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*sigh* Hi, my name is Alice. I am a recovering anorexic. It still comes and goes. It's been
about 7 years now, going on 8. I self-harm...which you can probably see, on my leg there. For
whatever reason I don't find myself that attractive...um...I do have a good sense of fashion, I know how
to make myself look pretty. To...you know, do the make up right, do the hair right. I
have a lot of different styles I'll wear. Some are more natural, some are more goth,
some are more professional, some are more breezy (forgot to add I also dress in lolita
too). But no matter what, when I'm down to this. And this is what I have. I still don't
like it. I don't like my legs. You might not be able to see it but I have varicose veins.
I've suffered from anxiety for years, and that really *** up my teenage years. I
had really bad acne too which didn't help. I wouldn't want to leave the house because
I felt like I was hideous. I still have anxiety now, but it's more because of recent events.
I've had a lot of bad *** happen. Been in two abusive relationships, been *** (all
happened last year) attempted suicide, January 20th, 2013. Um, I won't go into full detail
but 2013 was probably the worst year of my life. And...I'm really trying to make it better,
which is why I'm making this video, to kind of lay it all out, and show what I look like..like
this. And maybe try eventually to like it. So, thanks for watching. And, um, at very
least don't make mean comments (please).