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Shut away, until my body began to rot, my thoughts dwelt upon
How I was so indecently exposed..
Though I sigh of how I was betrayed, it’s useless..
Though I cry of how I was deceived, it’s useless..
When I finally realized that there was no one out there
In the entire world to save me, I could at least calm down
If I were free, released out upon the edges of the sky,
The sound of these raindrops wouldn’t reach me would they?
If I could only cross over the rainbow and dance all night and into morning
Wouldn’t I then be able to have a joyful heart?
When the melody I was humming came to an end
Only a pitiful voice would come tumbling out
Hiding my ripped and filthy scars
I put on a flattering and lovely face
Even though I knew no one would reach out their hand to me
I just kept pretending, acting with my smile
If only now as the colors of my collapsing dream bleed together
I could wander, here and there in the wind..
If the colors of the rainbow melted and mixed in with mine,
Wouldn’t one day happy words find their way to me?
Ah, when the rain lets up, they’ll forget all about me won’t they?
No one will even look at me; what meaning I have will be lost
Farewell...
If I just stopped answering,
Couldn’t I hum to myself happily?
While I couldn’t cross over the rainbow,
Can’t even I sing a song of happiness?
Ah, the cracks in my fractured dream shine..
I wonder, why does danger sparkle so?
The sky feels so lonely with its rainbow gone;
Why am I drawn in by such a happy illusion?