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After the divorce of my parents I moved with my mother and sister in the big town. I took drugs, and it began a.....
NIGHTMARE!
First I had no more desire to live, loneliness and depresssions
Religion only was a dark shadow for me.....
I had fear of war
...and fear of an eerie superior state
What looked harmless in the beginning,
...joyous carousal with friends...
ended with alcohol dependence....
mindless hang arounds...
mindless hang arounds...
and deep desperation
What began as a search for freedom...
ended at the limits of society
ended at the limits of society
ended at the limits of society
speechlessness turned to HATE
And more break down than "You and your health"
L O V E
disappeared as it came
but if you torture your body....
and waste away your soul ...
Than its an END one day!
and your conscience burns like fire
There is no heaven....
With acute renal failure in the intensive care I gave a promise to god:
If I get out of here living....
I dont drink alcohol any more!
Beside me a man died, and I survived.