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The first time I got high I was three.
I remember my old man's hands pressing mine.
I remember the tops of the trees,...
...the sun, and the earth spinning around.
I liked that feeling of dizziness.
It was like a kind of paradise.
My first paradise.
ARTIFICIAL PARADISES
SECOND PARADISE
ADMINISTRATION Inhalation or aspiration
PHYSIOLOGICAL EFFECTS
Hallucinations and Diplopia
Respiratory depression Agitation
AFFECTIONS Possible hepatic, cerebral,...
...and pulmonary lesions
GLUE
I can see everything inside my body.
My intestines.
And my blood.
What a blast!
And my heart.
I can see my heart.
I can see it perfectly.
Pablo.
-Pablo. -What?
Can you do something?
Have you ever flown with glue?
No.
Keep breathing.
Imagine as hard as you can that you're flying.
Imagine it as hard as you can.
Can you do it?
No.
Breathe deep.
Breathe very deep.
At night, Pelos and I would go and sniff glue.
The smell would go right into the pits of our stomachs...
...and we'd discover new sensations, new paradises.
That day, Pelos got me to fly.
I'll never forget it. I'd just turned twelve.
THIRD PARADISE
ADMINISTRATION Smoked, orally
PHYSIOLOGICAL EFFECTS
Conjunctival hyperemia Passive depression
Tachycardia Hypotension
AFFECTIONS Psychotic manifestations
Tachycardia, Dizziness
HASHISH
I got it from Juanrra.
He's always got good ***. How much did you get?
Five big ones.
That lot cost you five notes?
-Yeah. -***, you didn't get much.
No, but that stuff gives you a charge.
It's better than those big lumps Molu shifts that do *** all.
I've had good *** from him.
Good *** from Molu?
Molu's never had good *** in his life, kid.
This is good ***, not the stuff *** Molu shifts.
-Hey. -What?
You're burning your nails.
A week in Cadiz, sleeping on the beach.
No way, man, I'm broke. Who's going?
Canuto, Diego, Kuss,...
...and I think Alfonso's coming too.
Come on, we're skint too, but there's enough for grub.
-You going to score? -A couple of notes' worth.
For a *** week? You planning to smoke a joint a day?
The idea's to get away. I'm *** sick of Madrid.
Count me out.
Come on, it'll be a blast.
I'm not going when I'm hung for bread.
I'll wait till I can score good *** and then have a ball.
You can have a ball without taking anything, ***.
It isn't the same.
I know, but if you've got nothing, what else can you *** do?
If you've got nothing else, you *** stay here.
You're like a junkie.
I am a junkie.
-Why not, man? -Because, that's why.
***, just once. Nothing'll happen you for doing it once.
Don't touch me.
-One. -No.
-One. -No.
-Two, then. -No!
*** drag!
-One, come on. Just one. -Suck me off, man.
-I'll suck you off, but do it once. -Give me a break.
All right, I'll do it once, but that's it.
You're not to keep on about it, or I'm out of here.
This is a neat one.
You're the boss.
I can sift sick this thickles.
-I can sift six sick thistles. -Three.
-I can thift six thistles. -Five.
*** it!
-I can thift six sick thistles. -Eight.
-I can sift six thick sistles. -Ten.
I can sift six sicks... *** Jesus!
Hey, you didn't say it yet.
Just wait.
I can sift sixed thistles.
Thirty.
I can shift six sick sixtles...
Fifty.
I can sift six thick thistles.
*** you!
***.
-Juan. -Pablo.
What?
Roll a joint.
-Hey. -What?
Imagine smoking a joint with your old man.
I've never done it, but he wouldn't say anything.
I couldn't imagine doing it, no *** way.
But I bet he does it when he's out.
***, my ***...
You got the droop?
No, it isn't that. It's hard, man. Hard as a *** rock.
So have a jerk off.
I'd rather stick it in some ***.
In whose? Alicia's?
I'm not sticking it in there. I'd never come out.
I'd stay inside until my *** fell to bits.
-If she let you in at all. -Any time I want.
That babe doesn't even notice you.
She's going to be my wife and the mother of my children, I swear.
***, I'm ***!
It's *** hot!
I'll say.
My mouth's dry.
I'm really thirsty.
-Where's the water? -Just behind.
-Get it, would you? -Like hell, you get it.
-I haven't got the strength. -Neither have I.
-It's right beside you. -Forget it.
Odds or evens?
-Evens. -Odds.
One, two and three.
*** hell.
Here.
Hey, we're in *** paradise. Get up.
We're in paradise.
***, you're a *** basket case, that's what you are, man.
Canuto, Diego, Alfonso, Kuss and I would get high as kites.
We'd score what we could, smoke it, and talk about everything.
This dusk is too much, man.
We'd get really blasted and do whatever we wanted.
We'd have a *** ball.
I've never enjoyed myself as much as then.
Take a look at this cannon, ***!
Take a good look, ***,...
...because I'm going to *** the *** of you!
Alicia!
Alicia, you're a ***, do you hear me?
I love you, ***! I love you and I want you.
Did you hear me? Did you hear me, ***?
She didn't hear me.
FOURTH PARADISE
ADMINISTRATION Orally
PHYSIOLOGICAL EFFECTS
Panic reactions
Hallucinations Flashback effect
AFFECTIONS
Psychosis and other psychic manifestations
LSD
Everyone should take LSD at least once.
I've seen absolute perfection on a trip...
...and recovered the curiosity and lost appetite of youth.
Where everything is new.
Where everything is sweet.
Where everything is magic.
Where everything is...
...candy-covered.
I've seen the light on a trip.
I've touched it and heard it travel through time.
I found myself alone with myself...
...and became aware of the being.
Hello.
On a trip, I saw how blue and red rain...
...soaked and washed my body like a two-colored rainbow.
I've seen it all with my own eyes...
...and touched it all with my own hands.
And, swift as an impulse,...
...I've been afraid of happiness...
...and I've faced my fear, straight on.
I've seen things you haven't seen.
I love you.
I've seen things you haven't seen...
...and discovered that all my strength,...
...and the universe's, is in my ***...
...and that life is only love...
...and sex.
I am the source of all.
I am...
...God.
FINAL PARADISE
ADMINISTRATION Oral and intravenous
PHYSIOLOGICAL EFFECTS Myosis
Respiratory depression Shock
Vomiting Shaking
AFFECTIONS
Anorexia Impotence
Bacterial endocarditis Hepatitis
***
I'm not scared of death.
But if it comes, I want to be bombed.
When I get out of this lousy place full of stinking old people,
I'll pay myself a homage.
And I don't need your help or your *** advice...
...nor your physiological analysis...
...of the harmful content of various drugs.
I don't take drugs because it's all I can do...
...or because of identity or social adjustment problems.
I've always liked taking drugs.
I've done it all my life, it's as close as I've got to perfection.
I liked the smell of glue in my nose,...
...the taste and passivity of hashish,...
...the images and states of LSD,...
...and the dreamy peace of ***.
Before I croak, I'd like to feel the needle in my vein.
I want to pump the blood to my head and feel happy again.
I want to be in paradise again.
Don't give me that *** that it's artificial.
I don't give a *** if it is.
What I want is to be happy, that's all.
That's what I want.
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