Lost - Lyrics - Abandoned At Birth

There is just something about life that doesnt suit me I will take it when Im ready hold it steady dont miss I took life and *** it like the *** it is dont Judge me Im gone if this is the end Im ready take it take it *** it *** life Nothing starts till I end calm down and watch it go watch the world stand still is so depressing but I sleep cant close my eyes but I dont fear death just let me its over eternal light blacked at sight ***~!~ Every one wanted it like this Including me *** it Im gone its over I win when Im gone LIFE BEGAINS!!!! Life is optional and Death is manditory life doesnt exceed a bullet slit wrists equals glory I close my eyes and see the demons of hell Im losing it my life is a Nightmare let me end and let me die let me die let me die!! the voices in my head tell me to take my life I agree say hello this is my way to SUCCEED!!!