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Hi everyone, this is Marilee. I wanted to come on here today and share with you a couple
things, that the Lord has shown me, how He views the organized church system today and
how He delivered me from that. I was really involved in church. I was in leadership, on
the worship team, I went on mission trips and really anything you can think of that
you would do in church I did, and I though all these things were glorifying to God and
I thought I was serving Him with my entire life, yet when I actually came to know Him,
He showed me it was all just for nothing, it was for my own glory, it was just a bunch
of filthy rags, my works to Him, that I though I was doing in church, and when I was getting
to know Jesus I was still, I still had confusion on why we were being separated from the church.
And I wasn't sure what was so wrong about church and being a part of it. So I asked
for clarity and I prayed and was just pleading to the Lord that He would show me how HE views
the church. And one night I had a dream, that the church system He views as a *** house.
And this was my dream: I met this man, really mysterious man on the street and he said "I
have a job for you" and I said okay, and I followed him to this warehouse and he showed
me inside the main like seating area. And in the middle there was an aisle that led
to a stage that was decorated very beautifully, and all along the aisle there were these chairs
and tables that were seated in the dark. And, it had paper and pens on it. Then all of a
sudden the room was full of people, there were all these people sitting in the dark
and I didn't know why they were in the dark, but anyway, all of a sudden one *** at a
time would walk down the aisle, do a little dance or show, get up on the stage, do something
that would try to attract the audience, and then you know, the next *** would come,
and the next one, and as each *** came down you would see the people in the audience writing
on their paper which *** they wanted to sleep with, which one they liked, and appeased
them. And this would be the *** they would bid for and pay money to in order to be with
it. The next scene was me as a *** being behind stage, and I was talking with these
girls and I was so convicted was so wrong, and we were going to be in really big trouble
if we continued to stay doing as we were doing, appeasing people, sleeping around, just what
we though was good and just doing our job, was I was feeling it was evil and wrong. I
was trying to get them to come with me to leave, but there in my dream you knew there
was this certain expectation that you would be in really big trouble if you even tried
to leave, there would be really big punishment. And I was trying to convince them to come
with me to leave. But none of them really wanted to, they all just said that I was over
exaggerating, and that it wasn't a big deal, just to calm down, and that they wouldn't
do it because they didn't want to get in trouble. but I was convinced that I needed to leave.
So, I got up and I started running down this empty floor and I noticed that there was another
girl running with me. And there were these men, maybe like 10 of them chasing us and
they were trying to get us bring us back into this ***, and so, I had to fight so
hard against them, and I had to punch and kick, and squirm to try to get out of their
grips. And I was noticing that this other girl was trying to fight hard too, but eventually
she just gave up and let them drag her off back, and I had to fight and fight and fight
until finally I was able to get out of this warehouse, and then I was free, I was liberated
and it was the end of my dream. Now what Jesus showed me is those that were in the audience
in the dark there writing on their pieces of paper is the congregation, the people in
church, and they are wanting to tithe and give their money to the church that appeases
THEM, that say what THEY want to hear, and the church that THEY like. And THEY want to
sit in the dark because THEY ARE FULL OF SIN and they don't want their sin to be exposed,
and the *** that would walk down the aisle to the stage is the leadership of a church,
and not just the pastors but all the leadership that is involved in church. And they would
do their little dance and their little song in order to attract the people in the audience
so that THEY COULD GET THEIR MONEY, and that they would gain popularity, so that they could
be the best ***. The danger about leaving the church that I felt is when you try to
go against and preach against this worldly and sinful church system, people fight against
you and they want you to, continue stay plugged into some kind of church system. But the problem
is, it's full of sin, and this is what Jesus showed me is that, the church systems are
full of sin, and they DON'T want to truly repent of all sin and live righteously for
Jesus, they want to live for themselves, and they want to attend church and play church
and give lip service to Jesus, but they don't want to offer their life as a full sacrifice
to Jesus, being pleasing to Him, and this takes a lot of work to do. And You have to
be willing to give everything for Jesus. You have to be willing to pick up your cross.
You have to be willing to deny yourself and carry all that for Jesus. That takes a lot
of work, it's not a piece of cake. The church system likes to just sit back and comfort
each other in their sins and that is wrong. We cannot okay sin. Sin is of the devil. If
you sin Jesus is not your Father, the devil is your father. Jesus has nothing to do with
sin, they say that you can find Jesus in church. But Jesus is not there my friends because
Jesus has nothing to do with sin. He says what fellowship does light have with darkness,
none at all! He also says that HE is the vine and His true children are the branches. If
you are not His true child, you will be cut off from that vine and you will be thrown
into the lake of fire. I know that I want to be pleasing to Jesus, and the biggest thing
that He has convicted me of I want to be pleasing to all these people, to my family, to my friends,
to whoever. I am not worthy of Jesus because I am putting them so far above Jesus. I'm
so more afraid of what they would think or what they would do, that I cannot focus only
on Jesus. That is wrong. I want to be pleasing to Jesus. I choose to give Him my entire life.
I cannot participate in sin and in the world's sin and that is why I've been pulled out to
be separate from that. He does the same for all of His children, all those who truly follow
Him, He is pulling them out from the worldly sins, and you must be perfect and righteous
before Him. It IS possible. If people tell you otherwise they are liars! It is possible
to be righteous to Jesus. Not to the world, but to Jesus. That's really all that matters.
I want to encourage those that have an ear to hear, and they seem to know the truth,
that if you want to follow Jesus it's possible. It's difficult, you have to war and fight
against the flesh, you have to war against the spiritual. But Jesus will give you the
strength to endure, until the end. I want to encourage those that see the sin and hypocrisy
and wickedness in the church systems. Stay AWAY from it. Jesus is NOT there. Jesus will
be with those that are righteous to Him that are sinless in HIS sight, not the worlds sight,
but HIS sight. THAT is what matters. Jesus will NOT take a *** as the Bride. He will
NOT take a Bride that has spots and stains on her dress. He will ONLY take a PURE BRIDE.
Only those that are blameless, righteous and holy in HIS sight will enter Heaven. No sinner
will enter heaven. If you are still in sin repent of all your sin, not just one particular
sin, but all of your sin and live for Jesus. Pleasing and holy to Him. I hope that this
encourages some people and I hope that this can wake some people up and that they would
truly get to know Jesus and start seeking Him while it is still called TODAY. Get to
know Jesus HE has given you the opportunity today. I love you guys and may Jesus bless
you.