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Here is breakfast, I have a strip of bacon, with one egg, and Cream of Wheat and a cup
of Lipton Tea. Ok I'm finally done with breakfast, I know I didn't have much to do today, but
if something was to come up believe me I'll let you guys know. But right now what I am
doing is I'm sitting here and looking at a few of my favorite videos and Judy right here
is one of my favorite vloggers that be on You Tube. I don't know if you're familiar
with her but she does beauty, makeup, hair the whole 9 and she has two channels one is
It's JudyTime that's where her beauty and makeup is she also does her daily vlogs everyday
and that channel is called It's Judy's life. She talks about a little of everything they
shares their life on YouTube! and I think it's sooo so so so very special I really really
love Judy and Benji. Check them out because if there's anyone who really really really
wants to do this vlogging thing and really wants to make a career out of it, she is doing
it SHE IS DOING IT..She is making a career out of this ok? umm Her husband Benji is umm
a Real estate agent, I'm not going to tell you everything. I rather for you to check
it out for yourself I promise you you will get addicted it's almost like it's like how
some people says " When I wake up in the morning I got to have my cup of coffee in the morning
to get me started"? OK, then that's how I feel about her videos It's like my cup of
coffee in the morning. So she is doing the thang. hey y'all I'm back. I wanted to come
in and share how I feel right about now. Everything is not falling the way I would like for it
to fall, and I'm starting to be really really upset about it. Umm I wanted to go and try
to get myself some more shoes, because the ones that I have in which I really like these
shoes is the LA I don't know if u can see it or not but it's called LA Gear and they
are some walking shoes they are real nice walking shoes as you can see I've just about
walk these shoes as far as they going to go I need some more shoes. Alright and I know
part of being in this situation I'm in you need to have a descent pair of shoes umm I
wanted to try and go, cuz I got these shoes from Sears maybe about 7 or 8 mths ago. I
really really like the shoes. When I first got the shoes I couldn't stand them. But when
I bought them out of the store they fitted comfortably, they were right So afterwhile
I was wearing the shoe the shoes was hurting my feet and I couldnt' get the shoe to act
right. So I took the shoes and threw them in the closet so right now they're the only
basic shoes I got. So I had to either wear these shoes or what what was I'm going to
do be barefoot? So I went on ahead start back wearing the shoes I prayed about it, I just
started wearing those shoes and they wasn't hurting my feet anymore, so I was thankful
for that. I wanted to go back to Sears to see if I can get me another pair today, and
it seams like everything I'm trying to do is not working at all ummm being without a
car is not that's no joke that is no joke at all. my car needs repairing and right now
what it's going to cost I don't know. So either I'm on public transportation or I'm walking
If you ride public transportation you know that sucks deeply and I was trying to do everything
I had to do before my son gets back, because if I had to go with him that's extra money
I got to be paying on top what I have to pay for myself that's a little bit too steep.
So I'm kinda like falling apart about it because it seems like things is not going the way
I wanted them to go. Then I turn around and just ate breakfast not too long ago and now
I'm back hungry just like as if I haven't ate nothing and having this diabeties everything
I know that I could eat I can't eat no more to where now I just got to constantly keep
cooking and I don't like that! So what I did cook up guys I made some rice in here umm
you know how it turns out with rice. I hope it be good I got some green beans that's in
there, I'm taking the green beans out of this pot if I don't they'll keep on cooking I'm
opening lid up to let the steam get on out of the pot, but that's how the green beans
look and inside stove I'm just making myself some of the chicken fries I know that it's
something where you have to have a certain portion plate with this that and the other
in it. The most you got to have in it is vegetables and you know but this stuff is driving me
crazy when I could grab something like a candy bar or something and keep it moving but now
I can't do that no more So now that's going to take up time everytime I turn around I
got to be sticking something in my mouth that's healthy to eat it's kind of like that time
you're running out of stuff and you don't really have what you want and it's just crazy
cuz refridgerator is basically empty so this is all I really have in my refridgerator some
of the stuff in there I can't have such as this but I sips on it I don't drink drink
it like I would drink a whole can of it like I use to but you know stuff is just gone and
it's like what the heck is I supposed to be eating You know this is starting to be a pain
in the butt. I really do not like it This is one of my rants because I really don't
like this. So if you feel the same way I do please let me know I'm not going crazy? You
know what I'm saying? So yea keep me in prayer also guys because this is hard it really is
it's not easy as what I thought I thought all it's a breeze when you get to running
out of stuff what you gonna eat? that you can't eat? I tries to fill my house up with
things I know I can eat but when that's all gone then what? and I'm still going to be
hungry So let me know what you think do you have these episodes too? Ok guys this is lunch
it's rice green beans, and chicken fries Ok I'm back I supposed to be done got this video
uploaded it so much done went on sense I was last on this camera but umm I'm coming in
to end this and to let you know that today has been a very eventful day even after umm
the little rant I did uuh but yea it's ah I thank God, God is so good I mean when you
going through something no matter what it is take the time to just get on your knees
and just let Jesus know how you feel I'm telling you after I did that I got on my knees and
let Jesus know how I felt I said you know what Jesus I said help me with this! and it
look like once I got up off my knees, I started feeling bad cuz things wsn't going right then
things withing about 2 to 3 hrs things started falling into place and I was able to get things
done what I wanted done. So hey Jesus is the way to go. I can't say I can't stress it enough
Put God first no matter what. With me saying that y'all have a blessed night. Peace