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Anyway. it's really wonderfull to be here
It's so nice to meet the women That watch them and vote on them
I think that dusk channel is such a great concept
I think the most rewarding thing to me, is to know that.
That other women are now doing this. So i can go off and retire.
And have my fun
Not that this wasnt fun.
I thank you all
for being here.
The way you started out
In the 70's and 80's
what did the *** industry look like? well in the 70's it was very traditional
The typical pumping and ***
Not that that's not fun sometimes
but, you know. when I started out there was
No such thing as women looking at them and offcourse it was.
When I said I was going to do this. All the big distributors said oh no candida.
Its a boys club. And I knew they where wrong and it just made me want to prove them.
Wrong all the more
So all those years later it has just caughed on so wunderfully
It's just great to know I was right.
Both a creative and a political reason to want to make films
One was, much like anna. I felt like as a women..
It's important for women to be able to acces things that turn them on.
And it seemed shocking to me that so many years after candida started.
The *** for women/couples industry.
That there was so little available,
for people like me. It seemed so important politically.
To give women acces to things that would help with their own *** liberation.
Help them get to know themselfs better and come out of the closet. But also
On a very personal and creative level. I thought "Why is all *** so bad?"
It looks so terrible. And if you like seeing movies.
Why should we not apply some of the same principals. That craft and that care.
To sexuality. So I just wanted to make,
Films that I wanted to see. And for me that was all about..
What I like to see is sex that is emotionaly realistic.
Not that it's emotional necessarily romantic.
I'm not even a romance fan necessarily.
But that the sex makes sence. You understand why
are these people having sex other than he has a *** and she has a ***.
and the parts lock. Thats not enough reason.
I want to see what I want to see.
So both political and creative for me.
When it was apperend how succesfull my movies where.
There was this big move to make more movies that appeal to women.
And then all of a sudden it seemed like. Sometime in the 90's
maybe late 90s. It started to make this back lash.
Kind of like the back lash in feminism.
All of these male film makers and directors started to.
Makes these movies there where not just hard core.
But really rough.
What was his name? Rob black something?
And his wife. Would make these movies.
Where they where shoving womens faces in the toilet.
It was just a terrible black lash.
And So it's not that bad. Because
The goverment in America really came down on him. He was put
in Jail. But now that I think people...
I don't believe in censorship. But it's
toned-down again. But it has never really recoverd.
I am really sorry to say that the mainstream *** industry.
Is still very male dominated.
Old tradition ***.
and it took for me.
it took a long time
To see women like these women finally.
To come around. It's almost like it took another generation.
For women to come out
To see you're women and I want my own thing.
And I'm so relieved. Because I thought for a while that nothing is changing.
nothing is changing. Now there is.
One and a half milion women can watch dusk channel.
And you are here. So there is a change now.
Offcourse from my viewers I get these
Long emails from. Just lately there was a woman writing to me like
Wow this is so special. I actually did not watch the movies just the trailers.
But I really believe this has to be promoted by the state.
You have to get just some money for this and then you can.
Put all your movies for free on the internet.
It's so special for our children to.
they see making love is not about ***.
Just penetration. Its about sensetivity.
all the different movements inside you
you can do so much more. And that's what
I'm talking about aswell on my website
Rozemarije.nl you can also see all the
youtube movies where i explain a lot about.
Extra things you can do in bed toghether.
That's what I also want to show in my movies that you can do so much more
Then just this hard penetration. Thats where my movies are all about.
No I make ***
No disrespect
But if you want to go see a film about love
She is bound to go to the mainstream films.
Where they have the actors than can
act love correctly. Scriptwriters that can write it.
The technical stuff that can bring it up. Because it acutally takes a lot of time
To show a love scene. But ***
we show sex. Its a preformance of sex. I don't think
My work is real, its not documentary
or anything like that. I don't aim it to be. It is a...
Just an exemple. We don't say to another genre
and we should. We should be saying to reality tv, you're not real.
say to the news. You're not real. But we say it to ***.
for some reason. And it isn't.
its a preformance. But that doesnt mean it can't have
value as representing
real sex -Well I just shot
A movie two weeks ago and..
actually it was also
the first time I was filming that I really thought
I would love to be in that scene as well.
So you jumped in?
No I didn't. I never do. Im very curious to
curious how this
scene will be after editing. But I
The scene's I love the most. When you see
This real intimacy. That they're
We just made a movie outside and this couple.
I will preform a little bit if I can. She was grapping
his head. And pulling him
like she was so longing for him. It was so beautiful I think those moments.
for me. Its so intense.
for me thats one of the most beautiful things.
You know
In many many ways i find them. Sometimes when the *** industry
they have a husband and wife they like to work with.
But so often I get people who never
done movies but they'd like to. But they don't want to be in the traditional
*** movies. So they see my work as a opportunity
to go put themselfs on film. In something they can feel okay about.
And so often I had wonderfull luck and in the *** industry
they really dont want to use man who not have experience.
As to I would let them come in and do it. Even if they have never been
they have never done it before. You take a risk. But I treat it like real life, if they have a problem
we do other things like in real life. But it has been very
sweet i have had a lot of couples reach out and work with me.
A friend of mine and her husband. Or actually her husband approched me through
a newspaper article I had done. And they wanted to pay
me to shoot them themselfs
And I said look this is what it is going to cost. And he said we cant really afford that.
You're both good looking so I can pay you! So they came along
to one of my films. And its so funny cause there where free
previews going out on sky tv
in the UK. And theire whole family saw them. The dad
..in the night saw his daughter in law
and they where saying something about catching
rats. He was playing a rat catcher
this babybell cheese fell into her.. its really stupid
and he kept comming up with there is something about you being a ratcatcher. Whats the rats?
you where in a film. And sure enough they found out.
yeah my
My mom wasn't to pleased. My dad was actually fine.
None of my family as far as I know has seen any of my
of my work. And i have been going since 1998. But I
had to invite my parents to my gratuation work. Witch was a sort of *** film.
And my parents say that I told them in the cab on the way there.
But I swear I told them a few months before. my mom was actually quit mad.
I caught her taking articals. That I had been
interviewd in the press to work. Showing them to her mates. So I said actually you are going to
have to chose. You are going to give me a red sign or are you going to be proud of me.
Well actually
My parents found out in a terrible way because
And so I had not even started my production company yet.
And my sister and I had a big fight.
So gues what, big sister calls up mother
and tells on little sister. So my mother..
you know i called her up. It was horrible for me you know, really terrible.
but in the end it was really a blessing is disguise. Because i had no secrets
anymore. Its a big burden to cary that kind of secret. But my mother said
to me. That I was still her daughter and she still loved me. And that in a way
she envyed me. Because i worked through my issues with man.
which wasn't even really true. But I accepted it so that was very sweet.
And then the really wonderfull thing was with my father
she said if you don't tell him. Or maybe she told my father...
and then I had to tell my mother myself.
but she told my father so. We never really spoke on that
we were my father was really quiet. He didn't talk about sex at all
and so years later we
kind of re-united. My father and I had been sort of
not talking for a while. And we where having a talk and.
he by this time I had started my production company I was on a lot
TV interview show in America, here to.
and we really he was
he had seen me on this big tv show and he was kind of proud. And we where talking about what I do.
I said you know dad, i feel kind of funny talking about this
with you. And he said, you know
with a the things people in this world do. Politicians lie they are crooked.
but hurt and kill eachother. You have nothing to be
ashamed of. All you are doing is bringing pleasure into people's lifes.
and that was my father. I'm happy to say that
he past away some years later.
I felt so happy to have that closing with him and that blessing.
so I think I was very fortunate