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I believe that…… at some point,
river is no different than life.
No matter how hard you try to resist,
it will keep on flowing until the life ends.
Eventually, what we have fought for,
does it really matter to us?
Or maybe, we are just an empty life,
struggling to fill up a bottomless pond.
We try to reach an emptiness,
hurting ourselves…….over and over.
This river compiles many lives, many thoughts.
It becomes a strong current of society.
No one knows where it ends.
I am so tired of all the fights I have fought before.
Eventually,
I choose pull myself away,
and never have to fight anymore.
Have you ever feel so lonely
among the crown of people?
No one realizes this loneliness,
piercing inside my bitter heart.
Floating on the sea of star,
nothing else but me.
So cold. I can only see but...
have no connection with reality.
Tell me, is there someone
who can see my true self inside?
Give me a beautiful moment
before everything faint.
Just once,
let me know the meaning of my life,
just to know that it’s worth breathing for.
Where will you meet him?
At Siam, in front of Lido theater
Ploy, are you coming?
What?
Are you coming with us,it’s on her secret boy friend.
No, he isn’t my secret boy friend.
Um…Go ahead
Whatever, but he may not be so kind next time.
How did you know him?
Oh, he is my sister’s friend.
........
Boring?
Same old every day
Study,
shopping,
watching movie,
surfing net,
chatting.
Being in this cycle every day.
However,
once I use to be happy with this routine.
But I don’t know
when everything started to be so boring.
Seem like,
I have lost the reason to live.
I was pushed into the new life with good intension.
But no matter how hard we try to fit into this city,
Or everything I have done to please others,
it doesn’t seem to be enough for them.
Living every day with no purpose.
I don’t know the reason of living.
I don’t know death.Would it be more suffering than living?
Who knows...
Can’t stand this misery.
Determined heart has lost.
Tired of too many expectations,
destroying who I am.
No matter how hard I try to change myself,
I cannot fulfill any expectation.
Good things in life
may only be memories that fade away.
I prayed to the shining star…
Please lead the way to my destiny
In the darkest hour…
too tired and confused
To tolerate.
Help me.
Bring me to my fond memories that meant to me,
before I am breathless.
Can it be true? (will I find you)
When will it be? (the one who knows me)
When my heart get through this cruel night. (please let me get through this cruel night)
I prayed to the shining star… (Tell me, is there someone)
Please lead the way to my destiny (who can see my true self inside?)
In the darkest hour… (Give me a beautiful moment)
too tired and confused To tolerate. (before everything faint.)
Help me. Bring me to my fond memories (Just once, let me know the meaning of my life,)
that meant to me, before I am breathless. (just to know that it’s worth breathing for.)
before I can’t take this anymore
Hey!!! What are you doing?
Leave me alone
How can I? I know you Ploy.
Shine….