you would be welcome to come a loge there!
and use the house as your own, for a donation.
So we agreed an amount
and I decided that was the best thing to do!
So at the end of April 95, I moved into Peter's Home
and it was great!
and it felt like. I had been living in bed-sits for years...
So it felt like the first real home I had for years!
And I got along with Peter really well
and we had a great time and you know we had a nice time together
and after about a week of being there...
I walked into Peter's home
and he said! Neil! I would like to speak to you!
and there was another person there.
And he revelled to me that he was the son of God, brother of Christ also!
Citadel!
He said! I am the son of God, Citadel!
and he said! God will prove this to you!
and I did not disbelieve him!
He was such a respectable, worldly wise, integral man!
With a great conscientiousness!
I did not disbelieve him!
and the next day when I went to go out to work...
he stopped me on my way out the door...
and he said!
God will prove himself, his reality and existence to you! In Music today!
and he said! Don't test God.
Well I did test God all day long! :)
I turn the radio on, turned it off!
But there was three songs come on or two songs come on :) That Said! God Exists!!!
You know he is a reality!
They were all popular, pop sort of songs or night club songs of that sort of era 94 - 95!
and they were songs I liked :)
and they were inspirational!
and you know within a couple of hours I knew God existed!!!
and I was totally Inspirered, spiritual Inspirered by that!
and I thought Father God was only proving himself to me...
because I was living in his Sons Home!
So it went on and that went on all day
and I had no doubt that God existed by the end of that day!
and that Peter really was his son, upon the Earth!
and Peter then, about a week later...
Gave me a message from my mother, in spirit :)
and it was beautiful!
and you know she had been there for a long time...
since I was eleven, twelve years old
and it was great to hear from her :) x
So!
Within a day or so of that he said!
To find that connection with spirit...
Clairvoyance and such like and be able to do mediumship...
You have to meditate!
and well I though I will try that sometime!
I went up to my room and about twenty minutes later I thought!
I will give this a go, this meditation lark!
and I went and laid on my bed and I was there thirty seconds!
and Peter knocked on the door, Knock, Knock, Knock!
Neil! I did not answer him!
He said Neil! I kept my eyes closed!
He said! Neil, do you know how to meditate?
and I knew I had to ask, to get an answer by then
and I said! No!
I don't know how to meditate! How do you meditate?
and he told me how and he told me how to find my light!
The most evolved way of being awoken down here spiritually!
The light is what we pass through when we pass over to the spirit realm, after mortal demise.
So!
But you can, those that are with the light, that have the light with them here...
can find it in this lifetime!
Only that I have tested it, with a couple of people and neither of them could find it!
and I come to the conclusion that...
Either it was just Peter and myself
or the few instruments of God that have been upon this world...
that God has sent back here with the light!
Or more likely, only reincarnated beings have the light!
Because you do not find the light until the first time you passover!
Once you have that light you always have that light!
When you reincarnate, you are not automatically with it...
you have to discover it!
and you know, Peter said!
When you see your light, you have to say!
What is the light I see? and you will be answered by your spirit guides!
Who can communicate to you through your light and that's what happened!
Except things were not going according to plan for me!
I was being conspired against!
Because!
An organised group of, organised crime in the spirit realms!
Found out about Peter's purpose here!
and that he was here to help this world be awakened
and they conspired again that because stood to lose out in the spirit realm.
Because there are still criminals in the spirit realm...
and they still have all the same problems, as we have down here on the next plane...
There are many planes beyond that...
Another twelve planes including this one, in all.
So you know...
They corrupted one of my guides straight away...
and he started talking to me...
through my light instantly...
Because he had kidnapped one of my other guides
and was forcing all the rest to remain quiet.
Because they all started arguing when I first found the light
and it was confusing because they were not talking to me?
And then he took control and use terrorism to stop any of my other guides helping me!
But that is a different story...
You know this is about my spirituality, but its part of that story!
So! I went on and after another couple of weeks or so...
sometime in May late May probably...
Peter said! No it was early June!
That this guide had been there for about four weeks...
and Peter had sort of said!
You have another Master Guide Su Ling!
Who she happens to be my spirit wife from a past life!
and he said!
The clock my go full circle and she take over
and I did not see the reason for this?
Because I was getting on with this guide...
I did not know he was conspiring against me!
He was being quite nice to me...
But he was setting me up!
So!
One night this guide persuaded me to go outside and open my light!
and Peter had said his house was protected!
and of course I should not of done it!
But I did not know!
I did not know there was any danger to me :(
and I went outside and made my light brighter...
and more criminals got in my light! :(
But Su Ling, a few days later!
When this guide, tried to go back into the spirit realm
and kidnap the guide, he had kidnapped a lady...
A Chinese healing guide, back into my light!
She (Su Ling) come into my light and tried to save me!