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But why should you hold yourself back?
Everything has been made!
Everything has been made accessible for you:
emails, phone numbers, home addresses,
friends and relatives,
which school do they attend,
which sports do they go in for,
where do they spend their free time...
Is it your fault,
that you are not his type?
Is that the reason
to hold yourself back,
leave your dreams undreamed,
chances untaken?
Maybe...
But you do!
You do it anyway.
And you find a girl,
whom he would like -
resembles his ex
and is just what he wants.
Beautiful,
slim,
easy,
cheap...
The kind of girl
who makes men turn their heads.
You are torn by the temptation
to be THAT girl.
Kristi.
And you write to him.
You make yourself an account with her name
and you write an email.
You tell
that you like him.
Hello!
Is anyone here?
Carmen, could you pick me up?
I don't know, in the middle of nowhere.
Of course I'm drunk!
Carmen!
Jerk!
And you really can not expect,
that it all turns into a catastrophy,
you could not have dreamed of!
That this girl,
whose name and looks you have borrowed,
comes into your house.
That she marches right into your bedroom
and sees, what you have done.
She sees, that you have sent emails with her name
to that boy!
My god...
This is the end.
Nobody must know what you have done.
Not even the one whom you love.
Jesus...
This should have never become real!
I just wanted
to be loved.