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In terms of my own self certainty to help me tremendously you know like I told you when
I finished class I go in my car and I am just like I am certain that you know I am good
actress and that is priceless because this is what we really want. You know when you
go to a big audition and you are on a big set that is like you know millions of dollars.
They want to see that your, you know you know what you are doing and this school is really
bring me that like I know what I am doing. I feel good and people can see it.
You know and I just feel it and people around me has like have seen it, you know and I am
like oh my God you look so good and so confident and it is not like being like hey the best
and blah, blah, blah. It is just you feel good you know so yeah we chose, in France
for example we have done like different workshops here and there and many different techniques
and wow the difference is like amazing.
Here I just you know I feel good. I leave class. I feel good that is mainly the big
difference you know. When I leave at night I am like huh, I mean like oh my God I feel
so good you know I feel confident. I go home and I am like, you know I feel stronger. I
feel like okay I can do anything. I am an actress you know and I can do any character
where I was like other schools or other workshops that I have done have been like, well bringing
you down mostly and you know sometime I like the crying or just like feeling horrible and
just feeling like okay I am not—so I don't know if I am going to pursue this because
this is not for me you know everything running through your head.
What I have noticed is that I can do it like instantly, you know whereas before in different
schools of techniques. It is a whole process you know. Okay before you become character
and it is a whole other story. Here you just do it and you know you step up in front of
people or you know and you just you are in it and it is funny because you totally forget
there is anybody in front of you looking. It is really weird actually, instantly.
Because maybe you know there is no critics and stuff you know so that really helps and
you totally just you are the character and I feel like I am doing it so much better than
before like it is really weird, because before you know, I was doing character or playing
something sometimes tough and I was like, you know and you think about it. You are like
am I doing it right. You know what should I do better because people are watching you.
Here you don't do that, you don't get that. You don't have that feeling of people watching
you so you just do it and I generally like wow I have done it really good you know. I
am going to describer to you how auditioning was before. I had this technique here. It
was horrible. It was— you get tense. You arrive there. First of all you arrive there
and people you know look at you and you don't feel good already, you are not confident.
All this things you know that you are not good and you walk in there and it is like,
"wow you know sometimes you make it, sometimes you don't but you already not true on, you
know it is kind of like unpredictable. And now with really with the Acting Center, I
feel like okay you know I nail it and I don't care if I am what they are looking for or
not, I know I have it and that is really what counts you know.
I walk in there and I look at people and even you make them feel better because you know
that it is like if you feel good inside it is going to show out you know and even if
you it is like hard or tough role or not like happy or whatever, but you know you can really
do it and then you feel good you walk out of the audition and you are like okay.