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I still have suicidal thoughts,
uncontrolled tears and reasons.
All the evil, controlled feelings would disappear.
The few words that were spoken
upset the balance in my brain;
the impulsive desire to lose my identity.
Counting with my eyes closed
how franticly my love for you is
Discarded
Killed
"After all, you're alone now."
Disorderly counting goats
Sacrifice, if I can't be yours
Decadence
Even this body and mind will break down
Someday, your appearance will break down
Decadence
Departed by instincts that dance
If I can't be yours
Counting goats in the dark
Disorderly counting goats
Sacrifice, if I can't be yours
Decadence
Even this body and mind will break down
Someday, your appearance will break down
Decadence
Departed by instincts that dance
If I can't be yours
The sky is green today, too.
We will never melt together.
What if we someday would mix?
I've finished counting goats.