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Night bites into you,like the freezing icy winds
That blow in from those broken windows.
It does, when you try to keep your eyes open,
With none other with you.
There are moments when you are lonely.
Atleast you feel so.
You don’t want to deny it too.
Then it becomes immaterial if you are in a crowd
Or in company of someone.
But the situation becomes challenging.
When you feel like doing nothing too.
The same happened to me.
And i feel the same today – and now.
Today my loneliness and the feeling of ‘doing nothing’
Is in many ways different.
Because, today I chose to question
Why after all I feel so.
By all possible means
My mind and heart
Are against my dissecting the topic.
It does happen
That you let yourself go with your emotions.
You just flow like a river –
Smooth
And obstacleless.
You realise that the situation can be better
– but still you are adamant on feeling worse.
On feeling lonely.
On getting lazy.
On making yourself more miserable.
I chose to break the shackles and just think
Think
Whether I justify my brief lifespan on this exciting planet
By making few precious moments of it intentionally miserable.
All men, at some moment in their lives
Feel themselves to be alone.
And they are.
To live is to be seperated from what we were
In order to approach what we are going to be in the future.
Solitude is the profoundest fact of the human condition.
Solitude.