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Good morning or night where ever you're in the world.
My name is Stacey Moy. A few hours ago, I was sleeping peacefully for a couple hours
and I just woke up in the middle of the night. I was laying
in bed and I just started crying so hard. And I'm a little upset.
I don't want to get too personal. Grief. I was remembering my grandpa who I called Gong Gong.
He past away 3 1/2 years ago, roughly. For some reason, this big wall of grief hit me
and I thought I recovered from this. I don't know; it's weird.
I am going to sing a song that comforts me.
Anyways, let me read you a scripture first. Jesus said, "Now is your time of grief, but I will see you again and you will
rejoice, and no one will take away your joy." John 16:22
So yeah, That is a very good verse.
This video is for fellow Christians or someone who is lost and missing their family member who died. Just
know that God loves you no matter what. How can I still have faith
in the Lord? Since I've been grieving tonight. My Gong
Gong was the first love one in my life who past away, where I felt deep sadness and grief.
By I know that after the first year of grieving and recovery for the last few years, I am
living my life with joy. The way my grandpa wants me to.
I live for the Lord. Like my grandpa. He was one of the
best role models that I had, as a strong Christian man.
I'm a bit upset right now. But let me sing "Steady My Heart" by Kari Jobe. To Kari Jobe,
I'm sorry. Something about a fair trade music agreement. This video is not for sale.
I'm just sharing something to help others in their grief too.
Today is January 4, 2014. I didn't expect to do another vlog so close the the first one.
I had to share this moment. Maybe I can cheer someone up.
So this is my second vlog. So..... here goes
Nothing goes right....It hurts so much....
Nothing goes right....It hurts so much.... Okay I missed up there, I'll try again. Wait a sec.
Wish it could be easy Why is life so messy?
Why is pain a part of us? There are days I feel like
Nothing ever goes right Sometimes it just hurts so much
But You're here You're real
I know I can trust You
Even when it hurts Even when it's hard
Even when it all just falls apart I will run to You
'Cause I know that You are Lover of my soul Healer of my scars
You steady my heart You steady my heart
(Yes, Jesus, you do)
I'm not gonna worry I know that You've got me
Right inside the palm of your hand Each and every moment
What's good and what gets broken Happens just the way You plan
You are here. You're real. I know I can trust You.
Even when it hurts Even when it's hard
Even when it all just falls apart I will run to You 'Cause I know that You are
Lover of my soul Healer of my scars
You steady my heart You steady my heart
And I will run to You And find refuge in Your arms And I will sing to You 'Cause of everything You are
(Yes, Jesus) You steady my heart You steady my heart
Even when it hurts Even when it's hard
Even when it all just falls apart I will run to You
'Cause I know that You are Lover of my soul
Healer of my scars You steady my heart
You steady my heart
I'm not gonna worry I know that you've got me
Right inside the palm of your hand
Yes, it's hard sometimes. But the Lord is with you, I promise. Go seek him. Find comfort.
Don't be afraid to reach out to other believers to have them hug you or
comfort you somehow. You can't do this grief by yourself sometimes. You need Jesus Christ
but also fellow Christians. They are family, the other children of God.
Thank you for listening. I hope you have a good weekend.
Take care now. Bye.